I looked over at Stacey and she clearly had no idea of who it can be at the midnight. Maybe some friends? But I don't have many friends here. Maybe Sasha?

Not to my surprise, it was Sasha. She hugged me as soon as I opened the door to lead me to dement for a start till I hugged her back. I introduced her to Stacey and vice-versa.

She handed me some paperbags yelling, "happy birthday", constantly giggling. "Aww.. you don't have to!" She leaned in closer, "the brown one is from for your boyfriend, he literally ate my head to reach on time" she whispered into my ear. Her warm breath hitting my ear had this little ticklish feeling but she was absolutely able to make me blush at her words, and I knew it.

Sasha went on, going to Stacey praising the little cake she had prepared for me. I was quick to slip out of their sight, eagerness creeping over me like a hungry monster, controlling my movements. I just hope it's not something expensive, or I would have to return it, when he would seriously hate it. Tearing out the gift wrap like a baby, I finally held the box and opened it.

It was all things, one needs for a proper sleep. Essential oils, lavender pillow and a bath bomb. I never knew my emotions were so frozen until he melted it making me feel - loved.

Never did I think I'd be in a relationship like the one I'm in now. Everyday he reminds me of my worth and supports me on my bad mental health days instead of making me feel guilty for it. Honestly, you will never be too much for someone who can't get enough of you.

I picked up the little pillow, inhaling its flowery scent, it reminded me of him asking which is silent in scent, the 'c' or the 's', and I giggled unknowingly, loving the way I was feeling, like my stomach just took a flip.

A little letter was placed under the pillow, I opened it gently, with no aggression.

"So.. Um.. I know this is no way starting a letter but you're just so cute.

I mean like just not your looks are cute

but your personality too. The things you say are cute. Your voice is so cute. Your smile is so cute. How you talk to me is so cute. I like talking to you. I really really like it. I like how I can call you in the middle of the night and talk till one of us falls asleep. Even though you can be really weird sometimes I still

like that. I like you and just you.

You make the small moments special. Life's not always going to be full of heart-throbbing thrills and non-stop adventure, but when it slows down, I'll know I can sit with you, speak with you, or hold you in these hands, and still feel like I'm going 1000 miles an hour.

You have this extraordinary energy about you that consumes and calms me all at once. And the way you dismantle my defences and challenge me at every turn helps me to become a stronger and more passionate person. I feel capable of anything around you

- you bring out my best self.

And to be very honest, at the beginning when we became friends, I promised myself I would never fall for you. But, it was 4 in the morning and we were laughing way too hard, I was happy the first time in a long while and I knew I screwed up.

And just because I dont say it very often, maybe because I am too shy. I love you. I really do. You're it. You're my person. So. Happy birthday to my human."

My smile was so broad that it pained by cheeks but I had no intention of repealing back my curved lips. Sunshine flooded my soul, had I ever been happier in my life? Its so hard to put it in words because I love him in words, I have never loved anyone before.

10th September, 12:56 AM

Prince Charming

Me:

Tae...

😭😭

Prince Charming:

Wait. What happened?

Incoming call : Prince Charming

Accept / Decline

Prince Charming:

Why are you declining my

call??

Me:

Stacey is sleeping

Prince Charming:

Tell me what happened??

Me:

My stomach..

Prince Charming:

Its paining?

Be clear please.

Its stressing me out!

Me:

It has too much butterflies

I think its gonna explode.

Prince Charming:

Why am I even dating you?!

Me:

*Inserts pic of his letter*

I think this is the reason 😁

Prince Charming:

Me:

Wait. Lemme go to the terrace.

I'll call you.

Prince Charming:

Oohkay 😁😁

Call Prince Charming?

Yes / No

[Hello?]

[Hiii!]

[Thank you so much]

[Happy Birthday!]

[I don't know how to express

my love for you like you do.

Sometimes I wonder how

someone like me can deserve

someone like you. I

wonder because I'm this

mess of a human being, I'm a

disaster and you're this beautiful person with this lovely smile

and a million of unravel stories while I'm just this closed book you decided to open and discover. And it scares

me, to how much I love you.

