Chapter Thirty-Three: The of course game

Later That Day

" That time I was in the 1st grade I remember I won a free book but chose a 3rd-grade book of spooky stories." Jungkook couldn't hide his smile while watching you telling him stories about the times when you were young, he hadn't any good ones from that time to tell you but hearing you laughing and so excited about telling him yours made him forget every bad thing and replace it with smiles and laughter.

" The first story was about a girl who wore a ribbon around her neck every day, untied it as she was dying, and her head fell off" You looked up at Jungkook while sitting together on the sofa " I was so scared...." You laughed

" I bet you were ." the man did the same

You nodded your head " It scared me so bad that I made my Dad return it to the store." You smiled at him " I returned a free book, that's how scared I was."

" Oww that's so cute..." He messed your hair playfully, you liked it. You liked everything he does, the way he smiles, the way he laughs, talks, play with you and touch you.

I don't want this to ever end.

" But you know..... I really was a smart kid." You stood up when you heard the melody from the oven announcing that your food was cooked since it was right in the corner you continued talking " I figure out that Santa didn't exist at the age of 7 "

" Wow, how couldn't you? , I was about 12 when that happens " Jungkook laughed, his tone amazed as he followed you. as if he hated being apart from you even a few feet.

" Well....." you sighed and placed the lasagna in the sink before turning off the oven and turned to face Jungkook who sat by the small dining table " I was so excited about Easter and all so my parents wrote a card from 'Easter bunny' and put it in my basket and I immediately asked 'Why does Easter bunny and Santa have the same handwriting?' ."

Jungkook's eyes widened before he starts laughing when you finished " Wow that was so f*cking smart babe...."

" I know right, I ruined my childhood " You rolled your eyes and sighed, " Mom told me that I kept all the Santa cards hidden and looked at then all the time that I memorized the type of writing immediately......damn I was a genius." You laughed and walked with the lasagna to the table and placed it down " Now let's enjoy my delicious special lasagna....." You brightly announced.

" Wow, baby this looks so tasty " The man clapped his hands like a little kid which made you laugh again.

You watched carefully Jungkook as he took the first bite and from his face, you knew he liked it and that set a fire inside of you, a happy one, a one that you don't want to pour cold water to stop it. Jungkook was handsome from the depth of his eyes to the gentle expressions of his voice. He was handsome from his generous opinions to the touch of his hand upon your own. You loved the way his voice quickened when he sparkled with a new story or was so enjoying one of yours that he lost himself for a moment and quite forgot the mask he wore for others.

You gave him your heart and kept his safe, that's the way it was.

That's the way you promised it will be. Forever.

" So.... besides the boat, What was the best gift you received for Christmas? " You asked while chewing your food.

Jungkook looked down at his food smiling, but you noticed the sad smile instead of the happy excited one that he showed you seconds ago and you immediately regretted asking that.

" Jungkook I....."

" It's okay." He looked up at your eyes, his eyes shining " It's really okay to talk about that, Y/N .... I don't want you to hold back questions just because it may make me uncomfortable, I want you to know everything about me you wanted.......even if it's hard. I want that."

Not knowing what to say, you just nodded and gave him a smile.

" Alright then let's see......" The man said, there was softness in his eyes and gentleness in his smile. " After I start recovering and actually remembering shit, I remember I was so happy when my parents gave me the Xbox , man I was so happy .." Jungkook laughed " It was the first addition that time so only a few people in the world had it........ There was one game published and I played it for a whole seven months..." He looked at you when he finished laughing only to be blink over your blank face. " Oh...... an Xbox....... you know what's that ri----------"

" I am poor not a stupid girl from the 19th-century asshole, I know what an xbox is. " You rolled your eyes when he laughed " It's just ............wow.... the first edition, only a few people in the world........I have all the reasons to be shocked ." You laughed at this time.

" I can't lie..... I liked being rich at that time " Jungkook winked at you but you could see it in his is that he wasn't saying the truth and you imagined why but didn't want to tell him so you just stared " Hmm Y/N ? "

" Yes? " you held the water cup next to you.

" I know it's random but where is your favorite spot to be kissed? " He asked and you immediately chocked on your water and start coughing.

Jungkook'svoice, his face, his serious lips, and shoulder muscles were all your brain would dwell on. and him asking where he would kiss you was enough to make you want to die.

You wanted it. really wanted it.

" W-What.....Wh-What t-that qu........" you cough, you felt your face lighting up and tried to avoid his teasing eyes.

" I want to take notes, you know.......for the future." You could hear his teasing voice but still refuse to look at him as he repeated the question " So where is it? seriously."

