We arrive at his house and get inside. Gracie wasn't here since she was staying at a friend's place and Ms. Gray wasn't home yet either so she was probably working late. We head up to his room but before I enter, he covers my eyes with his hands. I smile at his gesture and he opens the door leading me in.

He directs me to an area and asks if I'm ready. I nod my head and he uncovers my eyes. I open my eyes to the cutest setup. His bed was covered in rose petals that were shaped into a heart. He runs over to his side tables and turns on the fake candles for more of a dramatic effect. I cover my mouth as I'm in shock with the effort he put into this. I walk up to his bed and almost cry. This is too cute. I spin around to tell Theo exactly that but I find him on one knee holding a box. I gasp and recover my mouth.

"Don't worry I'm not proposing...well not yet." A tear falls down my face. These are tears of joy because he thought about our future together.

"Athena you don't know how fast you make my heartbeat, cheeks hurt from smiling, and my stomaching cramping from laughter when I'm with you. I want to make sure that I make you feel the same way. So I want to promise all that and more to you with this ring. So will you, Athena Davis accept this promise?" He opens the box and asks with a huge bright smile and watery eyes.

"Yes, 1000 times yes!!" He puts the ring on my right ring finger. I guess when the time comes, if the time comes he will put a real ring on the actual ring finger.

I wrap my arms around his neck hugging him. He wraps his arms around my waist hugging me back. He lets go and cups the back of my thighs picking me up wrapping my legs around his torso. He places a hand on my neck letting the pad of his thumb gently brush my cheek as we stare into each other eyes with smiles glued to our faces.

Theo leans in and places a soft kiss onto my lips. That soft kiss turns into a passionate and hungry kiss. We fall onto the bed landing in the softy rose petals. He lays in between my legs that were still attached to his torso. He grinds himself on me trying not to crush me as he sneaks a hand under my shirt and sliding one of my bra straps off my shoulders. I didn't mind this since we have done more sexual stuff than this. We haven't actually gotten to that point yet but I'm glad Theo is being patient and understanding. I'm running out of breath and so does Theo as he pulls away cupping my face.

"I know. I know. I'm sorry I'll stop." He lets out a light laugh.

"No." I search his face for a reaction.

"Athena it's ok. I promised I'll wait for as long as I have to. I always keep my promises." He assures me.

No, I want this. I don't know what came over me but I want to do this. I don't know if it was my hormones or I was just done waiting but I'm ready at least I think I am. I want to experience this with Theo and only Theo. I always imagined my first time would be perfect. The perfect timing, the perfect scenery, and the perfect boy. I guess dreams do come true cause I have all of that right in front of me. And if this was a mistake then this is one good ass mistake.

"No, I want to." I say in a whisper.

"Athena I want you to be 100% sure that you're ready."

"I'm ready. I'm sure." I slightly laugh. That was a nervous laugh. I may be nervous but I'm not regretting anything.

"I want you to promise me that you want this and not just because I'm on top of you." He grins at the end of that sentence but then gets quickly replaced by a concerned face.

"I promise." I brush his hair out of his face sending him a genuine smile.

"I love you." He pecks my lips and tickles me. I'm glad he's not trying to make this awkward and is making me feel as comfortable as possible. I start to think about the experience he had and start doubting myself. I slowly stop laughing and overthink. Oh no Athena you are not going to overthink at a time like this!

"Hey, what's wrong?" Theo either has super senses or is just really good at reading my face.

"Nothing." I shake my head.

"Athena I know that face. There is nothing to compare to. I chose you. All those girls meant nothing to me. All the stuff I did with them was meaningless, they didn't make me feel the way you make me feel. And if you're having second thoughts I understand. We can just chill and watch that rom-com you like. What's it called? 20 things about you?" He jokes trying to cheer me up. I know he knows the name of the movie because I made him watch it with me about 50 times.

I start giggling letting myself relax. "I want you, all of you." I bring my hand to his face now brushing his cheek with the pad of my thumb.

