Chapter thirty: Divorce

The morning sun had kissed you awake. Slivers of light peeped through the drawn blinds, casting thin golden stripes across your angelic face. You opened your eyes and slowly, you smiled, a reaction you have been doing lately every time you wake up.

You walked to the window when you noticed the curtains adding an orange glow to the morning light, every morning a perfect sunrise here where you grow up. You breath in deeply. A new day has begun. You reached your hand out to the fabric, noticing how up close the light pours through every open space between fibers, illuminating like brilliant fire-flies each dawn. The material is warm beneath your fingers, and when the sun floods the room, painting the colors anew, You felt a little of those golden rays soak into your skin.

Two weeks.

Yes it's been two weeks since Jungkook went back to Seoul, He asked if you'd like him to stay but after all his job is waiting for him.

The reason why you didn't leave with him is because your parents kept insisting you to stay at least till you get all better, and because of all the things that happened you didn't want to say no. and thank god you did.

The first days was the worst, the headache and the dizziness made you stay in bed almost all day, if you went back to Seoul there won't be someone to take care of you the way your mom did.

the second week you were better, you went to the Spa Yoongi gave your mom a free entry to and it was......Heaven. The workers there treated you and your mother like VIPs, and you heard them whispering to each other that Yoongi had told them you were family so they helped you and your mom and made you feel some rich drama characters which she liked so much.

The thought made you smiled, and you decided the moment you leave back to Seoul you'll cook something special for Yoongi and thank him for that.

Seoul.

Yeah the city started your life at, you studied, met friends, worked and most importantly ....... found love.

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"Make sure to put it in the fridge as soon as you arrive, alright?" Your mom said while being busy placing the food she prepared for you to take. " I made some side dishes as well, don't have everything to yourself.... give some to Yoongi and Jimin, I liked those boys..." she laughed.

You just stared at her smiling, this feeling was warm and beautiful more than you have imagined. the idea of your mom being all happy and this time it was all the reality.

It wasn't you lying about getting married or marrying someone they don't know, This time you were waiting for Jungkook to come take you home but not scared nor sad about it.

" You prepared so much, I don't think I will eat a-------"

" I told you not just for you..." She added then started walking toward you, then gave you a hug.

Your mother's hugs could never be long enough for you. In your mother's arms you were safe and your worries always disappeared like rain on summer earth. In that embrace you were cocooned better than any butterfly-to-be. you felt her soft skin and the gentle squeeze on your own. you bathed in her warmth and the smell of freshly laundered clothes " Mom...."

" Yes darling .." she whispered

" Are you okay with me leaving again ? especially after what happened ?" you asked, your mother waited for few second before pulling away then looked at you in the eyes.

" A mother is never happy when her children are out of her sight." She smiled at you " But if leaving means you're working on your future and living your life we as parents should only watch from afar .... the same when you left to study....well, it's not the same " she laughed " At least now I know you'll be with someone who I am sure will protect you.."

You smiled at that.

You nodded.

few seconds later you heard Jungkook's voice coming from the garden as he greets your father then they both entered the house.

The young man was wearing black skinny jeans, a bottom up plaid t shirt that is unbuttoned, and a white shirt under it. He look nice......... in other words hot.

" Ohh here comes my favorite son in law " Your mom smiled happily walking to hug the man.

" I am your only son in law." He pouts cutely as he held her in his embrace, Jungkook glanced at you while still hugging your mom, you blushed immediately when the gorgeous and flirtatious Jeon Jungkook winked at you as he curved his lips into a smirk.

Just like the first time and everytime , he looked hot, and handsome, and cool, and--. ... Today was no different, you could still feel your heart racing as you saw him staring at you.

Turning your face to the side didn't stop you from feeling him walking toward you, the next thing you felt was a kiss being plants on your right cheek, there you felt warmth spread through your limbs and your mind feels a pleasant buzz. Every good thing seems possible, likely even.

After meeting Jungkook, living with him and understand him, you know you have found what you have been looking for.

Someone to show you what it means to be happy from the inside out, so your smile can be real and not a mask.

" Hi baby!" Jungkook whispered as he pulled away a little bit, you looked up at his brown beautiful eyes and almost felt like crying.

I Love You. You wanted to say those words over and over again.

" Hi...." you shyly smiled

He leant again softly brushing his lips just below your ear " I've missed you" he whispered in the most seductive way he could muster.

You bite your bottom lip softly trying to stop the shiver that suddenly your body was feeling.

It was too much.

" AAhhmm " Your father's fake cough made you push the man away from you making your mother laughed and hit her husband's arm playfully scolding him for interrupting you as she seemed to be enjoying it.

You blushed hardly before rolling your eyes and walk to the kitchen cursing yourself and Jungkook.

Jungkook noticed the blush in your face for him...though it wasn't the first time but it made him feel goosebumps ...some unknown happiness that he would give the world for.

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Outside your house, you waved goodbye to your parents when Jungkook started the car.

" We'll come to visit soon.." Your mom said smiling

" okay okay " You laughed

" Make sure to give Yoongi what I gave you...." She yelled again

" What's that? " Jungkook immediately looked at you then your mom and asked " Give Yoongi Hyung what ? "

" Just start the car..." You laughed when he pouted cutely.

the young man mumbled something under before starting the car, you gave your parents a last wave.

