Kel has been very caring lately, he's really attentive, takes his time with me. Wakes me up with breakfast in bed and roses. I know he's really trying but some things need to be amended. So today we're shopping. We got to one of the most popular clothing store Chanel and Hermes. We were the only ones in the store. Kel insisted I got anything I want and I had to show him how it looked, it was kind of awkward at first but later it was cool. I got a lot of accessories and perfumes. We also went shopping for Evie too. On our way home we visited a local shop down the street and I bought some toys for Evie. She had gift items, souvenirs and I bought some for my parents. I was standing in front of the mirror checking something when I spotted Kel behind me. He placed a gold necklace with a heart shaped pendant on my neck. It was beautiful, simple but beautiful.

"Thank you." I said turning to face him.

"No, thank you for giving me a chance. I know I've been the worst person to you and I promise to be the best for you, treat you like the queen you are. I know nothing is going to make up for my actions or words in the past but I hope you find it to forgive me someday and regardless of what you think I can never hate you Shayan. I promise to stand by you." I don't know why but this felt like a proposal. His words touched me deep, it awakened the deepest of my emotions I had once buried.

We just stood staring, looking into each others eyes. There was something left unspoken in his. He leaned in holding my waist, I placed my hands on his chest. He tilted his head pulling me closer to him before putting his lips on mine. There was this jolt of electricity when our lips connected. It was a really slow kiss, taking our time with it, saying the things we still couldn't tell each other. We put a lot of passion in the kiss and it was just wow, it's like every time we kiss it keeps on getting better. We pulled out and he pulled me into a hug.

The next day we were swimming, playing in the pool and no I wasn't in a bikini. Evie had a floater around her waist and she was splashing water around.

"Why didn't you wear a bikini?" Kel asked his breath fanning my neck.

"I didn't just want to." I replied.

"You have an amazing body Shayan, don't keep it to yourself, at least share it with me." he smirked and I chuckled hitting him on the head.

"Sometime soon." I smiled saying and he did too pulling me to him.

"I'm looking forward to it and other things." he smirked saying.

"Other things like?" I asked raising my eyebrows while drawing circles on his chest.

"Like this." his hand cupped my butt and we were about to kiss when Evie cleared her throat. Oh, I forgot she was here.

"I don't want to see anything I shouldn't be seeing and I'm tired of swimming already." well that was embarrassing.

Kel laughed and carried her out of the water. "There's something on your leg, what's that? " Kel asked bending to inspect it. My heart was beating drastically, what if he knew?

"Mommy said it's a birthmark." she answered smiling

"It's pretty. I have something like that at the same place."

"So we're twins then." Evie said and Kel laughed carrying her upstairs.

I didn't know what to make of the situation but still sighed in relief anyways.

"Spend the night with me." Kel pleaded the next night.

"Nope." I charmingly answered

"Please, I wouldn't do anything you don't want me to."

"Fine. Nothing at all okay? " I warned and he smiled saying. "Thank you."

By the time it was time to sleep I went to his room after freshening up. He laid shirtless on the bed doing something on his laptop.

"Hey." he smiled saying kissing me on the cheek.

"What are you doing?" I asked laying beside him.

"Just going through some things, it's nothing to bother yourself about." he said shutting the laptop down.

I knew he has been busy for a while. Checking the construction of his new hotel, visiting the one he had. Checking accounts and all.

"I missed having you around." he said hugging me.

I didn't know what to say to this and just stroked his hair instead. "Your hair is soft."

"I feel complete with you. I want to be a better man for you."

"You're good in your own way Kel. You're okay the way you are."

"So you like me this way?" he asked and I nodded trailing down his body.

"Why are you smiling?" I asked laughing

"You said you like me? " he replied saying.

"Technically I said nothing." I smirked saying and he chuckled.

"I know you do." he smiled capturing my lips in a kiss.

