I placed her down and let her close the door but my body pressed hers heavily against it as she turned back around.

My hands grabbed her neck and waist as my lips darted for hers, locking with them and moving slowly but hungrily. I've been so deprived of her today but I'm all about making up for lost time.

"Where's this coming from?"

"I just need you- right now."

I moved my mouth to her neck and lowered my hands to her thighs, lifting her up so she could wrap her legs around my waist.

"It's not jealousy, is it?"

"What do I have to be jealous of?"

I carried her to her bed and lowered her onto it, standing in between her legs as they stayed wrapped around my waist. Feeling her breath against me and the way her body reacts makes me feel on fire.

"I saw the looks you were giving-"

"Don't. Don't say his name, just mine, please." My demanding tone turned more into a plead.

"You're jealous."

"You're teasing."

"Not purposefully."

"But you still are."

"And you aren't?"

"I'm not?" I pulled away and sat down on the bed beside her.

"Katie?"

"What?" I scoffed, "I only spoke to her a couple times because you were off with Matthew."

"So how is me talking to Matt worse than you talking to Katie?"

"Because me and Katie don't go out for ice cream and flirt 24/7."

"But you did fuck all summer."

"We didn't fuck all sum-"

"It's the same Theo, if not worse."

I didn't even think about it like that. Does it piss her off as much as it does me? Wait- she thinks I fucked her??

"We're friends with benefits right?"

"Yeah..?"

"Well we need ground rules now. Are we allowed to talk to other people?"

"Yes."

"Are we allowed to kiss other people?"

"I don't want to."

"Should we have the option? What if you're with Katie and you want to kiss her? Or she kisses you. Is that allowed?"

"Are you using Katie as a metaphor for Matt?"

"Yes or no? Be straight with me now, Theo."

"Can I be selfish and say I don't want you kissing anyone else?"

"So I can't but you can?"

"No- I don't want to kiss anyone else." It slipped out before I could process what I was saying, and I think it took her by surprise.

"Oh..."

"Yeah."

"Okay. You also need to stop eying me like that in school and start talking like we normally would."

"Eying you like what?"

"Like that look you gave me before passing me the note."

"No one was around."

"That's not the point."

"Fine." I placed a hand to my chest. "Swear."

She chuckled softly before turning to me, "we probably shouldn't be doing this everyday."

"Why not?" I smirked jokingly.

"You know why. If we want to stay friends we have to be able to hang out without ripping our clothes off."

"Ok, deal. Does that mean you want to keep your clothes on tonight?"

She glanced across to me and replied by grabbing the hem of her t-shirt and pulling it off, leaving her in that lacy red bra. I smiled at the dark bruises across her breasts.

"Thank fuck." I sighed as I pulled off my sweatshirt. She straddled me and collided our lips, her hands gliding from my neck to my hair to my back.

She began rocking on me slightly as I squeezed her arse. "Take these off, yeah?" She tugged on the waistband of my sweats before climbing off me. I rushed to pull them off and let them drop to the floor.

As soon as I was back on the bed she began to sit on me again. My body tingling the second I felt her against me, and fuck did I want to be inside her right now.

"You're teasing again." I huffed as she rubbed her concealed pussy on the base of my erection.

"Mhm." She breathed, her head flung back and her bottom lip in between her teeth.

"Shit-" I almost roared when she moved closer to my tip, tipping it off her core, "Camila please-" I began moaning in between short kisses as we pulled away and reconnected every few seconds.

I don't know what I was begging for but I just wanted her in anyway I could have her.

I knew my self control wasn't going to last much longer so I gripped her waist and flipped her over so I was on top.

I unclasped her bra and attached my lips to her left breast. My tongue trailed over her nipple as my fingers pinched her other. I left soft pecks on the purple marks on her chest.

"Who gave you these?"

"You did..." she sighed as I continued to play with her nipples.

"Who?"

"Theodore-"

"Mhm." My lips pressed against her leaving kisses down from her breasts to her stomach, keeping my eyes on her expressions as I removed the last of her clothing.

I made it low enough to her cunt and began sucking softly on her entrance. My tongue slipped to tease her clit, swiping across and around it. "God, Theodore-"

I gripped onto her thighs and held them apart as I carried on sucking and licking her pussy, watching the way her mouth formed and 'O' shape and her hair fell across her shoulders. "Yes..."

