I woke up from the peace of longest night .It was still greyish before the dawn gave it's appearance.My eyes were still drowsy but sleep drew away it's hand from my senses when I felt someone's soothing presence on

my back.

The musky masculine fragrance was hitting my inhaling air that was intoxicated the interaction between the heart and mind.

When all of a sudden the loose grip of his hand on my lower waist pulled me more on his heaving chest.

His warm tickling breath on my exposed back erupted the every ounces of my cell.I slowly tried to free myself from his gravitational attraction because at the moment I couldn't trust on my own self confidence.

"Its too early ...what will you do..?"his sleepy voice interrupted me from behind .

"I wake up at this time only.. everyday.."I told him but from a corner of my heart I wanted to spend some time more in his cosy and gentle embrace.

"Please..."his sleepy grown came and again the silence prevailed .I swivelled around to look at him .

He was wide awake.His blackish grey wizardry eyes pierced into mine.There was a playful smile on his

thin lips.His little curled hair locks gave him the sexiest bedhead look making my heart took an off.

Undoubtedly he has a Greek God personality that can make any women's heart swirl on his electrifying charm.

"Good morning Sanyu.."he whispered lethargically.

"Good morning Mr. Shekhawat.."I reply facing my back to him as humbly as I could.

"Hey..I have a name and I think the you should address me by that.."he mocked .

I didn't answer him .

"You're a wonderful person Sanyu.."he spoke after a short pause in my ear and placed his head in the hollow of my neck.

My heart fluttered .The way he pronountiate my nick name ,it never felt so melodious .I couldn't believe he said that.I was feeling hell shy the way he mischievously slide his hand back and forth on my thighs.

"And yesterday you looked the prettiest among hundreds of most beautiful faces.."he went on unaware of my heart's condition.

"Umm.. thanks.."I shyly said .

"For what.."he played with my hair locks.

"For the compliment.."I bit my

tongue.

"I said what I felt.. you're very pretty.. Sanyukta..trust me I couldn't get my eyes off from you all the time you were around me.."he said and dropped a feathery kiss on my jawline.

Though it was a simple peck but only

I knew it directly reached to awake my female desires.

I never had felt this before for someone .His slow breathing was euphoric .

I looked at him .He was constantly staring at me with an indescribable emotion.

His words soothed my heart but hurt my feelings .He is not mine ,he can never be.He wiped my tears with his thumb .

"I am sorry for the every insult...only my god knows how much I ak regretting for it in each second of

the day..if possible forgive me.."he said with hesitantly with mixing repent.

I cupped his face with my quivering hands and wipe the hardly visible moisture from his eyes.

"I am not angry with you.. because I was never judgemental about it..it its not decided by us...or grandpa or someone else..it just destiny brought us together ..and you were right on your place .I am not your choice but a imposed responsibility which you have to bear for your entire life..."I spoke my heart out.

His eyes turned barren instead of some relief there was a hint of disappointment .

"You know I could have enjoy my life like before and trust me nobody has the dare to stop me but I didn't ..."he curtly seethed .His calm breathing was falling on my forehead.

I was waiting for him to continue although somewhere I was sure of his easily predictable mood.

"I didn't because I do not want my grandparents would feel shame of me.I am not a cheater though my secxual needs are overpowering but when it comes to my morals .I won't touch any women til the moment you're in my life as my wife.."he silenced still hovering upon me.

I didn't decide whether I should be happy by his genuine confession or felt insecure ,what if he would leave me for the sake of fulfilling his physical limbo.

"I can wait for you to accept me as your husband but I won't leave you ever.."he stated deep into my eyes.

"I don't worth you..Mr. Shekhawat.You deserve better.."I said like a stubborn brat .

"I didn't ask for your opinion.."he looked pissed off by my nonsense that was clearly shown on his handsome face.

I gave him an apologetic look to avoid any sort of argument or coldness.I was happy with the slow progress in our relation and my single mistake could ruin my austerity of months.

He leaned more that our nosed rubbed with each other.I closed my eyes when our breath got mingled .He softly kissed on mu forehead then inched his face more down and pecked my nose.

My heart was beating rapidly assuming what was coming next and...he took my lips in a passionate kiss dominating me completely.

My fingers tightly clutched the fabric of his T shirt .He was now completely over me embracing me in his protective comfort .His teeth were gently assaulting on my neck .

His craving for a feminine touch was radiating by his every single kiss on my lips and neck . Surprisingly I too went with the flow of his seductive provocation.

"Umm please Ran..dhir let me go.."I softly tried to push him because if I would had not stopped him right then ,we might end up resonating our marriage in every sense as it was not the right time.

He stopped and raised his head to match my gaze.A smirk crept on his face as he dumped his head on the pillow.

"Now that's sound perfect.. from now on you will address me as Randhir.. not Mr. Shekhawat.."he said.

I shyly looked away and crawled off from the bed he was fast enough to grab my wrist.

"Where are you going..?"he confusingly asked.

"I am going to prepare my morning coffee..I start my day after having a hot cup of black Brazilian coffee.."I told him.

"Hmm okay ..then make one for me

as well.."he said freeing my hand.

I nodded my head in a yes and made my way to the door but again turned back ,"You can brush you teeth in this bathroom too..there is spare toothbrush on the second rack.."I told him .

"Thank you.."he grinned climbing

out off the bed whereas I took

my exit.

After pouring the coffee in kettle with two mugs on a tray ,I returned back to my room .

When I entered in the room .He was standing near my study table reading something very keenly.

I cleared my throat to gain his attention while walking to him.

"You've prepared a fantastic report but you can make it better by some small changes..."he said taking a cup from the tray.

"I think I have given my best efforts to prepare these reports.."I disappointedly glanced at my hard work which were lying on table.

"Then I can help you..if you don't get offended.."he raised his one brow putting his lips on the rim of mug.

"Why would I feel offended..?"I retorted .

"Hmm but it's not possible here . We'll discuss this topic in my personal library .There are numerous books on this subject .They will be proved useful for your research..."he said.

"Your personal library..?"I questioned ."As far as I know there is a common library and archives for every member of the family."I said.

"Yeah.. there is common library

for everyone on the fifth floor but I normally don't go there due to lack of time but set up a small library in an adjacent room beside my own room.."he told me.

"Okay I will come .."I briefly answered and enjoyed the soothing silence between known strangers.