Guilty is the only word I can use to describe how I feel right now. Matt's being nothing but nice to me, complimenting and hardcore flirting with me while I'm thinking about Theo.

Volleyball was an escape from the drama. Although I don't know what went down with Katie and Theodore, she's one of the best on the team and we get along great.

She claims I should be team captain this year but I don't think I can compare to her, or step up to the title, I just play for fun.

I was only waiting for a minute before Theodore came out, wearing one of the tightest t-shirts possible, and it was white, showing his toned stomach and biceps.

"Did you have to borrow a shirt off a freshman?"

"Shut up. I forgot my gear and this was all that was in my locker."

We dumped our bags into the trunk and I climbed into the passenger seat.

"Terrible excuse."

"How was volleyball?"

"Good, there's a few new girls trying out at the moment."

"Same with basketball, boys I mean."

I want to ask him about everything. About us, his advice on the Matt situation, and what happens now. But I can't physically form the words. So of course, I sat silently as we drove out of the school parking lot.

Theo rolled down the windows, letting a cool breeze hit my face as he turned on the radio.

"Do you want to come to mine?"

"I might go get a shower and get changed first."

"You can shower at mine."

Here it comes, the debate until he gets his own way.

I rolled my eyes, "You can shower at yours, I'll shower at mine and then I'll come over, promise."

"Fine."

I rushed into the house, briefly saying 'hi' to Zoe who was texting someone on the sofa when I got in. I dropped my bags and went straight to the bathroom and turned on the water to heat up as I grabbed towels.

I wrapped my hair in a bun as I stepped into the shower, rubbing soap all over my body.

I dried and got changed, making sure to put a matching underwear set on, just in case.

"Hey, missy." Zoe knocked on my door, "how was school?"

"It was good, I've got a lot of classes with Theo, I'm actually going to go over to his for a little while."

"Mhm... and Matt?"

"I've got classes with him too."

"Ooh, is this a love triangle?"

"No! Get that idea out of your head please."

"Ok, ok. How was volleyball?"

"Good, we just did drilled and introduced the new people."

She got off my back and left my room, "tell Theo I said hey."

"Will do."

I took my uniform out of my bag and grabbed my phone before heading downstairs and out to Theo's.

The door was unlocked so I shouted before going upstairs to his room, "Hey?"

"Hey, I'm upstairs."

He was lay on his bed when I came in so I lay down beside him. "How was you shower?"

"Good, yours?"

"Good."

You could cut the tension with a knife so I grew a pair of balls and decided to speak first.

"We should probably talk about it shouldn't we?"

"Yeah..."

"What do you think or have to say or..?"

"I think... it was fun. It was good. And it wasn't awkward after."

"What are you saying?"

"Why haven't we tried it before? Why shouldn't we do it again? It's just as friends for fun, if you want."

"So like, friends with benefits?"

"I'm surprised you know what that is."

"Shut up."

"I'm just saying, we're both getting older now and want to try things out. I trust you more than myself so it would just make sense to try them with you first. Just like hot chocolate. So would you be down?"

"No strings, no awkwardness, we're the exact same, still best friends."

"Deal. Is there anything you want to try?"

"Everything, but not all in one go. We can just start and see where we end up."

"Ok..."

"Ok..."

"Just like hot chocolate..."

"Hot chocolate."

His arm reached for my cheek as my lips reached for his, pulling them into my grasp and kissing him smoothly.

"Hot... fucking... chocolate."

His other hands roamed my body as we swallow each other's breath.

We moved faster than before, more passionate and heavy as he climbed over me, pinning my hands to the bed as he continued to kiss me. He sucked on my bottom lip before biting hard enough to draw blood. His erection rubbed my hungry core, heavily grinding against me. I hummed in pleasure as he kissed down to my neck.

"What do you want to do today?"

"Touch me again... please..."

"I like it when you beg, you're never this decisive."

"I know what I want now."

