After the photo shoot was completed we had the fan meet in less than fifteen minutes, today was so busy we didn't even eat or get a break yet.

"You ok guys?" Precious asked.

"No I'm so tired." I said.

"Me to and I'm hungry." Yoongi said.

"Well look what I got." She said smiling.

We all looked at her and she pulled out a kfc bag.

"Food." Jungkook ran to her and grabbed the bags out of her hand.

We all dug in and grabbed whatever and begin eating.

"And it's hot." Hobi said stuffing his face.

"Right they usually give us cold food to just get by thank you precious."Jimin said smiling.

Precious was a great girlfriend and a great supporter. Everyday I find myself fallen even harder. We finished the food and headed to the front. There were security and other staff members there also.

"Namjoon." Precious said.

I looked back at her and walked over.

"Yes." I said.

She smiled and grabbed a wipe before wiping the corner of my lips.

"You a little bit on you lip." She said.

"Thank you." I said patting her head smiling.

I went to go sit down and the fans came swarming in. They were handing in gifts and letters along with pictures and albums to sign.

After a few hours we were doing the interview. Which went by pretty fast we went to vocal practice which was relaxing because I don't sing I rap. I took the time to talk to my lady.

"Want some?" She asked handing me gummy bears.

"You know I want some." I said laughing.

"Yeah yeah you ready for the tour?" She asked.

"Yeah did you get the schedule for it yet?" I asked.

"Yeah I seen it a glimpse of it and honestly it's really not bad it look like it will be fun no promotions or photo shoots really just shows, appearances, and relaxing." She said.

"That's good to hear." I said.

"I don't know if it's true or not but The chairman plans on taking you guys international." She said looking at me.

"That would be good though." I said.

"It would be, but it would be a work load for sure." She said.

"I think it would be worth it in the in, we have a lot of fans in the states. It would be good to interact with them. We should do something in America not like a tour or a concert but appearances." I said.

"That's not a bad idea Namjoon, I think you should talk to Hyunsoo about it and he can deliver it to the chairman." She said.

I nodded.

"America isn't like Korea though it's more free a little less judgmental. If we do go to America y'all can let lose." She said.

"That would be good to just be ourselves." I said.

We continued talking more until it was time to go. The only thing left we had was to go live. We made it home and got changed into something comfortable.

"Ready guys?" Precious asked.

"Yeah." Hobi said.

She set the camera up and the live started. Comments came in asking about what cities we would be visiting.

"It's a soft tour around Korea so you guys would be seeing us around a lot but please try to respect our space." Yoongi said.

"We're going to be doing the love yourself her album." Jin said.

"We can't wait to see you guys either." Taehyung said.

After a few more questions we decided to end the live. I stretched my arms and laid back.

"You ok?" I asked Namjoon.

"Yeah just tired." He said.

"Aren't we all." Taehyung said.

I laughed.

"I'm sorry guys." I said.

"For what?" Yoongi asked.

"Today I couldn't do anything for you guys to make this much easier." I said.

Namjoon squeezed my hand.

"I think it just sounded busy but it really wasn't that bad." Jungkook said.

"And you brought chicken so." Jimin said.

"Plus you put that director in check." Jin added.

I laughed and shook my head.

"Did you guys know she got promoted to Advance Person?" Namjoon asked.

"What that's great Precious why didn't you say anything?" Hobi asked.

"It's not that big of a deal guys and beside I didn't want today to be about me." I said.

"And she signed a five year deal with bighit." Namjoon said.

I slapped his arm.

"Ow what was that for?" He asked.

"Is it my good news or yours?" I asked.

"It's ours." Jimin said.

"We should take a shot in celebration of your promotion." Yoongi said going to the kitchen.

"No guys you have a practice tomorrow." I said.

"One shot won't hurt." Jimin said.

Yoongi came back with eight cups and a bottle of strawberry Soju.

"Yes." Taehyung said clapping.

Yoongi poured the glasses and everyone grabbed one holding it up.

"Let's make a toast." Hobi said.

"Ok." I said.

I stood up and looked around.

"I just want to say that I am grateful to have met the most humble idols. You guys have had so much of an impact on my life I have nothing...." I stopped as I felt my tears blur my vision.

Taehyung patted my shoulder.

"It's ok." Hobi said.

I sniffed and took a deep breath.

"I am just so thankful for you guys and I love you all so much." I said.

I watched as they eyes filled with tears.

"We Love you to Precious." Hobi said wiping his face.

"Alright enough of this mushy stuff, this emotional stuff is not for me." Yoongi said wiping his eyes and taking his shot.

We laughed and followed suit.

"I think I want a relationship to." Jimin said.

We all looked at him and then at each other before laughing.

"Yeah very funny Jimin." Jungkook said.

"I'm serious, I'm almost 27. I want to settle down at least before I'm thirty." He said seriously.

"It's hard to find a relationship when you're park Jimin." Hobi said.

"He's right look how hard it was for Namjoon." Jin added.

