-So, I really dont wanna describe the fight between broccoli boi and hedgehog, so we will just get to the part of the breakdown, cause y/n has gotta be involved and we are just gonna skip the exam, Aizawa wouldnt let you take it

"So y/n, do you have anything to say?"

"You called me here Mr Aizawa, so im guessing that even if I have nothing to say, you do"

"Cut down on the attitude. When you first came here, your hands were messed up from literally pounching walls. We talked it out, you got better, started making friends, started being a normal teenager. So why are you going back to your old self now?" he sighed

"Im not, this time im not rebelling, im actually listening. This is Endeavor's training,, do you have an issue with the number one pro hero's routine?"

"You know damn well I do, and so do you so snap out of it"

"Oh yeah, you are right. Im gonna change now"

"Thats not what I meant and you know it. I want to help you, but I can only do that if you talk to me. Im not a medium Todoroki"

"Two students from class 1-A identified breaking curfew! Their homeroom teacher... Oi, Eraserhead, your students are at Ground Beta. You are responsible for them, go scold them!"

"Are you kidding me?!"

"Can I go now, or..."

"Its probably Kaminari and Minetta getting chased by someone. You arent getting away that easily, you are coming with"

"Whatever" I growled and walked after him, until we reached Ground Beta. Deku and Bakugou, with every building around damaged. Its painfully obvious what happened here.

"Its more serious than you thought, im just gonna leave--"

"Stay here and listen. Maybe that will get your head out of the dirt"

"You mean clouds?"

"I was being polite when I said dirt, what you have diped it in is flaming pigshit"

"You are a teacher--"

"Shut up and listen to those idiots" he shushed me, nodding his head at the three of them

"Why did I end up having to chase after the back of someone who was always behind me?" Bakugou yelled, his voice cracking at every word

"Are you trying to guilt trip me into something? It's not going to work, if anything seeing him this vulnerable makes me sure that I have made the right decision. Can I go now?" I glared at him, ignoring the amused look Mr. Aizawa held on his face

"Why is it that you became strong, but I... why was I the one who ended All Might?! If I had been stronger and if I hadnt been kidnapped by the villains, then that wouldnt have happened! Everything... everything was fine before this!"

"Do you see--" Aizawa started and looked my way, but shut his mouth once he saw my face "You are--"

"Shut up! Im not, its just the fucking dirt from the cight got in my shitty eyes! Im out of here, im done with this shit. Its none of my bussiness, and I need every minute of sleep I can get"

"Because you are hurting yourself again"

"Im not! Im just raising the stakes, they were on the floor--"

"No, no they werent. In fact, your class is abnormally strong, some of them could already be pro heros in terms of power and have a decent spot. What you are doing is damaging yourself!"

"And what is it to you? My performance is ten times better than before since I started this, you dont have a say in it! And you cant keep me here either, since you have much more urgent matters to solve, before these two kill each other"

"I thought you didnt care about them, or at least thats what you said back in the infirmary" He kept pushing on, but I ignored him. Of course I fucking care, as much as I dont want to, I cant help it. And we both know it, but that doesnt mean I will show it. "So, are you leaving or not?"

"I sure as hell am! And if you think you can understand me, you dont" I growled and walked off, fighting the urge to look back. If I did, I would have run down there for sure

The next days were absolutely the worst. Not only was I completely exhausted from the training, Shoto wouldnt even look at me, Endeavor wanted to pile up even more training for me and my guilt was eating me alive at this point.

Bakugou was going through all that shit and held up so well, while I was here acting like a little bitch over some shitty training and making it even harder for him. It felt awful, knowing I didnt even suspect anything, so bad I couldnt even meet his eye anymore. And Aizawa kept on reminding me that, and waking me up everytime I did as much as zone out in class.

"Oi Todoroki" Bakugou barked, catching up to me right after we finished training

"Whats up?"

"You- Why the fuck are you like that?"

"Like what?" I stopped and looked at him, a mistake I found out, because I couldnt hold his gaze

"I was expecting a 'now what?' or 'fuck off', but you are on a whole level" he rolled his eyes and continued walking

"What do you mean?"

"You know damn well what im talking about you idiot" he scoffed and started walking faster to get away from me

"Wait, what did you wanna talk to me about?"

"Forget it, doesnt matter" he yelled and speed-walked away with his hands in his pockets. Was this how bad he felt back when we talked in Recovery Girl's office? No, it must have been way worse, I was horrible to him...

"You finaly got it?" Shoto mumbled, standing behind me

"Now you are talking to me? Let me deal with my shit by myself Shoto"

"My job isnt to manage your behavior, im just trying to help you, but knowing you, you would never take it. So I will just sit back and watch as you ruin yourlife and drive everyone away"

"You could do it if you wanted to, but then again you could never"

"You are my sister, of course I could never, I care about you. But you have to drop the loving family play, everyone knows its fake and you should also get this thing with Bakugou sorted"

"Whats there to sort? Nothi--"

"Your guilt, regret, sleep schedule and get after your ex. The last one is probably the most important one, seeing as all you do is try to stare at him all day but end up looking at the floor"

"Fine, I have my problems, I get it" I sighed and raised my hands in surrender, but it still seemed like something was missing from my words. "...Thanks Sho" I mumbled under my breath, but the small smile on his face made me aware that he heard