Ever since Chester's passing, it's been quiet I've mourned him as much as possible. For seven days not a moment went by where I didn't think about him. He saved my life and for that I want to be grateful, I am grateful. I never got to see what a great person he could have became. But, his letter gifted me with that, it told me that he was great inside which he truly was.

And even though I couldn't witness it, I knew he was. So everyday when I wake up, I think about him because, he's the reason I do.

Landon's been trying to find out how the rogues got passed the borders. The guards were all out on stand by the whole time and they've all said they didn't seen any. So he's been stressed a lot since he has no lead into how they got in. He doesn't want another attack to happen and neither do I. The pups have just gotten back into playing outside.

They run around the pack grounds as if nothing happened. Which was a good thing, I'm glad they didn't get traumatized with fear because, of the event. Especially Eve, she was doing really good considering what happened. I checked in with her and her mom just the other day, her mom was really grateful to me. But, I told her she didn't have to thank me, I'd do it again in a heartbeat.

But, because of what happened and Landon being stressed over everything, we haven't really spent time together. Mia and I miss him a lot, but, we also don't want to be a distraction from him finding out how the rogues could have possibly gotten in.

"Hey." I greeted him softly, while walking into the living room, he was sitting at the couch making calls to neighboring packs.

His eyes met mine with a smile, "Hey." he set his phone down once I sat next to him.

I put my arms around his neck and his went around my waist, "You should get some sleep, you have bags under your eyes." I said, tracing the dark spots underneath his eyes with my fingertips.

He smiled, shaking his head, "I can't, not yet." I frowned, "And you shouldn't be talking." his thumb came up to brush over my bags I had as well.

"Only because, of you." I stated, having to be up all night knowing he wasn't in bed with me, instead downstairs working.

"Me?" he asked, laughing a bit with a grin on his face.

"Yeah you!" I claimed with a laugh of my own, leaning in closer.

"I have no idea what you mean." his hand slipped to my cheek, bringing me closer to connect our lips in a slow loving kiss.

I jumped when his other hand grazed just above my pants. My breathing picked up and I placed my hands on his shoulders to crawl over him so I was straddling him. The kiss picked up to be more rough and demanding. He pulled away, trailing kisses down my jaw and neck softly. His fingertips digging into my hips to bring me closer to him.

"I missed touching you." he murmured against my skin, I whimpered as he kissed my mark, goosebumps rising on me.

Then I felt his hands fiddling with the button on my shorts, I looked down, breathing hard. His hands unbuckled them and I sat up a bit so he could pull them down. He looked me in the eyes while grabbing my hand to place over his jeans. My cheeks flushed some more as I unbuttoned them and he pushed his hips up to slide them down. Then he attacked my lips with his roughly, his hands rubbing my thighs.

I heard a familiar tear and I looked down to see my underwear had rips. He lifted his hips a bit to tug down his boxers and when he did my jaw dropped.

Mia asked, astonished by Landon's size right now, making my cheeks heat up.

When I looked back to his eyes he was concentrated on lifting my hips up. His face filled with determination and eagerness. A slight gasp escaped my lips when he slowly lowered me onto him. He moved my hips against him, sparks shooting through me.

I was in a haze and I couldn't think about anything in this moment other than Landon.

"Holy shit, ah." he groaned slowing down my hips, "I-I'm never going without you this long again." he rasped out.

Mia claimed, having missed his touch.

I slumped against him, trying to get my breathing under control. Nothing else but, our harsh breathing could be heard, his hand rubbing my back.

"Are you alright my love?" he asked, kissing the side of my head.

I breathed out a shallow yes and he kissed my head again while I slowly sat up. And he pressed his lips to mine softly. A smile graced his face before he gripped my hips to lift me off of him, a groan escaping him.

Mia questioned, I rolled my eyes at her.

Landon lifted his hips to pull up his pants and boxers. While I pulled my shorts up, without my underwear. As he had torn them for the millionth time. He looked to me just as he buckled his pants with a sly smirk on his face.

I pushed his shoulder, "You need to stop ripping my underwear." he broke out into laughter and got up, only to pick me up from the couch.

"I love doing it though." he teased, while I wrapped my arms around his neck for support.

"Well you have to stop or I'm going to run out of clothes." I replied, with a smile as he walked us to the stairs, making his way up.

"Yeah yeah." he grumbled and I laughed, he kicked the door open to our bedroom throwing me gently onto the bed.

Then he climbed on top of me, "Take a shower with me." he stated, laying kisses all over my face.

"No." I replied, cradling his face in my hands, feeling butterflies in my stomach.

"No?" he asked, raising his eyebrows in amusement, I nodded.

"No." I restated, he nodded his head looking away with a glint of playfulness in his eyes.

I squealed in surprise once he picked me up over his shoulder, "Landon!" I noticed him carrying me in the direction of the bathroom.

A door opened and I was put down in the shower just as he closed the glass doors. Then he quickly turned the silver knobs on allowing the water to shoot out from the shower head, soaking us both. I gasped, his face showcasing a grin when he laughed, the water trickling down his face. It was really nice to see him so content and happy over how stressed I've seen him this past week. Which is probably why I was completely fine with being soaked while I still had clothes on.

"You're unbelievable." I mumbled, pushing my wet hair from my face, he smiled.

"You love me." he stated, gripping my hips to bring me closer to him.

"I do love you." I said softly, meeting his sparkling hazel eyes.

"I love you baby." he replied, sliding his hands upwards to cup my face, before leaning down and kissing my lips.

It was gentle, filled with passion that had my insides yearning for him. His lips felt warm and wet from the water, his thumbs caressing my cheeks. When he pulled away, he had such a soft smile on his face. My cheeks felt warm and I couldn't stop smiling.

I love him a lot.

"I've got nothing so far, I just don't understand how they could have gotten past all of my guards." he explained with a sigh, running his fingers through my damp hair.

I sighed as well, "I'm sorry, I wish there was something I could do."

"No, you being in my arms is enough." he said and I looked up to him with a smile, "I'm sorry that I've been so distracted, I missed you my love." I dug my face in his chest, closing my eyes in bliss.

"I missed you too." I replied, basking in his scent that gave me comfort, "It's okay that you've been distracted, you were just being a good alpha to the pack." I mumbled, feeling him massage my head and play with my hair.

"You're too good for me." he whispered and I felt my insides turn to mush.

I opened my eyes and looked up at him again, "I think it's the other way around." I replied and he shook his head, flicking my nose, I scrunched my nose up upon impact, "Hey, what was that for?"

"For thinking you deserve anything less than perfect." he stated, pecking my lips, I smiled into the kiss.

Even though this week hasn't been the best it also wasn't the worst. Landon was happy now and I was hoping I could keep him this way, with as little stress as possible. And Chester lives on through me which I find pretty helpful. It still hurts me knowing he's gone because, of me. But, I also need to know that, he didn't completely do it for me.

He also did it for himself.