Our wedding had just ended and I was ready for an amazing night on this yacht with Gabe. I dragged him to our bedroom, wanting to kiss him and make love to him so badly. Gabriel closed the door of our room behind us and chuckled at how eager I was to get in there. I never thought I'd feel so ready to share such an intimate, vulnerable experience with someone. But Gabe just made everything feel so safe. He knew what I wanted and why I'd dragged him to our room so eagerly, but he was easing us into it.

"It's a really nice room. It's huge, has a bathroom and has a big closet." He smiled.

"Wait, did they put clothes here for us?" I asked, taking my shoes off and opening the closet. I squealed when I saw what was in there and shut it quickly.

"What?" He asked me, completely oblivious to the several sets of lingerie that were in that closet waiting for me to put them on and tease him.

"There's something for us in there." I laughed, my face red from the heat I was beginning to feel in my entire body.

"What is it?" He asked me.

"You'll see if you go into the bathroom and freshen up and then come back out here." I told him.

"You want me to go freshen up?" He laughed, raising an eyebrow at me.

"Yeah, or just go do something, ok?! It doesn't matter what, just leave me to get ready." I laughed, pushing him into the bathroom.

I went back to the closet and picked out the set of lingerie that could cover the most. I wanted to start where I was at least a little bit comfortable and work my way up to completely losing my clothing.

"Hey, baby... can I come out now?" He asked me.

I turned to the mirror and ran my fingers through my lightly waved hair and then I called him.

"Yeah, you can come out now." I said to him.

The door opened and Gabe walked out with his suit jacket in his hand and a few of the white buttons on his shirt undone, revealing some of his chest.

When he saw me, he froze and his eyes roamed my body. He dropped his suit jacket and a goofy smile appeared on his face.

I smiled and walked over to him, getting on the tips of my toes and kissing him gently.

"You're a little overdressed don't you think? Let's see how we can fix that." I smiled, running my fingertips down his neck and along the part of his chest that was exposed.

I started to unbutton his shirt and he smiled, leaning down and kissing me deeply.

"Like my outfit, Teach?" I asked him.

"I do, but... I feel like it's just not for you, you know. It's a good outfit and you're the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. But I just feel the outfit takes away from your beauty, you know? Why don't we try taking it off?" He asked me with a lighthearted chuckle.

"Sure, but not until we get rid of your outfit. I think it's also a downgrade for you." I laughed, taking his shirt off him and leading him to the bed, pushing him down onto it.

He reached out for his belt buckle and I moved his hand away, reaching for the buckle instead and kneeling in front of him. I undid his belt, maintaining as much eye contact as I could. I wanted this to be great for both of us. I was going to give Gabriel what he deserved.

He seemed to be lost in my eyes, he couldn't look away from them. I pulled his pants off him and then he lifted my chin, looking me in the eyes.

"What are you doing?" He asked me, the emotion in his eyes making me calm down a little bit.

"You know what I'm doing." I said, turning red.

"Alright, but how about you come up here and kiss me." He asked, running his fingers through my hair and cupping the back of my head. He pulled me up gently by my head and he helped me into his lap.

"I love you." I whispered, leaning in and kissing him.

"I love you too, baby. You're looking amazing right now and I'd love to jump right into what we were about to start, but slow down, sweetheart." He told me, connecting our foreheads.

"I'm nervous and I just want it to get comfortable." I said to him.

"Are you comfortable right now?" He asked me. "Just sitting in my lap, you and I in this little room, married, happy and just kissing... loving each other."

"I am." I nodded with a smile.

"Then just stay this comfortable and kiss me, that's all I ask." He said to me.

I smiled and connected our lips, he slowly deepened the kiss and his hands started to roam a little. He waited for me to start getting excited and then he'd shift his attention to a more intimate place to touch.

Before long I was like putty in his hands. Melting and moaning on his lap. His hands which had memorized the lingerie I was wearing, slowly made their way towards the little latch behind my back that held the bra onto my body. He unhooked the bra from behind and then he started kissing on my neck and shoulders.

"This is about us. Both of us. It's not about the pleasure, ok? Just you and I expressing our love to each other." He whispered, his arms directing me towards the bed beneath him. "What's your diagnosis, Doc?"

"I'm going to show you how much I love you." I said softly, kissing him.

"And I'm going to show you how much I love you. We'll do it comfortably, no need to rush or hide anything. Let's just be open... if I'm uncomfortable, I'll tell you, but you have to do the same." He said.

I nodded my head, just feeling really hot and wanting to feel his lips and hands all over me again.

Somehow, I felt so comfortable straddling his lap with my bra halfway off. Even while knowing that all my clothes were leaving my body in the very near future, I welcomed the vulnerability. As long as it was Gabe's arms I was in and his arms I stayed in, I didn't care about any amount of vulnerability, embarrassment or even messiness. We loved each other too much to let anything get between us now.

