I woke up in the middle of the night, completely unable to sleep. I wasnt sure what it was, but something was surely bothering me.

And it didnt seem like I could get back to sleep anytime soon, so I just walked down to the kitchen for some water. I wouldnt have tho, if I knew Bakugpu was also there.

The moment I spotted him the whole room turned akward, so I just quickly drank some water and tried to run upstairs.

"Do you really fucking despise me so much that you cant even look at me?" He growled, his back facing me

"I--"

"Yeah, you dont give a crap about me, I got it last time" he scoffed and tried to walk past me, but I noticed the tears pooling up in his eyes

Fuck Endeavor

Fuck trying to be the best and having to prove myself to abusive assholes

Im not doing it, never again. I love him, I love Bakugou and he makes me happier than any stupid hero rank or recognition I could ever get.

"Am I so bad that you cant even fucking give me a glance?! You hate me that much now?!"

"Its not like that! And I still fucking love you, thats why I cant even look at you!"

"You dont get to say that, not after everything else you said"

"Im sorry" I mumbled under my breath, staring at the floor "That I... hurt you. I didnt mean to make it this bad. I was kinda harsh with you"

"Do you think I care? I trusted you, I opened up to you and what did I get in return? You turning your back on me when I needed you, just like everyone else" he yelled, a few tears running down his face by now

"Im so sorry, I-I really didnt wanna--"

"What did you even do it for? What was so horrible about me that drove you running away like that in the first place?!" He whined

"Nothing, it really was nothing about you. I was just an idiot, I still am. And a selfish prick that didnt even think about how you would feel"

"But why? I fucking need you in my life, so why did you just walk away like that?" He sniffled and came up to me for a hug. I stiffened for a minute but then held him too. I didnt know how much I had missed this until now

"...I dont have a good answer for that..." I sighed

"You can tell me all this stuff but you cant tell me why the hell you broke up with me?" He looked at my face and tried to pull away, but I only held him closer and buried mine in his chest

"Because I was stupid, okay? I wanted to prove something to Endeavor, be the top hero and maybe then he would pay attention to me, like he does with Shoto"

"That was the reason? You just put that asshole's recognition above everything?"

"Im sorry, I dont know what made me do that. But... thank you" I gave him a sad smile and tried to walk away from him, but he wouldnt let me go

"For what?"

"The hug"

"Did you mean those things you said? That you never cared about me and shit?"

"Why does it matter now? Will my answer really help you--"

"Just fucking answer me"

"Obviously, yeah. I lied, but what was I suppossed to say? 'I love but I dont care about you'?"

"If somebody told me a year ago that I would be holding someone like this and care so much about them that I wouldnt care if they had hurt me, I would have called him fucking crazy-"

"What do you mean?"

"If the flaming trash was the only reason we broke up and you still love me,then maybe we could... you know" he mumbled, looking away with red cheeks in embarassment "Forget it, it was just a stupid idea--" he started, and tried to pull away again, but I held him close

"I would really like that, Katsuki"

"But you have to promise you will never pull shit like that on me again"

"Wouldnt even think about it" I laughed, and now it was my turn to start crying

"Why the hell are you crying? You missed the fucking moment to be melodramatic"

"Because I love you, and I missed you and im so happy I didnt lose you" I laughed, but the tears still wouldnt stop coming.

"Dumbass..." he started and hugged me again and gave me a kiss on the head "I missed you too"

"Do you wanna cuddle?"

"Lets take it slow" he sighed

"Oh, uh... yeah, sure" 

"Its just not the same as before, you get it right?"

"Yeah, yeah, definitely. Whatever you are comfortable with" I gave him a little bitter smile, but noticed he was trykng to hide a smirk "Hey that wasnt fucking funny idiot!"

"What, im not allowed to make fun of you now, dumbass?"

"I mean... yeah, but that doesnt make it any less annoying genius"

"Now can we leave the shitty kitchen before an idiot comes and starts talking to us?"

"Obviously" I laughed and gave him a kiss on the cheek before starting to pull him away 

(Yeah this is short. No, angst isnt completely over yet)