"We're not going home yet..."

My heart beat faster while we made our way up the stairs. He gripped my hand tightly, helping me walk down the corridor in these heels. His free hand held the keycard to the hotel room's lock while I admired my ring once again. His girlfriend - I like the sound of that.

I know what's going to happen when we walk through these doors and I've never been more ready. I know how much effort he's put into making this night perfect, I can't wait to repay him.

The door opened and we flicked on the light, walking into the black and white furnished room. I hooked my bag on the door while he scanned the room. He's been quiet, but I don't think it's anything to worry about, besides, I'm being quiet too.

What do you say to your boyfriend, who was your best friend for years and is now about to take your virginity?

"Thank you for dinner, it was perfect."

He hooked his jacket on the coat rack and made his way back to me. We haven't moved any closer to the bed that I am dying to jump on.

"It's the least I could do." He smiled warmly. "Thank you for saying yes."

"It's the least I could do." I grinned, subconsciously twisting my ring.

He stepped closer and I was sick of waiting. My hands shot up to grab his collar, pulling him down to my height to kiss me. I think he was surprised by my quick movement because he pulled away. I doubted myself momentarily but the glint in his eyes was reassuring so I pressed my lips on his again.

He parted his lips and moved slowly with mine. Even if I wanted to take control and kiss him hungrily I couldn't, his hands on my cheeks kept it soft and smooth. His tongue grazed my bottom lip but purposely didn't enter. My hand slid down to unbutton his shirt but his stayed cupping my face.

"What's the rush?" He mumbled onto my lips while we shared a breath.

"I just want you."

"You have me. And I'm not going anywhere. Let's make tonight last, yeah?"

He was right. Once again he had a completely different logic that make so much more sense than mine. "Mhm." I agreed, nodding. My eyes opened to see his staring back at me before he pressed his lips to mine once more.

We stood with my back to the door, frozen yet moving at a million miles per hour. I zoned out of our kiss and onto the little things, like his body language and the way his aura made my stomach flutter in the best way possible. There were words on the tip of my tongue that I'm dying to say but I don't want to alter anything whatsoever, because this- this was perfect.

I took a step back, leaning against to door to support myself while I deepened our kiss. Theo managed to fill me in ways I didn't know were possible, in voids I didn't know existed. I pulled gently on his hair, hoping he can pick up on how desperate I feel in his presence.

"Don't get me wrong," he muttered as we parted, "I can't wait to see that dress on the floor." One of his hands moved back into my hair, tugging softly to tilt my head up to his. "But you look beautiful in it - my favourite colour..."

I blushed, still keeping my eyes screwed shut, feeling his breath on my lips. "I thought it was blue."

"Mhm, but that was back when I thought the ocean was the prettiest thing."

His hand left my cheek and moved to my waist while he lowered his head to the crook of my neck. My stomach fluttered while my whole body burned with heat. The way just a few words can make my body fall weak is pathetic, but those words make me feel the opposite of that.

Keep it slow - I reminded myself once again. I gasped and giggled, trying my hardest not to moan because I know the second I start there's no going back.

I cleared my mind but it's impossible to remove him from it. He's always been there, platonic, sexual, romantic - he has managed to tick all the boxes.

"Theo..." I gave in when his lips carefully pressed to the tender spot below my ear. This is going slow, too slow, and I'm not sure I can follow his plan. His nose brushed off my neck ever so carefully, like his goal was to make me come undone with just his breath. "Please."

"So impatient." He tut, pulling away. His fingers tilted my head up to look at him, and his thumb swiped down my lips to part them. I took his thumb between my lips, sucking on it gently while he watched. Something changed in his eyes, almost like he was giving in too.

"Ok, fuck it."

That was all I needed to hear. I jumped up and allowed him to catch my body, wrapping my legs around his waist. He carried me to a smaller table, placing my body on it but still holding my thighs.

His hands crept further down my legs, under my dress. I raised my hips, letting him push up my dress so it could pool at my waist. His fingers moved across my bare skin, up my thighs, across my waist and to my ass.

I moved my hands from his neck around his collar, allowing my fingers to find his buttons. He pulled away from our kiss to catch his breath, dropping his head to watching my small fingers fumble with his shirt, racing to take it off. He squeezed my ass tighter and watched my face for a reaction I didn't even try to hold back.

I undid the last button and dragged the open fabric off his body. He removed his hands from my body to let the shirt drop to the floor, while I watched his body in awe.

His hands moved back to my waist, this time to pull the dress over my head. We both smiled and giggled at the way my hair sprawled over my face, but he quickly fixed it, pushing my hair behind my ears and resting his hands on my jaw, planting another kiss on my lips when my face was visible.

He looked down at my chest, running his fingers over my hard nipples. He crouched down, kissing along my neck, down my collarbone and to my nipples. His hands rested in the dip of my waist while he kissed them both generously. He changed his position so he was on one knee, and grabbed my right ankle.

He placed my heel on his knee and began untying my shoe, switching to the other foot when he was done. I sat watching him with a smile, one that hasn't been able to leave my face recently.

I'm not nervous anymore, now that I'm looking at the man before me. Both my heels lay on the floor and he got down on both of his knees, reaching up to my body to pull down my thong.

I've never seen him so quiet. He looked so mesmerised, like this is the first time he's ever lay his eyes on me. Though I felt exposed, I loved ever drop of attention.

