"Y/N please open the door, please Y/N" he banged the door of your apartment from the outside restlessly. He knew what his stupid, insecure, frustrated self has done. There was no excuse for it, the damage was already done too severe.

You were just on the other side of the closed door with your back resting on the door framed while you cried while hearing his pleadings.

"Y/N please listen to me for once, I really didn't mean to hurt you..."

"Just get lost!" You screamed in your broken voice. Jungkook was the only one that you had and still he treated you like that, knowing everything.

"I won't! I won't leave! Please I am begging, please Y/N. Give me a chance"

"Shut up!" You were not ready to listen. It's difficult to cope up when someone you love treats you so rudely. "You didn't care to listen to me, why would I listen to you?!"

"I am dumb Y/N, please, I accept I am to be blamed for everything but you know I love you. I didn't mean it I swear, I was just insecure, please let me explain" his voice cracked, he was in tears too. Neither of you thought things to end up like that. "Please I am begging you, please".

You moved and turned towards the door while you clutched the knob tightly. You were still reconsidering if you should really open the door.

"Y/N please..."

You decided to give him a moment to explain himself, probably something bothered him too.

As soon as the door opened Jungkook didn't hesitate to rush inside and tightly wrap his arms around you. "I am so sorry, I am so sorry for hurting you like this I am idiot" you couldn't hold back your tears. It was the first time of you two fighting and it gave you the flashbacks of your parents which made you more upset.

"Why did you do this?" You held on his sweatshirt while crying. Jungkook didn't break the hug.

"I was frustrated, I was insecure that this relationship won't work out and you will leave me. It made me feel helpless and angry, I couldn't control it. I am sorry Y/N"

"Why won't the relationship work out? Why do you think such things?"

"I don't know, I lately feel a lot insecure, I am always scared of being left out. I didn't mean to hurt you, when we didn't contact I started to overthink the situations a lot" you looked at him. He looked really remorseful.

"Would you behave like this again?" Forgiving him for what he did this time won't be difficult for you. But if he keeps on repeating the same the thing and keeps overthinking, then it would slowly turn into a toxic circle for both of you.

"I won't, I promise I will never. Give me a last chance. Please forgive me for one last time"

"I forgive you"

He bent down to kiss your lips, "I love you, I really do"

I just want to finish the book today, I don't know if I will be able to but I will try. So expect more updates today at night-time