You finally had the courage to look up and said the first words that come to your head" That is for you to figure out."

" Ow...... You picked up some boldness I see " He blinked twice before smirking " And It's so hot." He whispered in a teasing way again.

" Oh Let's play a game .." You clapped your hand and looked at him suddenly feeling so excited " Whoever loses will clean the dishes, okay? "

" Suddenly? ......Alright, what's the game? " he asked, " Bring it on babe."

" Okay, we ask questions....... We have to answer. if one of us didn't want to answer loses, What do you think? " You smiled brightly

Jungkook looked at you confused " You know ........you could have said ' The Of course game' you didn------------- You know what... never mind honey, Let's play."

" Alright.." you nodded " I will start, How did your first kiss happen? "

Jungkook had to swallow then clear his throat before looking at you " Do you really want to know? "

you nodded " Don't worry it won't bother me.........well just a little but you're mine now, isn't that right? " you smiled

The butterflies inside Jungkook were probably fighting now, you had no idea what you just did but it sure made the man the happiest person alive right now. and the fact that you weren't shy nor hesitate to tell him how you feel made him extra happy.

" Hmm well, My first kiss was pretty uneventful.I was 13. I remember the girl had crazy red hair and we pecked in one of the hockey courts at my summer camp. I got a lot of high fives after that..." Jungkook proudly announced

" Crazy red hair ha ? " You sighed and looked away

" What ? " he laughed and chewed his food, " I thought you said it won't bother you......"

" Well until you decided to use the term crazy, jerk." You rolled your eyes again " Crazy....." you mimicked it again when he laughed

" I d-------"

" whatever, your turn...." you stopped him

" Alright alright......but before that let me say, I love kissing you the most okay." He nodded and winked which made you blush obviously ad you looked to your food trying to hide your smile. " So my question is......When did you first realize you liked me? "

You smiled " Hmmm ..... It just happened but......do you remember when I came to the court to see you ? "

He nodded " then you disappeared after that...."

" That's because I freaked out over what I was feeling." You smiled and looked down to remember that time.

" Freaked out? "

" Yeah..... I actually liked your kindness and how you treated me but that was......... I mean I thought you just wanted to be nice so I refused to let my feelings out but.......when I saw you there..... Another part of you, where you were serious and passionate about your job I just............... Honestly, I found it really hot."

Jungkook laughed " Yaaaa if I knew that I would have invited you there sooner...."

You smiled " My turn....... so, What's the farthest you've gone on a first date?"

Jungkook looked at you carefully then slowly place down his spoon and took a deep breath " That's a tricky question, isn't it? ...... you started the game to know about my dark past, didn't you miss smarty ?"

You laughed and waved with your hand " No no....I swear.....I just wanted to know how dates actually went with different people, you know....... because I only dated Mark and I--- ...... just answer come on......"

Jungkook cleaned his throat again. " Just to clear things up, I will take you on so many dates that you'll forget about all the ones that asshole took you "

" I already forgot them." you winked and saw the proud smile on his face.

" Alright...." he smirked then leaned forward so his elbows were on the table and chin between his hands " Have you ever sent someone a naughty picture? " he whispered teasing you.

Your eyes widened " W-What ?? No.....of course not, why would I do that ? " you faked a laugh and looked away to get you water.

The man laughed " Awsome..... your turn princess."

after sipping your water you placed the cup down and looked at him, you knew he could see your reddish cheeks but it wasn't something new anymore.

Looking at his eyes you knew he was enjoying it more than you did, You always loved the competition and you won't stop now " What's one thing you want me to do to you that I haven't done? "

You tried so hard to stop yourself from laughing at his reaction, you knew what you asked and you knew what he's thinking now, His eyes and mouth were frozen wide open in an expression of stunned surprise " AAmmm I....i d-don't know."

" You have to answer, those were the rules." You smiled evilly at him, Jungkook cleared his throat and stared at you.

" You know babe, there are so many things I want to do with you. " He gave you a genuine smile. " One of them is, of course, having sex with you," he said it as normal as it can be, your point of the question was to make him flustered but you ended up being the one feeling this. You watched as his eyebrows raise and he starts to speak more animatedly than before " I know you're trying to tease me but I am not gonna hide it, I want you......I really do, One of many things I love about you is the feeling when our skin touch, and I fucking dying of curiosity, I want to know that feeling as well. "

" ......Jungkook," Your voice came sweet and calm

He smiled " But I will only allow myself to discover it when I am one hundred percent you're ready and fine with it, alright? "

You nodded automatically " A-and how you'll know when I am or not? I might never tell you..."

" I will know babe, I will." He winked " My turn ......If I bought you lingerie, would you model it for me?"

