Souline's POV

Me and Jaxon has woken up around 8 and gotten ready for the long trip towards the beach house .

I had showered and changed into a grey tight dress and paired it with some white sneakers and a jean jacket .

I made sure to put on my usual makeup and cover up the usual things , I starred at the mirror wondering how I would be able to hide this there .

I just sighed and made sure to put my makeup bag in my suitcase , just as Jaxon walked in to take the luggage .

" Are you ready love " he asked

" Yes " I said as I closed the door behind us .

" Partyyy time " yelled Justin causing all of us to laugh .

I looked around noticing everyone was here and ready , for the long 5 hour trip .

We all piled into the cars , in the car with me was Jaxon , who was driving . And they put me in the passenger seat since apparently I need my space .

And in the back We're Ares, Madelyn , Freya and Liam .

" ok guys , I call dibs on Aux " said Ares causing all of us to groan .

He just laughed as he reached over me and grabbed the aux and connected his phone and started playing party in the U.S.A by Miley Cyrus.

" I hoped off the plane at L.A.X , with a dream and my cardigan . Welcome to the land of fame excess ( Woah ) am I gonna fit in ? " we all sang .

After a few more songs and us singing our hearts out we finally stopped for gas , I checked the GPS as I saw we still had 2 hours left .

I groaned and hopped out the car and walked towards the bathroom as I felt the need to pee . I quickly sped walk but came to a halt as the smell of blood hit me .

Now that I'm more mentally stable in a way I have a bit more control but being a pregnant vampire wasn't helping my case , especially since I've never been known to have much self control .

I inhaled as I reached over to hold on to the wall and leaned my head against my arm trying to calm down .

"Blood " I heard Stella say .

" no " I told her .

" But we haven't had blood , not even Mates . I'm thirsty , we need his blood " she whined

" You remember what happened last time , we lost control . And he was disgusted by us " I told her .

" I know " she said as I felt her get sad and put her wall up .

I just sighed as I tried to control myself , I could feel the sweat dripping down my forehead .

What if my babies came out like me ... would he still want them ? .

" come here " I heard as I was pulled from the wall and turned around so I could lean my head against a chest. I inhaled and noticed it was Ares.

" I'm trying " I whispered.

" I know soul , I know . And I'm so proud of you . " he said as he pulled me tighter.

" I'm thirsty " I whispered again .

" You haven't had anything since you've been back ? " he asked

I just shook my head as I started to get lightheaded from the unbearable scent of the blood.

" And you haven't gotten any from Jaxon either ? " he asked concerned.

" No , He's not going to take it well " I mumbled.

" We will figure it out ok " he said.

I just nodded as he pulled me back towards the car I saw Liam and Ellie starring at me wondering if I was good and I just nodded .

" What's wrong are you ok ? " asked Jaxon as he rushed out of the car and towards me .

" just some pregnancy sickness " I whispered .

" and you sure your ok ? " he asked concerned as he helped me in .

" Yes Im ok " I told him .

Once he shut my door I leaned my head against the window and thought to myself . Why did I have to be the one with control problems. Why did I have to be the one to have to take care of 3 kingdoms.

Why did I have to be me.

I was shaken awake , I looked up and saw we were finally at the beach house.

" We are here baby " said Jaxon as he smiled down at me .

I just smiled back as I hopped out the car and stretched .

" ah , home sweet home " I whispered as I opened the door and walked in , the house still looked the same from the last time we had visited .

We hadn't come to the beach house because Derek had been on our ass , and because of me we had to be moving around. And just didn't have time to come down .

I still felt bad for everything my family had to do because of me . Most of there lives spent running from him . Everything was fine till I was born .

Till the supernatural world found out the power I possessed . I will forever be grateful for my family . They could have just left me , or sent me some where .. but they didn't and for that I love them .

" Come on , let's go to my room " I told Jaxon as I pulled him up the stairs .

I walked up the stairs to the second floor and turned right and went all the way to the end of the hallway and opened the door on the right , in front of me slept Ares of course .

" Welcome to my room " I told him .

" Aww , isn't this cute " he said with a smirk as he walked around looking at my pictures .

" Ok , don't make fun of my childhood room " I told him laughing .

As he continued to look around i decided to lay on the bed , I was tired . The pregnancy was starting to affect me .

" Are you still tired " he asked as he laid down beside me and pulled me towards him .

" a little bit " I told him .

" come on , there probably waiting for us " I told him

" Ugh , they'll be fine . " he said as he got comfortable on my bed .

I just walked out of the room and walked towards where everyone else was .

" What are you guys up to " I asked .

" we are about to head to the store and get groceries for the week " Said Noah

"Ooo I'm coming " I told them .

"Are you--" Someone started but were interrupted.

" Yea Let's go " Said Elijah .

" You know what , Ill just stay here . Just bring me some Ice cream and Strawberries . " I told him as them as I saw that they were looking around .

I walked up to the room and decided to see if I could find a bathing suit that would cover my scars . I bent down to the suit case and made a mess looking for something to wear .