𝒥𝑒𝓃𝓃𝒾𝑒

My first thought when I wake up is that my body feels weak, I blink my eyes to adjust the sleepy blur from them

I noticed I was in a bed, sitting up against the headboard I realized that this was my bed, I was in my room

Why the hell am I at my moms house?

Memories came flooding back from last night

Did my mom bring me here?

Running my hand across my face I felt a bruise on the left side of my face

I was about to get up but suddenly the door opened, my mom walked in

I averted my eyes away from her not wanting to talk or look at her, why the fuck did she bring me here anyways

"Did you sleep well?" she asked sitting in a chair

across my bed

Is this bitch for real

"Why did you bring me here?" I muttered

"We need to talk Jennie"

"There's nothing to talk about" I said getting ready leave

"If you care about Aaron you would wanna listen to this" she said making me sit back down on the bed

"What about Aaron?"

"I noticed, you and him are close, you've been staying at his house right?"

"I don't see how that's any of your business" I said meeting her gaze

Every time I look at her I feel hurt, because I'm looking at the women that destroyed me, the women that I was supposed to feel safe around but instead I grew up trying to get away from

I remember when I was younger I was jealous of those kids that talked about how great there mom is, or how there relationship with there mom was great, because that's all I wanted, but I never got it

"You can't talk to him anymore, and you have to stay here and take care of me" she said as I started to grow furious

"Are you fucking kidding me, your a 40 year old women, take care of yourself, and you're not about to tell me who I can and can't talk to, I'm leaving" I snapped getting off the bed

"I know people that will do whatever I tell them to, so if it means getting rid of a little boy again, then I'll do it" she replied as I stood there frozen

"Leave Aaron alone, he didn't fucking do anything!" I yelled turning around to face her

"Jennie if you don't tell him that you don't want to see him anymore, than he's going to get hurt, remember what happened to your old friend"

I just want to fucking disappear

"Why? Why do you hate me, please fucking tell me what I did, I tried to be perfect for you, I tried so fucking hard but you never appreciated me, I changed myself for you, and now your telling me your going to hurt the only person I love!" I yelled at my eyes started watering

I love Aaron, and I can't lose him

"Because your not capable of love Jennie! You're job is to take care of me, he's taking you away, so if you don't tell him to leave you alone I'm sending someone to get rid of him, and don't yell at me!"

"Are you serious right now!" I yelled laughing through tears, I probably look crazy right now, but I'm tired, I'm so tired

"You want me to take care of you when you never took care of me?"

"I took care of you, you would have been dead if it wasn't for me!" She yelled

"No, I want to be dead because you, I wish I fucking died, I really wish I did, because the shit you put me through fucked me up, you broke me, you didn't take care of me!" I yelled choking on my tears

Why cant my mom just love me

"I didn't put you through shit, look Aaron is coming in 5 minutes, you better tell him your going to end whatever relationship you guys have" she said as I stood there frozen

"What do you mean bye he's coming here?" I muttered

"My boyfriends daughter Katie, told him that you're here, so he's coming, and your going to end your relationship with him" she said

I should have killed Adams ex the moment I saw that bitch

"I'm not ending shit" I mumbled wiping my tears

"If you don't, he's going to die Jennie" she said as soon as the doorbell rang

"Why are you fucking doing this to me" I murmured blinking back more tears

"Go end it right now before the boy gets hurt" she said as I slowly headed towards the front door

I feel like I'm about to faint, everything is hurting

Opening the door, I met gazes with Aaron wide eyes, he was still in the clothes he was wearing last night

"Jennie holy shit, I was so fucking worried I thought you got hurt love I couldn't sleep, I was looking for you everywhere! what are you even doing here?" he uttered wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me in for a hug

This is going to hurt

"Aaron, you need to leave" I said barely forcing out the words

Please don't leave

"What are you taking about" he said pulling back as he met my gaze

"I don't like you Aaron, and I think it's better if we don't talk anymore, can you please leave" I said averted my eyes away from him while blinking away tears

Your doing this so he doesn't get hurt Jennie

"Your joking right, what the fuck are you taking about, I'm not leaving without you"

"Just leave please, I told you Aaron I don't like you"

"You cant fucking say that, Is your mom forcing you to do this, Jennie fucking look at me godammit!" He yelled

I'm doing this so you don't get hurt Aaron

"Shes not forcing me, why cant you listen to me, I don't like you, I don't want you here!" I yelled looking at him

"Im not fucking leaving!"

"Why cant you just leave Aaron, I don't want you here!"

"Because I fucking love you Jennie!" He yelled as his eyes started watering

"W-what" I stood there as my eyes widened

He loves me?

My moms voice replayed in my head, she'll send someone to hurt him if he doesn't leave

"I d-don't love you back, so leave" I mumbled looking down at the floor

I looked back up at him as he looked away from me

He looked so hurt, I fucking hurt him so much and I'll always hate myself for it

I was letting go of the boy who made me believe I was capable of falling in love

He didn't respond, he walked away slamming the door behind him

And just like that I broke, tears fell down my face as I fell down on my knees

Why cant I just feel happy for once

"You finally got rid of him, thank god I wont be having to get rid of another one" she chuckled

The reason I listened to her is because a few years back, she got rid of my only friend

Thats why I stopped getting close to people

Because in the end

I have no one

The end

LMAOOO IM JUST JOKING

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ANY THOUGHTS ON JENNIES MOM?

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