I may be lying slightly, I still don't know where my mind and heart lie, but right now my cunt lays in his possession.

"And I promise to return the favour."

"That's what I like to hear. Get undressed."

He climbed off me and pulled off his t-shirt as I got off the bed.

I stripped off and stood before him in just my underwear, a soft blue with lace decorating around my cleavage.

"My eyes are up here Theo." I smirked as he blatantly stared at my body.

He gave me a chuckle as he slipped off his sweatpants. I crawled back onto the bed and sat on his erection, rocking on it as he stared up at me, his lip in between his teeth and his hands gripping my waist. "You're going to make me cum in my boxers babe-"

"I'd rather you came in my throat."

"Fuck, Cami." He chuckled, sitting forward and attached his lips to mine. He sucked on my bottom lip and my hands glided from his back to his neck and cheek. His tongue slipped into my mouth and his hands squeezed my ass. "Have I ever told you how fucking hot you are?"

"Briefly, but you can say it again."

"So fucking sexy." His hand moved to my back and unclasped my bra. I let it slip off my shoulders and he firmly gripped my thighs as he looked up at me and brought his mouth to my breasts.

I watched as he used the flat of his tongue to lick my hard nipples, one at a time before sucking on the skin in between.

"Ah." I moaned, breaking the eye contact as my eyes rolled to the back of my head. His lips and teeth left red marks in their path, bound to bruise. My back arched and I rocked back and forth on his boner.

His tongue trailed down the valley of my breasts, "Lie down for me."

I climbed off him and lay on my back as he positioned himself in between my spread legs. "Do you have anything you need to tell me?"

"No..."

"Don't lie to me." His voice became more demanding, "Where'd you go last night?"

"To get ice cream..." my breath shook weakly under his grasp.

"With who?"

"Maybe I went by myself." I lied, ignoring the question.

It completely backfired as his hand slid onto my neck. "Matthew-" I sighed almost silently.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I was going to- it was last minute."

"Did he touch you?"

"No..."

"So he didn't lay a finger on you all evening?"

I could barely breathe under him and I knew I couldn't lie. "He did."

"Where?"

"Why does it matter?"

"Because I want to show you that you don't need him to touch you, because I can do it better."

Here we go. Theodore and his stubborn desire to be the best.

"My cheek and my thigh, that's all."

"Did he kiss you?"

"Why does it matter?"

His edged his face even closer until I could feel his breath against my lips just like Matt did.

One hand gripped my thigh as his hand moved from my neck to my cheek, holding it as he stared at me.

"Did you kiss him with the same lips that sucked my cock only a couple hours before?"

"Almost."

"What stopped you?"

"A phone call."

A smirk coated his face and I put two and two together. "It was you."

"Sorry about that." He stroked his thumb across my cheek, "I lost my chain at the site."

"This one here?" I reached for the silver chain around his neck that likes to dangle in my face.

"Ah!" He fake gasped, "found it."

"Fuck you." I scoffed.

"You weren't really going to kiss him, were you?"

"Maybe I was."

"Mhm Mhm." He shook his head. "He'll never make you feel as good as I do."

"I don't know... he really turned me on..." I dug at him.

"No he didn't."

"How would you know?"

"You wouldn't be underneath me right now if he did."

"If we weren't interrupted I might've been underneath him instead."

I regretted those words the second they left my mouth, praying he thought I was joking, even though I don't think I was.

"But he could never do this..." he pulled me in by my cheek, closing the gap as he slipped his tongue into my mouth. "I'd never let a notification interrupt us."

I wrapped my legs around his waist and he began rubbing his erection onto my pussy through the fabric.

I moaned softly into his mouth, "Please."

"I don't know if you've been good enough.. if you deserve it..."

"I have- I will, let me show you." I grabbed his shoulders and pushed him over so I was on top, sitting on his hard cock. I kneed my breasts in my hands and ground my hips in circles.

