"Did I look cool?" she asks me. "Ofcourse you did. You always do." I say, but the last part under my breath. "I heard that." she says amused.

Here I am laying in my bed only thinking about her and what just happened. Was she flirting with me? Or was that just my imagination.. I find myself staring at the butterfly ring she gave me again. It's so beautiful. Knowing that I don't have to wake up early since it's Saturday tomorrow, I fall asleep peacefully.

Looking at my phone, 14:34 pm.. I wasn't joking when I thought I was gonna sleep in. I must be tired from not getting rest at night for a week.

I wake up when my alarm goes off. School... I hate Mondays. I groan, being tired from sleeping too much this time.

I walk onto the school grounds, starting a new school week. When somebody pulls me back. I get scared but that feeling quickly disappears when I see who's standing in front of me. Ashlyn. "You scared me." I say, rolling my eyes. "I know, but let me do this real quick." she says in a hurry. Probably because the bell can ring any minute now. I see her pull something out of her pocket, the eye pencil she used on me on Friday. "Very smart you took it out of your bag already, otherwise we would have been here for a long time." is all I say. She huffs and starts putting the eye pencil on my eyes just like she did on Friday night. Every time she touches my skin, I get shivers. Shivers I've never had before. I get them even when she's just close to me or when she looks me in my eyes. "All done." she says proud of what she did. Which snaps me out of my daydream. "Thanks." I tell her with a smile. "How do I look?" I add. "Hot." she says before walking away leaving me standing there. Wow.

Coming home, I notice my dad isn't home again. So I decide on blasting music very loud. I run up the stairs. And grab my laptop, and put on music as loud as possible. Hearing a song I know by heart, my body starts to jump with it. Since I met her, I've been living more. Having more fun.

As I've been doing for the past week at night, I decide to go to the skatepark. Taking my guitar with me again.

For the first time I arrive at the skatepark while Ashlyn is skating and not sitting on her skateboard with a cigarette in her hand. I wait and just watch her. Until she stops to drink some water. "That looked very cool." She looks my way, "But I always do, remember?" I grin at her words. "Yes, you do." I roll my eyes. "What are you still doing there? Come here." she says. I smile and walk her way, put my guitar down and sit next to her on the skateboard. "So I missed you here on the weekend." she looks at me. "You know I'm human right? And that humans need sleep?" I question her. She grins. She grabs the package of cigarettes that was on the ground. I guess she smoked before I came here as well since she otherwise would have been searching for the package in her bag. She lights it and breathes the toxic air in. "You want?" she asks me talking about the cigarette. I hum, so she hands me the cigarette. I never thought smoking would feel comforting. But it does so I take a hit from the cigarette in between my fingers.

"So I heard some rumors about you.." she starts. "Tell me." I say curious as to what she's heard about me. "That you're a lesbian." she tells me. I think for a second before I say. "That's a true rumor for once." I tell her honestly. "Good." she says with a grin on her face. "What's that supposed to mean?" "Just good." she grins. I hum. It's quiet for some time when I hear her voice singing along to the music. I look at her with a smile, I didn't know she could sing. Her voice sounds very delicate. "Wait." I say when I think of something. I grab her phone that is laying on the ground and press pause. I grab the guitar I decided to bring out of the case and put it on my lap. I play the familiar tune that I know we both like. And as I expected and what my intention was she starts to sing along as soon as she recognizes the song I'm playing. Her voice is angelic. I look at her while she's singing. She has her eyes closed while passionately singing the song I'm playing on the guitar.

The song now coming to an end, "Wow Ashlyn... your voice is absolutely gorgeous." She smiles, "Thank you."

It's 3 am now and we are still sitting here, with the music in the background. I feel her staring at me. Do I turn my head towards her or just pretend like I'm not seeing it? Without thinking I turn my head to her and she's closer than I remember her being. I feel her breathe on my lips. Her eyes are switching between my eyes and lips and I can't decide where I like her eyes better. She snaps out of it, "Fuck. I'm sorry, that shouldn't have happened." she says mad at herself. "Don't say sorry, it's okay." I try to calm her down. "No, it's not Tory." she huffs. "This shouldn't have happened okay. And it shouldn't happen again." "Ashlyn.." I reach out. "Just stop it Tory. I don't like you and I never will, so stop it!" she snaps. Which shocks me, yes she's been mean and cold before but she's never been mad at me. There's a silence hanging over us, not a comfortable one this time. Tears threatening to come out of my eyes. I break the silence by getting up. "See you at school Ashlyn." And with that I walk away.