Handsome Scholar

11th July, 4:00 PM

Me:

Am I seeing this right?

Tae!!! Your song is on

Billboard top 10 this week

Handsome Scholar:

Haha yes 🤭🤭

Me:

OH MY GAWD!

CONGRATULATIONS

Handsome Scholar:

Thank you 💕💕

Me:

Should I just burn fireworks

today??

I'll have a treat today!

Wait! I'll make a feast.

Better still, let me donate something

to the orphanage.

Handsome Scholar:

Woah woah. Calm down.

Me:

How can I?

Handsome Scholar:

Me:

Awww 💕💜

Handsome Scholar:

So, what are you doing?

Me:

Thinking what I should do to celebrate.

Handsome Scholar:

Just STUDY!! YOU HAVE YOUR

EXAM DAY AFTER TOMORROW.

Me:

Oh yes, I forgot in the bliss.

Handsome Scholar:

Me:

😅😅

Handsome Scholar:

So, how's your prep?

Me:

Idk, I'm doing my best.

I am not going for my

jobs for this time so i

can concentrate.

Handsome Scholar:

I'm positive for the results.

Me:

Lets see... I'm not that confident

Handsome Scholar:

Why are u suddenly negative?

Me:

Let me ask you something.

Handsome Scholar:

Ofc

Me:

My dad is asking me to move

back with him. Should I?

Handsome Scholar:

Its not upto me, its your decision.

Me:

I cannot make one.

I can't forget all this and move

on. Thats practically impossible.

But at the same time, I feel that

life's giving me a chance to have

a family once again...

Handsome Scholar:

Forget it

Me:

What?

Handsome Scholar:

Just forget about it for now.

Focus on your exam rn.

We'll think of this later on.

Me:

Suggestion accepted. 😌

Change Handsome Scholar to Taebae?

Yes / No

12th July, 10:40 PM

Taebae

Taebae:

All the best for tomorrow.

I know you can do it!

Me:

Thks

*Thaks

**Thnka

***Thans

****Thanks

Taebae:

Woah!!

U scared?

Me:

I love how you state the obvious with a sense of dicovery

*Discovery

Taebae:

😑😑

Just take a deep breath.

Me:

TAKE A DEEP BREATH? I feel

like the world's gonna end.

TAEHYUNG'S POV

11:45 PM

Call Kaylie?

Yes / No

[Ya, calm down, its just anxiety]

[Ya. I think the same]

[Wait. Did you just agreed with me]

[Oh. I wish I could just take-]

[Nope. You said that. No take backs]

[*Sighs*]

[Are you really that scared?]

[No. I love showing people how weak I am]

[Literally all you had to say was yes. I think u should sleep]

[I can't]

[What if you slept in the paper?]

[Fuck! I didn't think bout that]

[Its o-]

[Fuck fuck, oh my god bull shit

how will I sleep now. I know I won't

be able to. What if I really slept during the exam? No no no]

[Calm down ]

[No no no. That cannot happen to me. But all bad things are destined to become reality with me. I can't trust my luck. Crap!!! *heavy breathing*]

[Kaylie, look don't panick]

[If I don't pass this exam. I have no other option. Oh crap what should I do now? I done for-]

[Will you shut up?]

[Fuck fuck fuck... *Heavy breathing* ]

Call ended.

Call Kaylie?

Yes / No

"The number you are trying to reach is not answering"

Call Sasha?

Yes / No

[Hello?]

[Can you please check on Kaylie?]

[She just went into her room after dinner. She's fine]

[No. Please just check on her again]

[*Sigh* okay]

[Thanks]

[*Door opening screech* Kayli-

Are you okay?

I'll call you later]

[Wait. What happened?]

[I'll call u just wait]

Call Ended

12: 23 PM

Incoming call : Sasha

Accept / Decline

[Yes?]

[She had a little panick attack]

[What? How's she now?]

[I made her sleep. She usually isn't like that, I think she has too much at stake.]

[Hmm]

[By the way, I wanted to ask you something if you don't mind]

[Sure]

[Are you two really dating?]

[Yes]

[No. I mean do you really love her? Look, don't get me wrong. I know you are a superstar and even such that its its your first try at love, I don't know what if it is infatuation?]

[No its no-]

[What she needs right now is something real and not someone's mistake. It isn't that late, why don't you try to confirm if its really love? The euphoria of love and infatuation are the same, so its quite easy not to see the murky line between them. So, tell me do you really love her]

Her words were crystal clear, ringing in my head as if stuck there. I don't know what love is, nor do I know what is infatuation. These are just words for me whose difference I am not aware of. What if one I day, I wake up feeling nothing? What if I break her heart once more when its already scarred? The questions in my brain sets daggers in my heart leaving me unaware with my own thoughts.

[Umm... I-]

[Confused now? Take your time, think bout it. Bye]

Call ended.