I don't even know why i'm doing this, no one likes me anyway. 🌚

but here's a bunch of questions i answered so you guys can get to know meh.

Name?

hola putas my name is Nuha 💜

Age?

I am 13 ikik too young for this stuff but i'm 14 on March 11. literally two days after Min Yoongles birthday 😩.

country?

I'm from Pakistan but I was born and raised in England so English is my first language. I can speak some Spanish and French and I know basic Korean. so yeh i'm also a muslim and i'm also an ugly fat potato.

when i saw this it made me cry, what they all sad about our hijabs and how we cover ourselves is so sweet and it made me feel so much better about myself. 💜

but like i am so sinful, dear god help me i have read to much smut and written it please forgive me when i do it again because i can't stop 💀🌚.

other stans?

so my bts bias is obvi tae and my bias wreckers are Jin and Jungkook.

other groups i stan are ; got7 my bias Jackson and my wrecker is Mark, blackpink my bias Rose and my wrecker is Jennie, exo my bias is Chen and my wrecker is Sehun and Seventeen my bias is Vernon and my wrecker is Mingyu.

my friends push me to learn other groups so i'm nearly getting there. i also watch kdramas occasionally.

from now on Jackson isn't my daddy anymore he's my mommy.

favourite things?

food - nearly everything but if i has to choose then probably Pizza and Ice Cream, ugh i'm so basic 👏.

animals - Dolphins, kookie rabbit, taeconda, jinraffe, mochi cubs, hobis, pinkmon, a yoongi bear and Pandas.

looks?

i have thick brown hair with light brown highlights halfway and is medium length. i have brown eyes, long eyelashes, plump lips or as my friends say 'lip fillers' and i'm around 156cm so about 5 feet and 1.42 inches. i have glasses and i'm stuck with them for life but i'm thinking of getting laser eye surgery when i'm older or contact lenses soon.

i'm a person who suffers from anxiety, i constantly am always worrying about my looks and what people think of me.

i always feel ugly in my own skin, like i don't belong and i just don't feel right. i only wear my glasses in class and at home but when i'm out or walking around school i don't ever. i'm not confident, i hate my voice and speaking in front of people, only my friends. i feel like when i'm in front of everyone people are laughing at me, watching me, making fun of me.

but i'm slowly starting to take control, it's going to take me forever but i want to deal with it and live my life without the constant worry about my self consciousness or anxiety.

i may not be pretty like those models on instagram or pretty enough for any guys but i'm learning to be pretty for me.

yes i do love makeup, i love doing it, practising it, and wearing it. i don't wear it for anyone but myself, it's an art that i enjoy doing.

bangtan taught me to love myself, it's taking ages but i'm slowly getting there. i've learnt that we're all unique and we need to be us. i shouldn't care what people think i should only worry about myself and people whom matter. sometimes i feel like i'm not loved but now i know that people do care about me

and i'm important.

do i love myself?

nearly.

ok enough of that cringy speech i think i got my point across.

i think i'll share a variety of pictures of me looking like a snacc, and by snacc i mean a gross tasteless and basic potato snacc.

feb 2018 💀

march 2018 😩🤮 back when my anxiety was slowly coming.

skl uniform ✋🏼 nada makeup ✋🏼

eid 2018 ✋🏼

what was i thinking 🤦🏻‍♀️

this is how i wear my hijab but obvi in the pic it was falling off my head eek, i leave out two strands from my middle parting too 🌚

me wit my sistoirs

i need to stop ✋🏼 sorry for the grossness you are viewing.

and this is me now, uglier than ever.

so that was my ugly to fat potato timeline i hope you didn't enjoy because who would 🤷🏻‍♀️

extra facts about meh -

i have two sisters and live with my parents.

my favourite colour is Red along with Black and Peach. my favourite numbers are 6 and 24.

for my future i'm aiming to get a law degree then go on a makeup beauty course and get a job based on either or both of those.

my favourite subjects are English, Geography and History. i'm working on certain aspects of maths, i struggle with the sciences but i'm trying to get a grip so i can actually get a future.

in my free time i watch netflix or youtube, bts or songs and sometimes read or write fanfics.

i don't have a favourite movie but i have loads that i love including, bts burn the stage, the hate u give, crazy rich asians, the lion king and other disney movies cause i'm a bebe.

the bts merch i have are a bts love yourself hoodie, a tata keychain, a bt21 shirt, love yourself tear and love yourself answer albums with stickers, a bts phone case with their signatures, a bts wristband and a Taehyung 120 pack of postcards and a 160 pack of love yourself answer photo shoot + puma photocards.

i've visited Pakistan, Canada and Dubai. i want to travel the world with my future love and learn about different cultures and live to the fullest.

my dream is to meet the seven men who completely changed my life and my perspective on everything.

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