"Oh my god Jin-Soo say something." I said.

It's been a week since I've seen Korain and Jin Soo and I were having lunch. I caught her up on everything and she was just quiet.

"YOU'RE A FUCKING BILLIONAIRE!" She yelled.

"Oh my god keep your voice down." I said.

"I'm sorry, oh my god how does it feel?" She asked.

"You know money can't change me." I said.

"Yeah, I know." She said.

"Ugh, I'm just so happy that my life is going back to normally." I said.

"Your life will never be normal, look around you have everyone staring." She said.

I looked around and people were staring and pointing. It was something I was use to anyway.

"It has always been like this though." I shrugged.

"No, they're looking at you with...admiration." She said.

I looked back at the people and they were smiling. Some were even waving, I waved back and looked at Jin-Soo.

"Let's go." I said.

"Yeah." She said grabbing her bag.

I grabbed my bag and followed Jin-Soo to the register.

"It's on the house." The cashier said.

Jin-Soo and I looked at one another.

"Can you sign this?" She asked handing me a magazine.

I looked at the magazine and I was on the cover.

"Oh my god." Jin-Soo said.

The lady handed me a sharpie and I put an autograph on it.

"Where did you get this?" I asked.

"The store down the street." She said smiling as I handed it back to her.

Jin-Soo and I left and went to the store.

"Hi, how can I help you ladies?" The clerk asked.

"Can we get the latest vogue magazine?" I asked.

"Oh yes, it's been very popular today. Which I don't know why, it's just Namjoon and his black girlfriend. She isn't even that cute." She said rolling her eyes.

Jin-Soo laughed and looked at me. I removed my sunglasses as she passed me the magazine.

"Wow Precious you looked beautiful in this pic." Jin said loud enough for the clerk to hear.

"You think so, when he grabbed my neck it was just an instant reaction." I shrugged.

The clerk gasped.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry." She said.

"Yeah whatever." Jin said.

"How much is it?" I asked.

She was about to say something and I interrupted her.

"It don't even matter, keep the change." I said leaving a fifty.

Jin-Soo and I left and headed back to the house. I didn't even look in the magazine yet, I wanted to look at it with Namjoon. We pulled up to the house and I went to search for Namjoon.

"Hey beautiful." He said.

He was in the back exercising, I smiled and wrapped my arms around him.

"Hi, what are you doing?" I asked.

"Nothing, just working out." He said.

"I got something." I said holding the magazine in front of me.

"Oh wow, they realeased it already." He said.

He grabbed a towel and sat down. I sat beside him and we begin going through the magazine.

"Well like she said, we are on every page." I said.

"She did say that, where the interview?" He asked.

"YouTube." I said.

He pulled his phone out and we watched the video. It was no edits and it was raw just like she said.

"Oh my god, there's behind the scenes." He said.

We watched as the camera was still recording us when we took five. It showed the guys goofing around, it also showed how we got into the pictures.

"Look at these comments." He said.

I shook my head.

"Nope." I said.

"I'm starting to get use to there relationship, look at how happy Namjoon is." He said reading the comments.

I covered my ears.

"Look at how fine Namjoon is with his dragon eyes." He said continuing.

I snatched the phone and began reading the comments.

"I like the hair on her and the way she look in the thigh boots, I would love to wake up to that every morning." I read as he began to chase me around.

I laughed as I continued reading the thirst trap comments. He finally caught me taking his phone back.

"They better back off." He said.

I laughed and he wrapped his arms around me. I smiled and he pecked my lips, laying his hands above my butt.

"Hey, Hyunsoo is here." Jimin said interrupting us.

"Ok, here we come." I said.

He nodded and we followed him inside. Everyone sat around the living room as Hyunsoo passed out what looked like an itinerary.

"What you have in your hand is the countries you guys will be touring for the BE album and you can perform old songs as well." He said.

I looked over the countries and boy, this was definitely a world tour. Sixteen weeks long to be exact, no Christmas or New Years for us.

"Wait, Christmas is coming up we're touring through the holidays?" Yoongi asked.

"Yes, that's why we gave you guys the two month break." Hyunsoo said.

"I told my family I would be there." Yoongi said.

Hyunsoo sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose as the boys continued to complain. For the first time I understood where they were coming from, I just found my brother and I said I will be back there for the holidays.

"Guys, it's already in motion we can't change the dates." Hyunsoo said.

Namjoon threw the paper down and stood up.

"This is bullshit." He said.

Everyone looked at him.

"We bust our asses to get an international award we couldn't even celebrate Christmas last year and y'all taking it from us again." He said.

"Yeah I also told my family I would be around this time." Jimin said.

Hyunsoo rubbed his hands through his hair and I looked at Jin-Soo who looked worried.

"I'm sorry guys, everything's been set." Hyunsoo said.

"When will we leave?" Hobi asked.

"In two weeks." He said.

"Two weeks, this is straight bullshit." Jin said.

I groaned and put my head in my hands.

"What's wrong Ms.Love?" Hyunsoo asked.

"I also told my family I would spend time with them for Christmas." I said.

"I'm sorry guys but it's out of my hands tickets are already sold dates are already set." Hyunsoo said.

Everyone nodded and he went on about things that needed to be and what not. After he left the room erupted into chaos.

"I hate this fucking job." Taehyung said.

Everyone laughed.

"We'll figure something out guys." Namjoon said.

"I'm flying my family out, I don't give a damn." Jin shrugged.

"That's actually not a bad idea." Yoongi said.

I nodded agreeing.

"I'm going to go call my brother, to let him know what's going on." I said going outside.

I called Korain and explained what was going on. After I hung up, I went back inside and sat by Namjoon.

"You ok?" I asked.

He sighed and rubbed his hands through his hair.

"I'm ok, what about you?" He asked.

I shrugged.

"It is what it is." I said.

Everyone was upset including me, work wasn't a problem when I barely had a family. I now have one that I want to spend more time with and I can't. I finally knew what it felt like to feel helpless.