"Guys I'm not going to practice today." I said as I grabbed my backpack.

They all looked at me.

"Why would you miss practice when the awards is right around the corner?" Yoongi asked annoyed.

I sigh.

"Right do you not care anymore?" Taehyung asked.

I ignored them and grabbed a water bottle.

"Namjoon, what is going on?" Jin asked.

"Nothing, I just have something to handle." I said.

"That's more important than our performance?" Jimin asked.

"Yes." I said bluntly.

They looked taken back and Yoongi stood up.

"We've bust our asses to get here and you want to just not go to practice, what could possibly be more important than the performance?" Yoongi asked.

"PRECIOUS!" I yelled.

"What's going on with Precious?" Taehyung asked.

I sighed and rubbed my hands through my hair. I began explaining what was going on and they began to worry.

"Have you talk Hyunsoo?" Hobi asked.

I nodded.

"The last trace of him was actually here." I said.

"What." Jimin said.

"How long ago was this?" Yoongi asked.

"Yesterday, he was at a bar last night. I figured if we go to that bar then we could probably find him." I said.

"Find who?" Precious ask sitting her purse down.

"Hey baby." I smiled and pecked her lips.

"Hey guys what are we talking about? Find who?" She asked.

Everyone looked at her and avoided eye contact. I couldn't lie to her and neither could the guys. I bit my lip in frustration as she continued looking at everyone.

"Hello, find who?" She asked again.

I scratched my head and sighed, Hobi looked at her and then at me.

"Your dad." I said.

"Did you talk to Hyunsoo? What did he say?" She asked.

"He was last seen at a bar downtown last night." I said.

She hopped up and grabbed her purse. We all stood up and I grabbed her arm.

"I'm coming with you." I said.

"No, I can handle it." She said.

"Precious you shouldn't go by yourself." Hobi said.

"I can't bring you guys with me, it's to risky and who knows where the hell he is." I said.

"Let us help, you've helped us." Yoongi said.

She snatched her arm away and looked at us.

"Downtown is the busiest place in Seoul, you guys will get spotted immediately. Face mask or not it will delay us." She said.

She was right but what type of boyfriend would I be if I let her handle this alone? All the things she's done for us and it would be like us turning our back on her.

"No." I said.

"I can't let you come with me. Who knows what my father is up to, if the press finds out it will jeopardize your careers. You guys are you really willing to let go of everything you worked hard for?" She asked.

"If it mean we get to help you, then yeah." Taehyung said standing up.

"Your family." Hobi said.

Precious closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

"Let's go." I said.

Precious didn't say anything as we all piled up in the car. She began driving downtown and like she said it was busy. We pulled up to this abandon alley way and got out.

"What the hell is this place?" Yoongi asked.

"Come on." She said taking a deep breath.

We walked to a door and knocked. a few seconds an old man came to the door and let us in.

"We don't open until 12." He said.

"I'm sorry, I was wondering have you seen this man?" She asked holding up a picture.

"Oh Chul, he's a regular is he in some type of trouble?" He asked.

"No, I'm his daughter I was wondering where he was?" She asked.

"Oh he stays a few blocks down, right across from the convenience store. It's a big red building you can't miss it." He said.

She sighed.

"Are you sure?" She asked.

He nodded.

"Thank you." She said.

We left the bar and I went to the next location. The ride was short and we all exited the car. We quickly made it inside the building and it reeked of alcohol.

There were a lot of people in this building. Some looked homeless, some looked like drug addicts and some even looked like criminals. I found a less intimidating person who was putting cans in a basket.

"Excuse me, have you seen this man?" I asked holding a picture of my dad up.

She looked at the photo and pointed behind her. I thanked her and followed the path to a back room.

"I got it." Namjoon said stepping in front of me.

He pushed opened the door and there was a man laying on the ground. I immediately ran to his side so I can see his face and it was indeed my father.

"Dad." I said shaking him.

He woke up in a panic, pushing me off of him. I immediately fell on the ground and Namjoon came to my aid.

"Are you ok?" He asked helping me up.

I nodded and looked at my father. He looked a mess, he had bags under his eyes and scratches on his face.

"Precious, what are you doing here?" He asked.

"What are you doing here? What happen to you?" I asked.

He scuffed and picked up an alcohol bottle.

"Don't ask me any questions, how'd you find me?" He asked.

"I haven't heard from you in months." I said.

"Yeah, I lost my phone." He said taking a swig from his bottle.

"Dad, look at me. It's Precious your sweet pea." I said tearing up.

He looked at me and quickly looked away.

"Dad." I said.

"They laid me off a year ago, I sold everything I could to send you money. I got into some financial troubles and got into it with some bad people." He said.

"A year ago? So all that time you were calling, you weren't working?" I asked.

"Nope, I was looking for jobs but who's going to hire a 50 year old drunk." He said.

"What about the money I was sending you?" I asked.

"You looking at it." He said.

"Dad let me help you, I could find you a better place to stay and live comfortably." I begged.

"Precious, it's time for you to start living your life. You can't take care of me all the time." He said.

"Dad, please." I said.

I dropped to my knees and begged. Namjoon looked down at me with tears in his eyes.

"Precious get off that floor." He demanded.

"Not until you let me help you." I said.

"We can find you a great home, a rehab even just please don't let her beg anymore." Namjoon said.

"I don't need your pity, LEAVE!" He yelled.

"No, I'm not leaving you here to die." I said.

"Precious, get out of here." He said.

"No." I shook my head.

He threw his drink down and grabbed my shoulders. He began shaking me uncontrollably.