When his lips met mine, it sent electricity through out my body. I was overwhelmed with flood of longings and a storm of desires. We kissed so passionately and slowly for a while and the next minute he's carrying me to lay on him and I can feel the hard length of him pressed against me. The deliberate strokes of his hands as they moved up my back to my hair. His hands explored other places before resting on my butt. He gave it a light squeeze and I moaned pulling him closer. I met each thrust of his tongue with mine. Our tongues explored deeper and I felt like my feelings were swimming to the surface. I felt it too much I knew he did too and it was in that moment I realised what we were doing and about to do and pulled out.

"I like kissing you." he said brushing my hair away from my face.

"I do too." I admitted and he smiled

"Sleep like this, on top of me."

"I guess I can do that." I said getting comfortable.

"Gosh Shayan. Take it easy." he said and I muttered a shy sorry.

"I'm crazy about you

Shay, out of my mind." I smiled like crazy, his words got to me and I didn't even know when I said "same."

He just smiled and I was like oh shìt. His smile is breath taking and I'm glad I get to see him smile often, glad that I'm the reason behind it. There's just something about seeing him smile that makes me happy, that just makes me smile simply because he's smiling. I don't know if anyone can relate with it, I just admired him.

"I think I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight Kel." I smiled saying.

"The night's good already. You're on top of me in my bed, it's going to be one of the best I've had in years. Sleep tight baby. " he said kissing my forehead and I simply smiled at his words.

That night I slept with a smile on my face. My feelings for him was gradually coming out and I was torn between wanting him and ignoring it. A part of me still felt like it was a game and I shouldn't believe both our feelings. I just felt like he'd still leave me and that seem to always make me withdraw from him.

He was still asleep and I was wide awake starring at him. "What am I supposed to do?" I said sighing. Am I to love him or not? How do I even tell him about Evie?

"Follow your heart Shay, that's all you have to do." I was startled to hear him talk, I didn't realise he was awake.

"I know Kel, it's not easy." I said and he held my hands.

"It can be. All you have to do is trust me."

"Good morning." Evie said peeping in.

"Hey, come inside." Kel ushered.

"So you slept with him, I was looking for you." she said jumping on the bed.

She looked so happy, I don't know why she wanted us to be together that bad.

"How was your night?" Kel and I asked at the same time .

"I don't want to sleep there again. I want to stay with the both of you."

I looked at Kel, this was awkward. I didn't really have any intention of sharing a room with him after last night.

"That's fine. Right Shay?" Kel asked with a smirk.

"It's fine." I responded and Evie let out an excited yay.

"Great. Let's all go freshen up so we can go have breakfast." Kel suggested.

Evie immediately ran to her bathroom and I laughed, as if she could bath herself.

"Let's go take a shower Shay." Kel said wiggling his eyebrows.

"In your dreams Adrios" I said laughing.

"You'd be happy to know the things that happens in my dreams." he winked saying. I really should stop saying that. "And you know, sooner than later, those dreams will become a continuous reality." he leaned closer and whispered in my ear seductively.

"Just go shower alone Kel." I said pushing him away acting as if what he said didn't create sparks or send excitement throughout my body.

"Did I tell you that hearing you call me Kel turns me on."

"Adrios you need a shower, a really cold one." I chuckled saying and he laughed before agreeing then walking to the shower.

I went to Evie's room after that, she had stripped off already and was in the tub playing with the bubbles.

"So you love Kel now? " she asked.

"I don't know Evie. Not yet though." I replied.

"Okay. When will I meet daddy, do you love him? " she asked and I sighed.

"Evie, you don't know anything about love but yes I did love your father."

"What about now? " she asked again.

"I don't know Evie. Maybe."

"Are we ever going to be a family?"she asked sadly.

"Evie, I don't really know." it all depends on Kel.

"OK. I like Kel though."

"I think I like him too Evie." I said and she smiled widely.

"I love you mummy." words can't even begin to describe the joy I always feel hearing her say that.

"I love you you too baby, so so much." I said kissing her cheeks.