" What exactly are you saying ? " You laughed at him " You sound so jealous right now my dear husband .."

" Well hell yeah.......your mom called me 'my favorite son in law' like she has so many and now she sent something to Yoongi hyung and gave ME nothing...." The man said in all seriousness and then he breaks into a laugh showing his nice smile making you laugh as well.

You reached for his hand and held it " She just wanted to thank him for the Spa thing, plus it's only some side dishes that she prepared tones of us..."

Jungkook smiled grow brighter not because of what you said but the fact that you held his hand first.

It was probably the first time.

" Alright Princess alright .." The man laughed and your heart raced when hearing the nickname he just called you with. taking your hand away and looked at the window smiling like an idiot.

After thirty minutes or so Jungkook stopped the car by the gas station.

" Hey Babe do you want coffee ? " He said while taking off his seat belt, you looked confused at him " There's a nice coffee shop there, we can go take a rest and drink something or I can just buy something...."

You looked carefully at him " Let's go check it out then" You smiled, he sounded tried which made you worry a little and the fact that he mentioned 'rest' means he may be tried from driving.

You turn and tried to take off the seat belt as well but somehow you couldn't " Is it broken or something? "

" Nah you just have to-....... wait let me help.." He leant toward you, getting so close that you could feel his lips brush over your cheeks, tho your heart start beating faster now but you smiled knowing he was doing it on purpose.

being with him means your heart won't have a rest, beating faster with every word he says, every smile and every move.

" .... You switch shampoos?" He unbuckled the seat belt and pulled away just a little enough to look at you.

His chocolate brown eyes watched as your lips formed a smirk before you said " You want to come see for yourself ?"

" ..W-what?" the man swallowed and blinked fast two times before a chuckle came out " When did you get so bold? " he grins " It's been a while since I was flustered like that."

Your eyes studied him carefully, even though what he said made you happy that you could have an effect on him, but something about it made you a little sad.

'It's been a while since I was flustered like that'

Is he not used to being on the receiving end?

This makes you wonder if the girl Yuju has ever gave him the attention and love he truly deserve.

Anyway.

" I am thrilled then." You gave him a sweet smile " and I intend to learn how to take care of you and give you all the love you deserve."

Jungkook's eyes widened and his heart totally stopped beating for about four seconds when he heard your words, too good to be true, too good to believe someone is actually saying this to him.

Is this true?

Looking inside your eyes, he get lost but he found his answer.

This is true.

You watched as his shocked face turned into a smile, the smile was so tender that you almost started to cry.

You stared at each other in an odd way, as if it were a silent argument. Your glances battled each other until he broke it with the most beautiful words a person can hear.

" I love you." He whispered

You smiled, he slowly leant in and his lips touched yours, His kiss is not at all the same as Mark's, but one steeped in a passion that ignites. It is the promise of realness, of the primal desire that lives in us all. And with it he tells you that he is awake, connected within, that he embraces himself rather than hide.

And you love it.

" I love you, too." You whispered between the kiss feeling him smiling.

Knowing that you'll probably end up crying if this continued happening you decided to pull away a little " I thought you'll go to drink coffee...." you chuckled.

" You can't blame me for choosing a pretty lady over coffee..." He chuckled too and pulled away to his seat. " Let's go then..."

You smiled and nodded.

" I bought a coffee here the last time I drove back to Seoul, It was good." Jungkook said as you two walked toward a cute looking coffee shop by the road " I decided to get you some them...."

You didn't say anything but smile at him.

When you arrived to the door he gently opened the door " Go ahead, My lady."

" What a sweet talker." You laughed and walked inside.

You choose a table where you can see the outside and sat waiting for Jungkook to grab something for you, he asked what you wanted but you just told him to surprise you.

While waiting for him, you looked down at the finger in your hand. and all the thoughts you had those past two weeks run inside your mind wondering if you should tell him now or just wait for another time.

You have been thinking about something lately, something so important that will change everything, if he understood you..... it will change for the best, but he if didn't...........

What will happen ?

the thoughts only, scared you.

But there's no chance you could live like that.

Maybe this is a good opportunity to have a conversation with him, before you two go home.

Lost in your thoughts you didn't notice Jungkook walking toward you.

" What's bothering my lady now? " The man smiled and sat in the seat across you after placing a beautifully made cappuccino.

" Thank you." you said immediately holding the cup feeling its warmth.

biting your lower lip as you looked at the ring in your left hand again " Jungkook...."

You looked up at him, he was staring at you as if he knew something was up and he waited for you to say it.

".... Yes?." He said

" There's something I want to tell you." You looked at him

Jungkook waited to say a joke to light up the mood but he figured it wasn't the right moment after realizing what you wanted to say was probably something important.

" Of course."

" Well.... I d-don't know how to say it but....." You sighed and looked away from his eyes, away to the ring...

Jungkook watched carefully as you took off the ring and slowly placed it next to him.

His mouth became dry at the thought of what you were going to say next, giving back his wedding ring wasn't a good sign at all.

You couldn't miss how his jaw line hardened and his fist clenched but he stayed silent and you figured out he was trying his best to jump in conclusions which you respect that.

" I think we should get divorced." You said

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Thanks for waiting for me TT