He slowly dips down connecting our lips. My hands wander around in his hair while his hands find their way back to my shirt and starts lifting it. I untangle my hands from his hair and throw my t-shirt on the floor. I tug at the bottom of his shirt. He takes the shirt off halfway before pulling away to take it fully off then quickly places his lips back onto mine. He goes back to my bra strap and slides the other down my shoulder. I arch my back letting him get access to the clasp. Theo unclasps my bra and slides it down my arm leaving my breast bare. I find his belt and take it off. I mentally pat myself on the back for how great I did that with my eyes closed.

Theo tugs down his jeans as quickly as possible. Once he throws his jeans on the floor as well as his boxer. We take a breather and Theo looks and admires my body.

"You're so fucking beautiful." He props himself up with his elbows. He pulls the sheets over us and I pull my underwear down my legs with shakey hands. I try to cover myself up as much as possible but that was hard since Theo's little friend was out in front of me. I give up trying to hide. Shakey breathes and silence fell between us. Theo suddenly reaches over his side table and pulls out a foil square. He slides the rubber over himself then looks back up at me.

"Don't worry not yet, I'll tell you when." He softly says knitting his eyebrows together to make sure and I nod.

We kiss for a while letting hot breaths and moans echo through the room. Theos hands run up and down my leg then closer towards my entrance. He lets his fingers linger and play there for a while until he uses one finger to circle the bundle of nerves. My walls started to soak and just as they were Theo use his two other fingers and parts my lips. He then gently inserts a finger into me. I didn't know how to feel. I was excited yet scared. He only had one finger in and I was already in uncomfortable pain.

"Is that ok?" He pumps his finger in and out slowly.

"Yeah, I'm just not familiar with the feeling." I look up at the ceiling shutting my eyes. Theo kisses and sucks at my neck. All of a sudden the pain was tolerable and the unfamiliar feeling was replaced with delight. He pumps at a faster pace curling his finger inside me and circling my clit at the same time making me moan with pleasure. My stomach started whirling all over the place. It started to get tighter and tighter and I'm basically screaming until Theo stopped.

"Not yet." He says in a husky voice. Of course, Theo would be the only one to tease me during my first time. I feel him remove his finger from me.

I eagerly crash my lips onto his missing his touch. He slips back his tongue into my mouth. He kneads and massages one of my boobs slightly squeezing my nipple making then harden against his touch. I moan into his mouth earning a moan back. He moves his hand down lower down my stomach until he reaches my inner thigh.

He detaches our lips and looks down then back up at me. I give him a nod letting him know I'm ready. I feel the silky condom brush again my thigh and push its way into my entrance. This was a different kind of pain from his finger. He was much bigger and wider so it left me in a little more discomfort.

"Are you ok?" Theo asks because I am clamping my eyes shut.

"Yeah it's just uncomfortable that's all." I hold onto his arms for support.

"In sorry this is going to hurt. Just tell me to stop whenever ok?." He says with a worried face and tone. I nod closing my eyes again.

Theo starts to slide in and out one full time. He stops and looks at me for approval and continues to go in the same slow and steady rhythm. He lowers himself and I adjust my hands to his shoulders gripping them. The pain goes away but some of the discomfort is still there but it's bearable. Theo continues to kiss me helping to distract myself from the pain. At some point, I get lost in Theo's kisses that I forget about the pain. I rake his back with my fingers. Theo notices my change of comfort and rocks back and forth at a faster pace. I dig my fingernails deeper into his back as he holds my waist in place. He then moves that hand back down to my clitoris rubbing it. Theo collapses on top of me but not fully crushing me. I leave trails of kisses on his neck this time making sure to leave a mark. My moans and cries get cover by more kisses.

"Fuck!" He breathes onto my neck making me feel like I'm doing a great job.

He grabs my thigh and places it back around his torso. This made the feeling more intense. My stomach started to get this tight feeling again as Theo pumped at a faster pace. Beads of sweat started to form on both of our foreheads. We were both close. He plunges deeper into me as I can practically feel him in my gut.