"Hey it was not hard." Namjoon said.

"So I was easy?" I asked.

"Oop." Taehyung said.

Namjoon patted my head and smiled.

"Of course not." He said innocently.

I looked at him and he blushed and looked down, revealing his dimple.

"I'm serious guys, look at how happy you are Namjoon you use have a big ass attitude before Precious." Jimin said.

"That is true." Hobi added.

"I was depressed also but a relationship won't fix your problem within yourself." Namjoon said.

"That's true." Yoongi said looking down.

"Yeah but you're better now is it not because of Precious?" He asked.

"Majority of it is precious not going to lie about that but I was also stressed about work to, but Precious has made it easy for us when we are working." Namjoon said.

"Agreed." Jungkook added.

"What's going on with Jimin?" Hobi asked.

"Nothing work has been easier but you guys are the only friends I have. I just want my own person that would be there for me through anything." He explained.

"Ain't that what we here for?" Taehyung said.

"Ugh you guys don't get it." He stressed.

"I get it." Namjoon said.

Everyone looked at him.

"I get it like we are all friends but sometimes I want someone to come home to dating seems hard to do when you're BTS. So I get it, yeah we all have fun together and we've been through a lot but we got our lives I'm sure you guys deal with a lot of stuff that we don't know about." He said.

"Yeah that true I deal with a lot that I just don't even bother speaking on." Yoongi said.

"Yeah same here." Taehyung said.

"It's ok to feel the way that you guys are feeling Jin-Soo is my best friend and I haven't told her about how bad the racism is for me. It's ok to keep things to yourself but it's not ok to hold it in. It's ok to cry don't be ashamed about it." I said shrugging.

Namjoon smiled at me and pecked my forehead. We talked for a few more hours before we decided to get some sleep. Namjoon decided to walk me home and he was quiet a little bit.

"What's bothering you?" I asked.

"I want to go public." He said.

"Huh." I said.

"I just feel like I want the world to know about you. You're so perfect." He said cupping my cheek.

I thought for a second.

"If you win an American award then you're more than welcome to pull me on stage when you accept it and kiss me." I shrugged.

"You making it hard huh." He said.

I laughed and nodded.

"When we win an international award you better have these lips ready." He said.

"Ok Mr.Bigshot." I said smiling.

He pecked my lips.

"Get some sleep." He said.

"Good night." I smiled and went inside.

I believe that they could achieve an international award. Regardless of what people say they deserve it. I took a shower and went to sleep.

"So what did she say?" Yoongi asked.

"She said if we bring home an international award we can go public on that stage." I said.

"I think we can do it, we just need a good ass English song." Jungkook said.

"What if we release this upcoming album and don't do a tour many people do that." Taehyung said.

"That's actually true we did it for our debut album we never went on tour for that one." Jimin said.

"It's an English song on the upcoming album, we could release the album and did realease an English song single." Yoongi said.

"Are we ready for the work that's going to come behind it though?" Jungkook said.

We all thought for a second.

"I honestly don't know but this could be career changing." I said.

"That is true." Yoongi said.

"We could talk to the chairman since I heard he wants to take us international anyway." I said.

"I'm with it and maybe when we do visit America Jimin will find a girlfriend." Taehyung joked.

Jimin threw the pillow at him and we laughed.

"We wantto interact with our international fans." Hobi explained.

When we woke up we decided to see the chairman as soon as possible. We really wanted this and when we told Precious she was all with it.

"So you don't want to go on tour for the next album release?" He asked.

"No we want to drop the album and then when that album reach a good amount of sales we want to release a few English singles but before we drop the singles we want to travel to America to become a name there so when we do drop the records all we have to do is sit back." I said.

He thought for a second before looking at Precious.

"I think they can do it, it's a smart marketing strategy." She said shrugging.

"It is honestly you guys thought of this on your own?" He asked.

"Yeah." Taehyung said.

"Ok we will give it a shot but it's risky when it comes to western music." He said.

"We're will to take that risk." Yoongi said.

I smiled and looked at Precious before grabbing her hand.

"It's going to be a lot of work, but I believe in you and I know you're in good hands." He said looking at Precious.

We stood up and bowed.

"Namjoon let's talk for a second." He said.

Precious took the boys to the van and I sat back down.

"So when are you guys going to go public?" He asked.

"I want us to go public in the US, when we win an international award." I said.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Yes sir." I said.

"Ok." He said.

I stood up and bowed before leaving. I went outside to see the guys eating ice cream.

"Y'all forgot about me?" I asked.

"Of course not, here." Precious said handing me a cone.

I took it from her and licked it.

"What did the chairman want?" Yoongi ask.

"Just to ask about Precious and I." I said.

He nodded.

"I'm glad he agreed." Taehyung said.

"Yeah I was kind of nervous." Hobi said.

"We got this guys, when we go to America we have to show them what we about end of discussion." I said.

They nodded.

"I'm ready." Jimin said.

We all high fived one another and continued to eat our ice cream. I'm ready for whatever America is bringing.