After I said that all sense of Landon's control seemed to fly out the window. And he picked me up underneath my thighs and brought me to the bedroom. He laid me down attaching his lips to mine. My stomach was a knot of nerves and excitement. Nervous because, I wondered how far he'd go and excited because, I was anxious.

He kissed down my jawline slowly, then my neck and kissed my mark, biting it a bit. It sent waves of pleasure through me and I arched my back with a moan. While he mumbled praises in my ear that had me flustered.

"Mm, your moans are so sexy." he lifted his head to look me in the eyes as he started to kiss down my chest between my breast, "So fucking beautiful."

Everywhere his lips touched felt like a burn to my skin. Electrifying the spot he had touched. Leaving my body begging for more burns.

I was breathing so hard once he made it to my stomach, "Perfect." He continued to give me wet kisses leaving a trail of love bites.

When he got to the spot that ached for him he looked up, eyes filled with desire and lust, "I love you." he stated huskily, his arms hooking underneath my knees to bring me forward.

My heart beat faster once I realized what he was going to do, "Landon y-you don't ha-" I was cut off by my own loud moan.

I clutched the sheets between my hands tightly once his tongue pressed against my folds. He licked each side, applying pressure and I couldn't stop myself from arching my back. But, one of his hands came up pushing me back down.

"I want too." he growled, sending vibrations through me that had me panting.

Then he sucked hard, moving his hand from my stomach to underneath my knee again to pull me closer. I couldn't stop myself from pushing my hips up. He growled at that, making me moan and clutch the sheets tighter.

"Landon." I screamed, when I felt his tongue enter me, holy.

My breathing quickened and I felt the pleasure build up, his hands gripped at my thighs to push them open wider. I let out another loud moan, withering under his skillful tongue. And I definitely started to think he's done this before. Every move he made was pleasurably overwhelming.

Every moan he heard from me he released a low growl to intensify the sensation. His hands went to my hips to move against his tongue in a rhythmic motion. And for the first time I lifted my head to look down at him and the sight made me even more aroused. His lips were attached to my sex as he ate me out hungrily. His hands gripping my thighs, holding them open.

Then he looked up at me with dark almost pitch black eyes with nothing but, want and lust. His fingertips looked a bit white from the grip he had on my thighs. And it felt so good, everywhere he touched felt so good, like fire added with shocks.

"You look so fucking hot right now." he mumbled and I laid back down, moaning from his words that brought me closer to the edge.

I stared up at the white ceiling panting as I felt warm inside, "Landon I'm-"

"Do it baby." he growled, his voice lower than before as he sucked harder, his fingertips gripping into my hips.

I whimpered, the pleasure hitting me in waves as I came. My back arched and I screamed as he continued to lick me clean. It was like fire mixed with adrenaline spread throughout my entire body. I was breathing hard and I felt him kiss the inside of my thighs gently. Before he hovered over me pressing his lips to mine roughly but, softly.

After he pulled away, my mind was hazy and I couldn't believe that just happened. It made me feel a bit selfish that he didn't get anything out of it. But, mostly shocked that it really happened.

I glanced down to see he was still naked and it was bigger somehow, Mia whimpered but, I gulped because, of how huge it was right now.

"Hey." he gripped my chin lifting my head up to meet his grin, "What are you thinking about?" he chuckled, which made me blush embarrassedly.

"Um, d-do you want me t-" he cut me off by kissing my lips quickly.

"I'm trying to-" he kissed me again cutting me off and I laughed.

"Landon, I'm trying to talk." he smiled, when he pulled away to look at me.

"I know and I know what you're going to say the answers no, I don't want you to do anything I just wanted to give you pleasure." he explained leaning down and kissing my forehead.

I smiled and my heart bloomed with happiness, he was so sweet. But, it still left me feeling a bit selfish.

"But, what do you get out of it?" I asked quietly.

He stroked the side my cheek with his thumb and I leaned into his touch, "Just the sight of you in pleasure brings me enough." he explained which made my cheeks heat up from his words.

"Okay." I said softly in a whisper, feeling a bit shy knowing I was still naked.

Landon must have felt it because, he got up walking over to the closet. While I started to sit up he came back wearing boxers now and holding a t-shirt. He eyed me up and down making me blush at his intense stare on my body.

"You're so sexy." he stated lowly, and I covered my face with my hands.

"Landon." I whined, his laugh echoing around the room, before he removed my hands from my face, helping me stand up from the bed.

When he put the shirt over my head it fell past my knees and my legs felt like jelly. I swear if he didn't wrap his arm around my waist I would have fell.

Mia spoke which caused my cheeks to flush even more.

I looked at him to see a smirk adorning his features and my face fell in his chest. A groan of embarrassment, escaping me. He only chuckled again, cupping my face and pushing away my damp hair before kissing me hard. I returned the kiss and he picked me up to lay me down. Placing himself

between my legs and laying his head against my lower stomach.

It made me smile, he looked like a big baby. My hands moved warily to his hair and I ran my fingers through it. A low groan could be heard from him and I couldn't be more happy than in this moment. It was almost surreal. But, my mind drifted back to my thoughts earlier.

"H-have you did that before?" I asked.

He lifted his head to look at me, shaking his head, "Never." he spoke which made me feel happy but, then he frowned, "But, I've had sex before." he sounded disgusted from even saying the words, "I just thought I should tell you."

My heart sank at how he didn't wait for me and, now I just felt very self conscious. Of course he wasn't a virgin I mean he was really attractive and he was bound to loose it. Now I wondered who he had sex with, was it someone in the pack or outside of it.

"Oh." I muttered, not really knowing what to say but, feel a new type of sadness, my hands slipping from his hair.

"Hey." he grabbed my retreating hands staring in my eyes, "It didn't mean anything, I swear I don't even remember anything, I was drunk and hurting about my dad." he grimaced at the thought, "If I could take it back I would, I promise you." his tone was pleading, his eyes sincere as he kissed my hands.

"Really?" I asked, bringing my hands up to touch his cheeks.

He nodded leaning into my hand, "Yes, god yes I would, if anything you're my first, I don't even remember anything from that night." he claimed moving up and kissing my lips, "You're my first." he mumbled against my lips, and I giggled a bit at how honest he sounded despite the truth.

My hands caressed his cheeks, when he pulled away to look at me, "You're my first." he claimed again seriously before kissing me again.

It gave me so much butterflies that I felt giddy inside, "Say it." he stated, pulling away to look at me.

I laughed a bit, "Say what?"

"That you're my first." he smiled, keeping his hands on either side of me holding up his weight and I stroked his face with my thumbs.

I smiled because, even though he said he's had sex before. He's trying to make it right with me and I could just feel the guilt oozing off of him about this. And he didn't particularly remember it since he was drunk. Which I understand, he was hurting about his dad and that led to a reckless decision so I wasn't sad anymore about it.

"I'm your first." I stated and he grinned bringing his lips to mine while I laughed into it.

When he pulled away he had the softest look in his eyes, "I love you, Layla." he told me with gentleness to his tone.

I smiled bringing him towards me by his face, "I love you, Landon."

He grinned show casing his beautiful smile, his eyes showing a spark to them. Before I brought him to me kissing him slowly and lovingly.

I really did love him.