"First blue balls and now making me cum in my pants..." he scoffed as his breath unsteadied and his fingertips dug into the sides of my thighs.

"There's an easy solution to both of those." I slid off him, pulling off his boxers slowly, allowing his erection to spring free.

I licked his tip and watched as he bit his bottom lip, his eyes struggling to stay open.

I sat over his leg and went down on his cock, slipping it in and out of my mouth.

"God Camila-"

His hips started to thrust and I used that to push him further down my throat. "Mhm."

Saliva began dripping down my chin but seeing the way it made him feel was enough to keep me going. I hollowed my cheeks and sucked harder, bobbing my head and swirling my tongue.

"Fuck- yeah just like that doll, I'm almost there..."

"I'm coming Cam-" I sped up and he released his hot seed down my throat. "God I- that was so good."

I swallowed it all and he pulled out of my mouth. He sat up and grabbed my neck, pulling me down to kiss him again. I fell onto his bare chest but he flipped us over positioned himself over me. It was such a simple kiss, lustful yet smooth, like he was saying 'thank you', or something.

"Maybe you do deserve it after all." His fingers slipped into my panties and began rubbing my pussy, inching closer until he reached my clit and then swirling it in his fingers.

"Fuck Theo, yes..." a tingling sensation shot through my body and I could feel my climax building up already.

"Do you prefer when I use my fingers or my tongue."

"Either... both..."

"As you wish."

His mouth slowly trailed down my body, exhaling on my neck, to my collarbone, lingering at my breasts and to my stomach. I lifted my hips and he used his mouth to remove the last of my clothing and lowered himself before licking straight down my slit.

"Ah-"

He sucked gently on my lips as his fingers teased my core.

He gripped my thighs to separate them as he pressed the flat of his tongue to my clit. "Shit-"

"You like that?"

"Mhm-" I hummed, barely able to process words. I glanced down to see his head bobbing, his tongue flicking across my sensitive clit.

"Keep you legs spread for me." I widened my legs and shut my eyes as he slipped a finger inside of me. The way I'm moaning his name must be boosting his ego so much but I don't care about that right now.

"Theodore..."

"Yeah, baby?"

"Harder-"

He added another finger to my pussy and pushed then further, before pulling them almost completely out and pumping back in. His fingers gained rhythm and his thumb began touching my clit again which almost sent me over the edge.

"I'm gonna cum..."

After a couple of pumps I released all over his hands. He dipped his head and licked me clean before climbing back up to meet me. He held his fingers up for me to lick but instead I pressed them to his lips, wiping my juices on his lips before I sucked it off them.

"Thanks, I needed that." I smirked as we pulled away.

"You needed that? Do you know how many boners I've had today?"

"Enlighten me."

"Too many for a day at school."

We lay naked on his bed, joking about what we're doing. "You do know this is a terrible idea, what if someone catches us? How do we explain it."

"Relax, no one will know. We're just two kids doing field research on the human anatomy."

"You're literally teaching me how to masturbate and give head."

"I don't need to teach you, you're fucking good at it."

"You're just saying that."

"I'm not, you're the best head I've ever gotten." He turned and gave me a wink and I gave him a pathetic slap on the cheek in return.

"You're the best I've had too... oh wait-"

"Shut up." He laughed, "it's nice knowing I've got no competition for you to compare me to."

"Yeah, yeah, ok I'm gonna go home now."

"Not yet." He whined, "sleep over?"

"It's Monday, we have school tomorrow."

"So? We go to the same school, I can give you a ride."

"I don't have my books or uniform."

"Go get everything you need now. Becca left half her hair and makeup stuff here if you need anything, my parents aren't home and I'll make us breakfast."

"Ugh you're so-"

"So what?" He gave me a smile.

"You always get your own way."

"I do." He grinned, "I'll make hot chocolate while you're gone."

"Fine." I got up and slipped on my underwear as he lay watching me.

What am I doing?