I pressed my hands to the table, pushing myself up so he could slip off my last item of clothing. My red thong slid down my legs and the second it hit the floor, he grabbed both my ankles and placed them over his shoulders.

He tugged on my legs, forcing my body to the edge of the table, closer to him. My legs both hooked around his neck while he grabbed the outsides of my thighs. His eyes glued to mine occasionally flashed to my breasts, which were rising and falling with my heavy breath.

He moved his face forward, dipping his face between my thighs, not bothering to tease me first. I let out a soft moan the second I felt his tongue on my clit. My head fell backwards, breaking out eye contact, but that just led to him lowering his mouth more, licking flat across my cunt.

His hands moved to my lower back, pushing me onto his face while he dipped his tongue into my wet entrance. "Theo-"

I could feel him smirking the second I said his name, but it only made him go deeper. My back arched under his hands and one of the hands holding me up moved to his hair, interlocking with his soft curls.

I think my hand on his head was meant to give me a sense of control, but every move he made was a complete surprise, building up my orgasm even more.

"Theodore... please." I huffed, my body rocking on the unstable table. My whole body trembled in pulses and my heels began digging into his back.

He sucked gently on my clit and pushed his tongue as far as he could into my core, twisting and shooting in and out. I could feel my climax was almost here and I didn't hold back my gasps and moans.

"Theo, I'm gonna-"

He didn't stop, or tell me to wait, or give me permission. He just move his hands back to my shaking thighs, separating my legs even further while he carried on.

"Theo-" I barely managed to whisper before releasing. My body was sensitive but he still carefully licked up my cum, loosening his grip on my thighs. My hand in his hair pulled his face up while I dropped my legs off his shoulders.

He smirked at my rough state while I attempted to catch my breath, coming down from my high. He wiped his lips on his fingers, not speaking a word.

He picked up my tired body and carefully carried me to the bed, kissing across my face while he did it. He left me lying against the pillows while he went to turn off the bright light, leaving on just the small ones either side of the bed, making the room more sensual. The white bed sheets were just as soft as they looked.

My hair pooled around my head and after another few second of collecting myself, I attempted to sit up on my elbows - but I was pushed back down again by Theo.

He sealed my open mouth with his lips, harshly pressing them together before slipping in his tongue. We didn't share any words, just pants and soft moans, but I think we've said enough tonight.

I opened my legs so he could kneel between them, which he quickly did. I moved my hands from his neck down his chest, to his belt. He pulled from the kiss, looking down between us and nodding, stepping off the end of the bed.

I quickly got to my knees at the edge of the bed and he ducked his head to my height, kissing me again while all my fingers moved frantically to undress him.

I reached his belt and brought my attention away from his lips to the buckle. I pulled the black leather from around his waist, dropping it to the floor beside the shirt with a 'clink'. I undid the button and zip, pushing slightly so his trousers would pool at his feet.

I could see the budge through his suit trousers, but it was ever clearer through his thin grey boxers.

He pulled my body closer to his so I could feel his erection against my bare lower stomach and I moved my lips to his neck. I kissed around it until I found his favourite spot, hearing him mutter my name in pleasure.

I moved my lips across to his Adam's apple, licking up his throat before going down. My hands held his shoulders to support myself as I kissed down his abdomen, watching his swollen lips exhale heavily.

My first finger traced a line down the bulge in his boxers before pulling on the elastic, letting his erection spring free and the last of his clothes fall to the floor.

His hands to the top of my head. I sat on my heels and held the base of his cock while I gently licked across his tip, tasting the salty precum.

"You're very quiet tonight..." I hummed on his dick, sitting up a bit while looking at him, waiting for an answer.

"Speechless." He said softly, maintaining eye contact, even though I can tell he wants to look everywhere else.

My hand slowly pumped up and down on his cock, swiping across his tip when I reached it. "That's all you have to say?"

Theo's always had a big mouth, but that's something I've grown to adore, especially when he mutters dirty nonsense into my ears in bed.

"Fuck-" He groaned, looking down at my hands around his erection. "I just don't want- to say the wrong thing."

He seemed embarrassed as he confessed.

"You could never." I reassured him, not changing my pace at all. "I like it when you speak your mind."

"Do you?"

"Mhm. What's on your mind right now?"

"You. Just you. Every fucking part of you."

I blushed with a smile. That's what I wanted to hear. I let go of his dick and grabbed his shoulders pulling him back onto the bed so he lay flat on his back. My leg hooked over one side so I was straddling his thighs.

He sat up properly and grabbed my face, "And how badly I want to fuck those parts."

I tut jokingly like I was scolding him. "I thought we were taking this slow..."

"Do you want to take this slow?"

"I just want you in any way I can have you." My hands lay on his bare chest while I tried to read his rosy face.

"If we're being completely honest - I don't want to take things slow at all."

He seemed surprised by my words and took a second before responding. His hands rested on my lower back and waist, "I just wanted this to be special for you."

"You're sweet." I grinned, sliding a hand behind his neck. "I want this, I need this. I need you."

"I do too." Our eyes burned together like our bare skin did. Our faces were so close, centimetres from a kiss.

"Let's just do it." My forehead tipped off his and I closed my eyes like a little kid about to make a wish.

"Fuck me."