I began focusing on her clitoris alone, watching the way her face squints and her legs shake.

I got that guilty feeling again the second he mentioned Matt. I thought mentioning Katie would level the playing field, seeing as he hooked up with her. It makes me just hanging out with Matt look acceptable - I haven't even kissed him... yet.

"We're friends with benefits right?"

"Yeah..?"

"Well we need ground rules now. Are we allowed to talk to other people?"

"Yes."

"Are we allowed to kiss other people?" This is the make or break question.

"I don't want to."

"Should we have the option? What if you're with Katie and you want to kiss her? Or she kisses you. Is that allowed?"

"Are you using Katie as a metaphor for Matt?"

He can see right through me but I need to stand my ground.

"Yes or no? Be straight with me now, Theo."

"Can I be selfish and say I don't want you kissing anyone else?"

"So I can't but you can?"

"No- I don't want to kiss anyone else."

"Oh." I wasn't really expecting that, ten minutes ago I thought he still had a thing with Katie.

"Yeah."

I hate to say it but I'm relieved in a way. At least I know he likes whatever we're doing, I just see it as a compliment.

I did plan on staying dressed tonight, maybe watching a movie or something, but I'm in a perfect position right now and I'm going to use it to my favour. The fuck-boy star athlete with girls left, right and centre has taken a pause and is making himself exclusive just for his best friend. I'm just the quiet girl who doesn't pay attention to boys but now it seems I should be, because they're paying attention to me.

Only problem is, I don't know which one I should be giving all my attention to. And I can only divide it for so long.

*

His hands gripped my thighs that were shaking uncontrollably, my climax building up even more as I moaned his name.

"I'm almost there..."

"Good girl." I released on his face as he collected it with his tongue. I carried on moaning as his lips sucked my folds.

He moved back up to meet my lips, slipping his tongue into my mouth so I could taste myself. His erection rubbed off of my thigh, his hand holding him above me as his other pinching on my breast. "Fuck..."

"Mhm." My hand snaked down his chest until it reached his dick, slowly jerking his shaft. He pulled away from our kiss to let out moans, which I swallowed as I pumped his erection faster. "Camila-"

"Do you like that?"

His husky voice and his closed eyes let me know I was doing something right. I rolled us over so he was flat on the bed and carried on jerking his cock.

"Or do you like this?" I perched myself on his thighs and slowed the pumping as I went down on him, licking across his tip.

"Fuck yes just like that..."

My hands worked on the length while my tongue swirled around his tip, slowly sucking on it.

"I'm gonna cum, doll-"

We made eye contact a few times but that just made him moan louder. His legs began to shake under me as I moved my hands to his balls and I slipped him into my mouth, hollowing my cheeks.

"I'm coming babe-" his warm cum shot down my throat, some of it dripping down my chin.

"That was amazing."

"Mmm." I agreed, wiping my face with the back of my hand whiles crawling up to lay beside him.

My hair fell over his face and he chuckled as he brushed it off, tucking it behind my ear. His eyes met my lips and he cupped my cheek and brought his lips to mine.

I often wonder if there more to it when he kisses me like this. It's the same kiss I get after sucking him off and I'm pretty sure there must be something behind it.

"Thanks."

"You too."

We lay silently after the kiss ended, sharing a few glances and smirks but not daring to speak.

"I don't really want to go home tonight, can I sleep here? I'll take the sofa if Zoe's going to be here."

"Sure. You can sleep in my bed you know, we've always done that, Zoe doesn't mind."

"Thank you."

"Do you want to talk about it?" I rolled onto my stomach and looked up at him.

He sighed and proper himself up on a pillow, "Mom officially moved out."

"Oh shit- I'm sorry. Has she moved far?"

"Nah about twenty minutes away apparently. She's even got a spare room if I want to go visit."

"Do you think you will?"

"Maybe, I don't know."

"How are you feeling?"

"I don't know. I was expecting it so..."

"You're allowed to be upset about it."

"Mhm." He nodded the conversation away, shutting it down as he played with the pom pom on the corner of a cushion.

"Hot chocolate?"

He nodded once more, this time with a smile across his face.