His fingers skimmed my sides as he let me go. One of them travelled over my bottom and then stroked my leg. I felt myself getting hotter and hotter, the heat in the room making me sweat. I let myself completely relax against the bed and I just melted into his touch, kissing him deeply and pulling him closer desperately. He was a little tense and definitely trying to focus on his hands and what they were doing.

All his focus was on making me feel comfortable and safe and I couldn't recall a moment where I ever felt safer. Just being in his presence was comforting, and I knew I had nothing to worry about.

"God, you're so beautiful." He said, his eyes filling with tears as he looked down at me. He was getting emotional and I just felt touched.

He leaned forward and planted a kiss on my forehead. Then one on my lips and then on my cheek. He left a trail of kisses down my neck and towards my breasts. I felt him slowly removing the bra from my body.

He continued kissing me, removing his own boxers before he even went near my panties. I looked down, just curious to see what was about to go inside of me and I knew that my reaction was probably a little scary for him. My eyes widened and I looked away immediately, just thinking about how difficult it would be for him to actually get inside me and then on top of that, how painful it would be for me.

He wasn't the largest man out there, but I was just now realizing that it didn't matter how large he was, even at a regular size, it felt like too much to actually go inside of me.

"No, look at me. We'll go really slow and make sure it feels good, ok?" He said, kissing me again on my lips and making the worry disappear.

His hands started to rub my thighs until I felt his fingers slip between my hip and my panties and he slowly dragged them down my legs and took them off me completely, throwing them aside and going back to making out with me.

He leaned back eventually and looked down at my naked body. He smiled at me and looked into my eyes.

"You're gorgeous." He breathed out, kissing my forehead and forgetting all my worries of him being unimpressed by my body.

I felt him lift himself off of me slightly and reach down to touch me. He ran his finger along my entrance and hit my clitoris. I felt my whole body shudder when he touched it. He seemed surprised that I was wet, probably not expecting anything like that or just not knowing what to expect.

He looked down in slight confusion but I pulled him in for another kiss and he quickly overlooked the confusion, focusing back on kissing me and feeling around to figure out his course of action. Gabriel always knew how to read me. He knew how things made me feel just based on the way I reacted to them, and now here he was figuring out what felt good to me and reducing me to a moaning mess.

I felt like I was red as a tomato, not because I was embarrassed at all, but because I was so hot and ready for him to make me feel good. I reached down and wrapped a hand around his member, hearing him groan and feeling him deepen the kiss. He moaned loudly as he continued rubbing circles on my most sensitive area. I was ready for him though and he was definitely ready for me.

Without me even needing to tell him, he knew what I wanted and he gave in. He lined himself up with my tiny entrance and slowly slid in. It hurt, it felt uncomfortable and didn't bring me much pleasure, but I had been more than ready when he entered. So, in a matter of seconds, after he slid out and right back in, a wave of inexplicable pleasure shot through my body.

I couldn't help but scream out in absolute pleasure, making Gabriel smile into the kiss. He was watching me in absolute awe, not having expected me to reach that level of unfiltered feeling and emotion. I just lost every possible filter and let it all out. I moaned and screamed and even cried from the amazing feelings that my husband was giving me.

He didn't bother controlling himself either. He was moaning and groaning, not feeling the need to filter it for me, which I appreciated. I found those sounds pretty hot, they made me want him more in the moment. I had never felt so desperate and so determined to get something in my entire life. I was pulling Gabe closer, as if that was going to help either of us and I was scratching his back and biting his shoulder, almost as if I wanted to control myself before I went insane.

I felt myself reaching a level of pleasure I wasn't sure I could handle. I didn't know if I wanted him to stop or keep going, I was just scared because I didn't actually know what was coming. Then I felt a wave of bliss rush through all the nerves in my body and just like that, I'd had my first climax. My body shook slightly beneath him and he almost stopped but I put my hands on his back and made sure he continued. I just wanted more, that climax wasn't all I wanted, I was ready for another one.

He was able to get me there again by adding some stimulation on my little bundle of pleasure down there. He rubbed it with his thumb and drove me out of my mind from that intensity. I felt so hot, there was sweat all over me and all over him as well, but neither of us cared.

Right when I felt I was about to climax a third time, Gabe decided it was the moment to stop moving. Before I could react, he pushed my left leg up and over his shoulder. Then he drove right back into me, making me scream out in complete shock and bliss. It felt even better, I felt him deeper inside of me. It was the strangest but best feeling I'd ever felt.

"God, y-you're so da-damn p-perfect, Ba-baby!" He moaned, panting and continuing to drive into me repeatedly.

"Y-you... it... it fe-eels so good!" I said, tears streaming down my face, making me shut my eyes tightly.

"Open your eyes." He said gently through his intense panting, his hand finding my cheek and wiping away a tear.

I opened my eyes to see my man looking down at me with watery eyes. The look on his face made me feel like I was the only person in the universe that mattered to him. And in that moment, I suppose I was.