And how bad I am at expressing it..]

[Ya! Why are you being like

this all of a sudden?

That too on your birthday.]

[I don't know. I just feel like

telling you... I may not be

that poetic or deep in thoughts.

Nor that I have those beautiful

words... But still I want to tell

you how you're special to me.

You're the only one who I

wouldn't mind losing sleep for,

the only one who I can never

get tired of talking to, and the

only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day.

You're the only one who can

make me smile without trying,

bring up my mood without the intention to and affect my emotions with every action of yours. I can't explain with just words how much you mean to me, but you're the only one I'm afraid of losing and the one I want to keep in my life.]

[And you say, you're bad at

words?]

[Yeah. I am.]

[But seriously, why are you so

insecure about yourself?]

[Maybe because I am ugly?]

[And I am pregnant]

[What?]

[I thought we both were stating

things that aren't possible]

And there goes the swarm of butterflies in my stomach. And it ain't stopping anytime soon. Get back to yourself Kaylie!!

[I think u really love being

pregnant, huh? Even when

you were drunk, you said

you were pregnant.

BAHAHAHHA ]

[N-no.. it was just..]

[BAHAHAHAHA]

[Will you just SHUT UP?]

[Not anytime soon Haha]

[Then, bye]

[Ok ok sorry, I'll not- Hahaha]

[I'm ending the call]

[Sorry. *muffled laughs*

This is not even that funny,

idk why I can't control

my laughter. ]

[*Giggles* its okay]

And yet, we conversed till the tiny pinpricks of light disappeared in the light blue and a crimson hue starting from the east filled the sky.

10th September, 8:30 AM

Dad

Dad:

Idk if I still have the right.

But, happy birthday my

child

Me:

Thank you

Fanboy

Me:

Thank you for this

beautiful gift ma bitch.

I'll use this diary well

☺️💜💜

Fanboy:

I thought you could to the

study a bit.

So. I gifted u this.

Me:

😑😑

Fanboy:

Bye I have work unlike you

Me:

Ass

10th September, 4:00 PM

Jamless Jimin

Jamless Jimin:

Why was I unaware that its

your bday?

I just came to know.

Me:

Haha.

No problem.

Jamless Jimin:

You could have just told me.

Me:

Like..

Hey!! Jimin. Its my bday

today, wish me!!

Like that? 😂

Jamless Jimin:

No. I mean if he wouldn't

tell me, I would not have known

Me:

Come on dont sulk

Jamless Jimin:

Yeah 😗

Me:

Now..

Jamless Jimin:

Now?

Me:

WISH ME!!

Jamless Jimin:

Happy Birthday 🎂🎉

Me:

😑😑

Thanks btw

Jamless Jimin:

😁

13th October, 2:00 AM (12:00 AM in Seoul)

Jamless Jimin

Me:

Happy birthday Jimin!!

Party!!!! 🎉🎉

Jamless Jimin:

😂😂

Come here, I'll give you

your PARTY

Me:

I would come but something

is pestering me here.

Jamless Jimin:

And what's that?

Me:

My bank balance 😭

Jamless Jimin:

😂😂

So. Where's my bday gift?

Me:

Jamless Jimin:

What a miser 😤

Me:

Eeeee😬😬

Jamless Jimin:

I need new friends.

Me:

Go ahead

Jamless Jimin:

Any advice for a single friend

on his birthday?

Me:

If u see any couple on the way,

look at them and shout

"Why did you did this to me!

Why did you lie to me"

Frown a little and run away

and then ENJOY!!

Jamless Jimin:

That's why we're friends.

Seems so funn

Me:

Jamless Jimin:

I'll try this and get back to you.

Me:

If possible make a video.

Jamless Jimin:

No I cannot, I am sneaking out

without informing today.

Me:

Someone's gonna have a

bop day!!

Jamless Jimin:

😁😁

Byee

Me:

Byes

(A/N: Sorry for disappointing all expecting Tae. But, lets be real, he is shooting and has his work, it's practically impossible for him to be here. And Happy Jiminie day 🥳)