"Shit I'm so close." Theo mentions.

His words affected me. I couldn't hold it any longer and with that I release. I stiffen as Theo continues to thrust but a bit slower.

"Theo!!" I moan and cry out loud. I tug at his damp hair with one hand and the other tightly holding onto his arm.

"Fuck. Athena!" He moans as I can feel him spill into the condom. He starts kissing between my breast and back up to my lips. He pulls himself out and lays next to me. Heavy and hot breaths fill the silence. I flip to my side to lay on his chest. He wraps his arms around me planting a kiss on my forehead.

"Are you ok?" He brushes my hair out of the way.

"I'm ok. I think I'm just very sore now." I can feel my muscles starting to wear out.

"Sorry I tried being gentle I guess I just got carried away." He grins and I pull the cover up a bit more.

"It's fine we're even. Don't check your back or your neck." I hide my red cheeks and duck under the covers. He follows me pulling the cover over us and pins my arms up as I try to hold in my laugh but fail. He leans down to whisper in my ear.

"I would check your neck too." He leans back up with a smirk. I gasp I try to kick him off but it was no use. Theo then starts to tickle me again. He suddenly stops and looks directly into my eyes.

"I love you...so much."

"I love you too." He lets go of my arms and leans down to kiss me. Genuinely kisses me. This kiss was different from every other kiss. I don't know what made it so different but this was by far my favorite kiss.

"I feel gross I need a shower." I randomly say to break the ongoing staring contest we had.

Theo helps me up. "Really? You say you feel gross as I was just inside you." He playfully raises an eyebrow. I shrug my shoulders wrapping the sheets around me running to his bathroom with him chasing after me. He catches up to me and picks me up spins me around then drops me back down. He pecks my cheeks then moves to my lips full-on kissing them. His hand traveled from my waist to my ass. He squeezes it trying not to smile as I kiss him back. I shove him off and he pouts.

"Ok but seriously I need to shower." I let the sheet drop to the floor and get into the shower. Theo gets in behind me. I guess we are showering together then. He turns it on and I flinch from the cold water. He turns the knob to warm it up. He removes the showerhead and sprays me then hands me it. He washes his hair and I help wash his back. I make sure to be careful because those scratches looked deep. He then steps out the way letting me wash my hair. He lathers me in soap as I rub the product in my hair. He makes his way down my legs but stops when he reaches my thighs and I turn around.

"I think you should do that part, who knows what will happen if I do it." Even in this hot foggy shower, I can still see his infamous smirk.

We finish and get out of the shower. I didn't get to fully dry my hair as Theo kept smacking my butt and couldn't keep his lips off me. He hands me some clean clothes to wear. I put on his shirt that just reached my mid-thighs and a pair of loose boxers that I had to roll up at the top multiple times.

I lump as I walk to his bed where Theo was scrolling and clicking through channels with an arm behind his head. I also notice he changed the covers which saved me the embarrassment because I probably stained his sheets. I'm glad he's not making a big deal about it. The soreness kicks in as I sit on his bed getting under the sheets with him. This shit is going to feel like hell tomorrow.

"This is your fault." I growl at Theo.

"What!?" He responds with a sarcastic tone holding back his laugh. He couldn't hold it anymore and bursts out laughing.

"I'm sorry. I really tried to be gentle." I look up at his sincere face. "I know how to make up for it." His apologetic face turns into a mischievous one. I know exactly what he's talking about. I laugh as I playfully push his face away from mine.

"I love you." Theo says under his breath.

"I love you too." I lift my head to give him a peck on the cheek making him blush.

We lay there watching a random movie he picked out. I look around and take in everything. The sunset peaking through his curtains, the rose petals all over the flower, the beautiful ring on my finger, and the perfect human being I'm lying next to. I finally felt at peace, I can finally breathe, the world felt calm. I wanted to feel like this all the time. This is all I wanted

The end.

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