The heat slowly dissipates or alleviates. I don't know why but when Lawrence suddenly crashed his lips into mine- there is relief.

Wait, did I just say his lips crashed into mine?!

"Mmmmm!" I quickly push Lawrence away but he seems too strong and heavy. He just keeps tugging his lips on mine. I kept on pushing and punching him using my fists but it seems he isn't affected!

Waaaa! A kiss! MY FIRST KISS!

It isn't stolen so, eh?

Oh damn it. We are using tongue for Pete's sake! I can't seem to resist now. There is that magnetic force that is enveloping the both of us. I can't let go now. I really want him badly. His lips are just so divine. I can feel another wave of heat coming through.

And it wasn't pain. It was passion.

I can't pull away. He comes inside the car while his lips are inches away from mine and pulls the lever to lower down the passenger's seat. I didn't notice that my arms have already snaked its way through his neck.

I need to let go!

"L-Lawrence! Stop!" I slightly yell between our kisses

Huhuhu. I'm still fifteen years old yet I'm making out with him! Oh no!

He pulls away but his face is just five inches apart from mine. I can still feel his smoky breath fanning my face. He is so.. Hot.

His eyes pierce through mine. It feels like I'm in his bewitching trance. I can't seem to look away.

"We.. Are going to be late for the party.." I awkwardly remind him and he just stares at me intensely, "Lawrence?"

"So what if we're late?" He responds and I can tell that I am quite flustered in front of him right now.

I suck it up.

"Drive now." I glare at him and for a few moments of having eye contact with him-- he finally removes himself from me and proceeds on going to the other side after closing the door beside me.

I rapidly count one to ten again and again to decrease my anxiety.

OH MY FREAKING HEAVENS!

IT'S LIKE NOTHING EVER FREAKING HAPPENED!

It's like.. We were already a couple from the start!

Anyways, why did the heat earlier vanished when Lawrence kissed or made out with me?

I'm getting crazy over here. It's like my body is still craving for Lawrence's lips!

OH NOOOO!

I never noticed that Lawrence was already running the engine and that we have already resumed going to the party.

All I can say is..

Crap.

Crap.

Crap! I wanna crawl under a rock and die!

-.-.-

Damn it. I was being impulsive and letting my beast self take over. Eadin was vigorous.

Now all I can sense from Claire is that she is ashamed of what happened. She is thinking that she is stained because she is still a fifteen year old girl. My knuckles turn white as my grip on the stirring wheel was too tight. I have a hard time contemplating of what I just did earlier.

I feel ashamed.

But I have been yearning for her lips.. her touch.. her desire towards me. I have sensed that when we were making out with one another. I felt the intensity and the heat. I haven't gotten much adrenaline in such a long time.

This is.. Insane. Yeah, a famous word I always tend to mention. Insane is what I can describe of this happening.

I can feel that we are getting nearer and nearer to our destination point. I'm being reluctant of Leo's relationship with Ema who is a vampire but there is nothing scribed on the holy treaty that vampires and wolves are forbidden to be mates.

The moongoddess had a reason for her to put Leo and Ema together.

Just like Claire and I.

I don't have plans to let her go. I've been waiting for years to find my mate and now I've found one.

"Claire." I call out. I can feel herself drowning with embarrassment.

"What would my father think of this.." Claire facepalms and I let out a sigh

"You don't need to tell him."

"I can't lie to him." She looks at me like a deer trapped in a cage, "I haven't done that."

"Sometimes you need to lie in order to survive." I tell her

"Is that what you have been doing?"

Oh.

"No, Claire."

"Then tell me. Why am I reacting this way whenever I'm around you?" Her voice held authority.

But I had more power.

"It's because you are intimately attracted to me."

"Trust me. I don't go nuts over a guy." She states, "but to you.. It's peculiar. Are you hiding something from me?"

The fact that you're my mate, that's why. I don't want her to know just yet. She might be one of those who freak out.

"No." I firmly answer, "why would you ask tha--"

"Do you about werewolves?" She cuts me off and I was left dumbfounded.

Silence.

"Those hairy beasts?" I chuckle lightly but I can sense the seriousness in her.

Is she suspecting something? That would be impossible, right?

"Well.. They are attractive." Claire chimes.

Okay.

"Am I not attractive?"

"And why did you suddenly came up with that question?"

"Nothing." I chuckle and she laughs

That laugh though. It's music to my ears.

I can feel my wolf senses acting up.

"We're here."