I got lost in his eyes, the swirling emotions making me a little dizzy as I reached my climax and couldn't help but scream out in pure bliss. I hoped that Gabe was feeling exactly what I was feeling, I wanted him to understand how amazing he was making me feel. I heard his heavy panting as he continued to pound into me, and then I felt him fill me with his seed, kissing me desperately as he tried to contain his moans.

I was beginning to get too sensitive so I pushed his abdomen away gently and he helped me by sliding out of me and then moving my leg off his shoulder gently and dropping onto the bed beside me. He pulled me into his chest and wrapped me up in his arms.

"I love you." I whispered to him, kissing his chin while he caught his breath.

"I love you too, more than you can imagine... even more than I, myself, can truly understand." He told me.

I smiled and kissed him on his cheek. He took a moment to catch his breath and then he looked down at me, pushing my messy hair away from my face.

"Are you alright, baby? It didn't hurt too much, right?" He asked me, examining my face.

"No, it barely hurt at all... and just at first, after that it was the best experience ever." I smiled at him.

He nodded and kissed my forehead affectionately.

"I need to go pee." I told him.

"Oh, you want me to take you in there?" He asked me.

"Uhm... yeah... just come with me." I said, taking his hand.

"Are you ok?" He asked, getting up and picking me up bridal style.

"Yeah, I'm ok... I just need to pee do I don't get a UTI." I said to him.

"A UTI? What's that?" He asked me. "Does it have something to do with the IUD you got?"

"No, it's a general thing, girls need to pee after sex so they don't get a urinary tract infection. A UTI." I laughed.

"Oh, right, of course...." He said, turning red and taking me to the bathroom. Clearly, he didn't know anything about what I was saying.

I did my business and then found a bottle of bubble bath on the edge of the tub, along with a few candles and a little lighter.

"Let's both take a bath together." I said to him.

He smiled and kissed my forehead, nodding. He seemed tired and maybe a little overwhelmed.

I turned the hot water on and let it fill the tub while Gabe lit the candles and pulled me into the tub along with him.

"Do you feel ok?" He asked me, rubbing my arms as we sat in our tub full of bubbles and water.

"Yes. I'm fine, baby." I assured him. "Do you feel ok?"

"Yeah, just kind of... overwhelmed." He chuckled.

"That was pretty overwhelming." I nodded, leaning against him and trying to give him the comfort he needed. "Do you need a second?"

He nodded, kissing my forehead. I started trying to move away, knowing that some men might feel the need for space after sex, but Gabe frowned and pulled me in closer.

"Where do you think you're going?" He asked me.

"Nowhere." I whispered, kissing his jaw as he closed his eyes and held onto me.

After a while he opened his eyes again and he smiled down at me.

"Are you ok?" I asked him.

"Yeah, I just felt so tired and I feel this intense feeling, like... it's not sexual but damn, Ava.... I want you to understand how strong my love for you is." He said to me.

"Show me." I said to him.

"What?" He asked in shock.

"Show me... show me how intense it is, and right after that, even if we're both tired, I'm going to show you exactly how much I love you." I said to him.

"What do you mean?" He asked me.

"I mean that I'm yours. My heart is yours, my mind, my body, my everything. It's yours, I'm giving it to you, do whatever you want." I said to him.

He stared at me for a moment before getting up and picking me up.

"The control you have over me, Ava, it's unbelievable." He growled, kissing me hungrily before he plopped me back on the bed and climbed over me. Both of us were wet and so were our sheets now.

I giggled when he pulled back to look down at me. He looked so serious, like it was showtime and he needed to do something so perfectly and precisely.

"Truth is, Ava. I'm going to need more time." He said to me.

"What?" I laughed.

"I need more time... I can't just show you now." He said. "I need the rest of our lives for you to understand, baby."

"Then I'm happy to spend the rest of my life trying to understand and also showing you." I laughed. "Are you ok with going again?" I asked him.

"Yeah." He nodded, kissing me deeply.

"Then let's show each other." I said to him.

"Come here." He groaned, pulling me into a kiss that showed how desperate he was for me.

I flipped us over and I took control. I expected him to like being on top, but he was looking at me like I was the hottest woman on earth while I took the lead. I liked it too, although at times it was too hard and I needed his help because of how debilitating this pleasure was.

And after the second round, I felt so tired, even though I wanted more, so he got on top of me this time. He brought me indescribable pleasure over and over again, until I couldn't take it anymore and then he fell onto the bed beside me in exhaustion as well. He took his moment to relax, then he picked me up, taking my completely helpless, tired, aching body to the bathroom so I could pee.

And the bath was left to get cold, both of us too tired to bathe that night.

I fell asleep before I even reached the bed, putting an end to that wonderful day. It was crazy to think where I'd landed after years of thinking I'd never find love and never have my own little family. Now I was married to the love of my life, and we had a little girl. Maybe one day we'd have another kid.