You laughed " It's turning into a dirty version game I see."

" You stared it." he laughed but still waiting for your answer while watching you taking a pause to drink water again.

" Well, I would...... I mean after I work out a little, I k-------"

" You're perfect the way you are." He stopped you " You already talked about this babe, you're the most beautiful girl I know. No insecurities from now on, Alright? "

Every day, there's a new reason to admire the man next to you, First, he comforted you, then, he welcomed you to his life, took care of you, treated you very well, loved you and made you feel beautiful.......... in short words, he gave you the chance to try being the best version of yourself, as if he's trying his best to make you see yourself the way he sees you.

And that's beautiful. " Thank you,"

He nodded.

You two paused for a few seconds before you started speaking again. " speaking about lingerie, Have you ever bought one for a girl?"

He gave you a sweet smile before answering " I was about to get married, Y/N, Of course, I did."

Idiot. you cursed yourself

You stared at his eyes and get lost in them. " If Dami didn't keep my lucky charm with her that day, I would have been marr--- ........ I wouldn't know he cheated, nor I would meet you...... right?"

The man didn't look away and didn't lose his gentle smile " I guess you called it a lucky charm for a reason."

" Oh...." you blinked and lost all your words thinking about it, that's......... If you didn't remember that Dami kept your grandma's necklace you wouldn't go looking for it.......... Your lucky charm. " It led me to you."

" It led you to me," he repeated and his hand traveled to hold yours, your skin tingled where he touched you and your heartbeat erratically in your chest so hard that you thought it might fly out. There were butterflies - no, lions - in your chest, but it felt good.

" I love you, Jungkook. " You whispered

He could drink in your words like a strong wine and enjoy feeling tipsy. He watched you like you had the stars in your hands and soft petals at your feet. He wanted to wrap you in his arms and never let go. " I love you too, Y/N."

It was weird at first but every day you're with him you fell in love with the idea of falling in love. It was unpredictable and crazy but you loved it, It was never what you felt with Mark.

Jungkook was Love.

"So, Have you ever tried to picture me naked?" Jungkook suddenly asked, not trying to hide the smirk in his face.

" WHAT? " Your eyes widened and you yanked your hand away from him afraid he'll feel how hot they become.

He laughed " It's my turn, remember? "

" I ......... I w-will clean the dishes." You looked everywhere but his eyes as you stood up taking the two dishes to the sink still hearing his sweet voice obviously laughing.

Jungkook stood up as well, grabbing the water cups and walked toward you, purposely stood behind you, his hands on both sides of your waist as he placed the cups in the skin but didn't move, instead he back hugged you placing his chin on your right shoulder " I know you did." He whispered. you felt the heat rise to your cheeks and heart thumped so hard that you swore it was audible.

" Jungkook, please.....you're embarrassing me, " You said and chuckled

" That was exactly what I wanted" he laughed " Alright I will keep it for later." he chuckled too then kissed your cheek, you felt the warmth spread through your limbs.

You know you've found what you've been looking for, someone to show you what it means to be happy from the inside out, so your smile can be real and not a mask.

You felt Jungkook walking away to the door clicked open making you turn your head to look at him " I will get more firewoods from the back so the fireplace will stay working for the night, I will be right back." he winked and walked away closing the door after him.

You finally had the chance to breathe in and out all the breath you were holding, Jungkook was making you more nervous than you thought especially when he starts talking about sex, It's not that you weren't ready or didn't want to give in to it, but guess feeling nervous about the first time is what everyone feels, right?

You were sure of your feelings, you love Jungkook and even if something happened in the future and you weren't with him anymore you'd never regret having the first time with him, You love him and you know he loves you but many questions were making you more nervous.

For example, Will it hurt? will he like it? what if you messed up?

You sighed and placed the clean dishes in their place and walked to the door to check on him.

" Jungkook? " You called when you walked behind the house " Where are you?"

" I am here baby, come." You heard his voice and followed it, Jungkook was placing some firewoods inside a bag but what caught your attention was the beautiful lights around the place.

" Wow, It's so beautiful in here." You walked around and touched the plants that were around " Can we stay here for sometimes ? the weather is nice." you asked

Jungkook smiled at you and nodded " I will take this inside and come back."

You walked and sat in the chair of the small table there waiting for him.

Jungkook only took about three minutes before he came and sat beside you, holding your hand in his you looked up and smiled at him. You placed your head on his shoulder and closed your eyes to enjoy the fresh air and the quietness of the place.

" It would have been awsome if we stay here forever." Jungkook whispered " You have no idea how happy I am right now...."

You didn't say anything and you just tightened your grip on his hand and smiled.

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