"LEAVE AND DON'T EVER COME BACK FOR ME!" He yelled in my face.

"NO, DAD PLEASE!" I yelled.

Namjoon and Jungkook tried to pull my dad away from me.

"GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!" He slapped me.

Namjoon pulled him off of me causing him to fall to the floor. Namjoon grabbed my face and anger went over it.

Namjoon turned around and was held back by Taehyung and Yoongi. I wiped my lip and seen I was bleeding. I looked my father in the eyes and seen he had no regrets.

"NOW LEAVE!" He said pointing to the door.

I wiped my face and left out the room, heading to the van followed by Namjoon. I was about to start the van when I felt Namjoon place his hand over mind.

"Let it out." He said.

My eyes began to water and I just burst into tears.

"AHHHHH!" I screamed as I hit the steering wheel multiple times.

We all watched as she hit the steering wheel multiple times screaming. She had tears falling down her face, I stepped out the car and stood against it. I heard the door open and everyone except hobi came out.

"This is so fucked up." I said as I wiped my face.

Yoongi patted my back as I began to cry, I felt so helpless.

"It breaks my heart to hear her scream in pain like that." I said.

"What do we do?" Jimin asked.

"The only thing we can do for her is to comfort her, let her know we still here." Jungkook said.

"We can't let her be alone either, who knows how long she's been holding that scream in. She's been dealing with a lot this past year, the racism and work." Jin said.

I sniffed and wiped my face.

"We just have to there for her." Taehyung said.

I nodded and wiped my face. Taehyung went to the drivers side and opened her door.

"Come on, I'll drive." He said.

I helped her out the drivers side and placed her in back with me. She laid her head on my shoulder and I wrapped my arms around her. What kind of father does that to there child? His own flesh and blood?

We pulled up to the house and I helped her out the car.

"I want to take a shower." She mumbled.

"Ok." I said taking her to my room.

She slipped her house shoes off and began removing her clothes. I turned the shower on checking the temperature.

She came into the bathroom and stepped into the shower. I closed the bathroom door and pulled out a pair of my boxer briefs and a big shirt. I went to the kitchen and seen the guys sitting on the sofa.

"Is she ok?" Hobi asked.

"I honestly don't know, I'm going to make her something to eat. We can practice later tonight if that's cool?" I asked.

"Yeah." Yoongi said.

"What should we do?" Taehyung asked.

"Well right now, nothing tomorrow we practice early and Jimin call Jin-Soo let her know what's going on." I said.

He looked at me with a confused look.

"I know you have her number." I said.

Everyone looked at him in surprise.

"Ok ok." He said going to his room.

"Just try to make her laugh, when she's down she loves to laugh. It makes her feel good inside, keep her entertain and try to distract her when she zoned out." I said.

I picked up a lot of things from being with her. She's dealing with a lot, dealing with a big boy band and racism. This year has been busy especially for her, no matter what she was going through she made sure we were happy. So it's only right for the shoe to be on the other foot.

I took the spicy ramen back to my room and I seen her under the blankets. I sat the bowl down and laid beside her.

"Hey baby, you ok?" I asked.

"No." She mumbled.

I slowly pulled the covers back and she looked up at me with teary eyes.

"No matter what, I love you always and forever." I said.

"I love you to." She said.

"I made your favorite." I said.

She sat up and I placed the tray on her lap. She did a weak smile as I grabbed the chop sticks, I begin feeding her.

"Thank you." She said.

I pushed her hair out of her face and rubbed her cheek. It was a little bruised and I sighed.

"I'm sorry." I said.

"For what? You didn't slap the shit out of me." She said.

"I'm supposed to protect you, I shouldn't have let him get that close." I said looking down.

"It's not your fault." She said.

"I'm sorry, I let you down." I said.

She grabbed my face and made me look at her.

"You didn't, you being here when I need you the most is more than enough." She said wiping a tear I didn't even know fell.

I pecked her lip and continued feeding her. We watched a few movies and before I knew it she was asleep. I heard a knock on the door and slowly got out of the bed.

"What's up." I said.

"You ready?" Jin asked.

I looked back at a sleeping Precious and back at Jin.

"Yeah." I said closing the door quietly.

We went to the practice room and closed the door. I began stretching as Yoongi stood up.

"We should start with butter choreography since that is the opening number then dynamite." He said.

We agreed and began practicing. Of course I kept messing up, we were on the second song and I just kept messing up.

"Let's call it a night guys." Yoongi said.

Everyone nodded and began heading out. I stayed back and continued practicing, I needed to get it right it was the Amas for fucks sakes. I heard the music stop and I looked back to see Precious.

"Namjoon it's 2 in the morning, what are you doing still practicing?" She asked.

I watched as she walked closer to me, she had a sleepy facial expression.

"I have to get it right." I said.

"How long have you been in here?" She asked.

"Since 6." I said.

She sighed and wrapped her arms around my waist.

"Have you taken a break?" She asked.

"No." I said.

She looked up at me.

"Come on, let's get some rest." She said.

I shook my head.

"Not until I get it right." I said frustratingly.

"Namjoon." She said.

"I have to or this would all be for nothing." I said.

"Baby no, please don't beat yourself up. Look at me, it will never be for nothing...you just need rest I promise you will get it right before the performance." She said.

I sighed and sat on the floor. She sat beside me and laid her head on my shoulder.

"Don't over work yourself Namjoon." She said.

I nodded and wrapped my arms around her.

"I promise I won't." I said.

She pecked my lips and stood up. I looked up at her as she held her hand out. I took it and we went to my room, I took a shower and got into bed laying under her. I let the sleep take over me.