"J-jimin"

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"Woah you know hi-" blinks stops in the midway when his phone starts ringing

"Ohhhh shit... You two wait here..lemme just pick up my dad's call" He speaks and goes to some other place to attend the phone

You raise your gaze and make eye contact with him

Same eyes, the same nose but his hair color has changed and he looks a bit tall too.

he doesn't change much

For a second you thought that you are back in time

You blink your eyes two or three times and stand on your feet

You don't want to talk to him and neither you want to listen to his voice again that's why you turn behind and try to quickly go to where Jackson was

But before that, he back hugs

And for a second you feel that you forget to breathe and your heart stops beating, everything around you stops and You feel some moistness on your bare shoulder and that were his tears

You could feel his warm breath on your crook. His hands were tightly tied around your waist.

Tears start coming from your eyes and you start taking long breaths.

Both of you were not speaking, but both of you could hear each other's heartbeat and could feel each other's breath

After so many days jimin once again hugs you and he is getting a strange emotion

Both of you want to say a lot but are not able to say anything, you also want to remove his hands from you but are not able to remove it

You close your eyes tightly and take your lower lip between your teeth and try to move his hands from your waist

"Leave" you whispered making him tighten his grip around your waist

"No," he says and finally you hear his voice after so many days

This is the voice that made many promises to you and it is the exact voice that broke all those promises

How easy was it for him to break all the promises and leave you for someone else

This is the same person who once told you that he loves you the most in the world but this is the same thing he said for someone else too

The dream world you wanted to settle with him The same dream world he wanted to settle with someone else

"Jimin leave, "you mumble and try your best not to cry

But he doesn't answer and his face was still on your crook

You start moving and try your best to take his hands off your waist

you didn't want him to touch you

And finally, success touches you and you take his hands off your waist

you were about to leave but he grips your arms harshly and yanks you towards him

And after a long time, both of you were looking at each other so closely, his eyes were not rising from your face

He then pulls you closer to him and now there was no space between you two, you put both your hands on his chest and tried to push him

You were not looking at his face but you could feel his strong gazes on you

Only you know how badly you are fighting with your tears

You do not want to break in front of him, you are already Moved on but it's not that easy to forget your first love with whom you had shared lots of things

No matter how much we run away from our past, it will take us in its grip at some point or the other

"What you want" you whispered while still looking everywhere but not at him

"You" your eyes widen when you heard him and then you flickered your gaze towards him

"Huuuu?" You let out confusingly not believing what he just said now

He held your waist tightly with one hand and kept his other hand softly on your cheek.

And his breathing hitched when he touched you

You try to take his hand away from your cheeks but he was not taking his hand off your cheeks

"What're you doing jimin, leave I've to go," you said in an irritated tone and started pushing him

And then he gets frustrated after seeing all these actions of yours and he pushes you harshly and your back hits hard against the wall and then he pins both your hands with his one hand

"where were you?" He asked while clenching his jaw

"Leave" you ignored his question straightly

"I SAID WHERE WERE YOU" he shouted and you flinch badly and he feel guilty shouting at you

"Why do you care huu?" You said while looking at his eyes

"I'm getting late let me go" you added

He knitted his eyebrows

"Because I FUCKING CARE FOR YOU Y/N," he said emphasizing every word except the first one

Tears started falling from your eyes

"If you had the care of me, we probably would not have stood in front of each other in this way today" you spat

And he feels a sudden pain in his heart listening to your words

"L-lov-" you cut him off

"We're already over so don't use that word which means nothing just like our relation today," you said

He was dying from inside while listening to your every word

"W-we c-can again start love," he said while fighting with his tears

"I don't want to start anything again just let me go I'm getting late," you said while not caring about his tears

"WHY YOU'RE NOT FUCKING UNDERSTANDING ME" he again shouted while clenching his jaw

His eyes were getting dark and his veins pushing out of his neck

And once again you try to get your hand out of his hands that but his other hand which was free grasp your waist and pulls you towards him

"Leave" you again whispered and he gritted his teeth and smashed his lips directly to yours without caring about consent

And it was the first time both of you were making lip to lips contact

You were trying to get rid of your lips from between his teeth, but it was of no use, it was hurting you only

His hand which was on your waist moved inside your crop-top hoodie, making contact with your bare skin

He was feeling euphoria

He had never touched you in this way, but when he touched that strange sensation started happening in his body which was giving him a lot of pleasure

You were slowly getting out of breathe but he was in his world

He was sucking your bottom lips and his hands were going up with each passing second

He opened his eyes and look at you

He was stunned by your beauty

Your eyes were half-closed and your face was lightly red

And then realization hit him hard and he broke the kiss and connected his forehead with yours

You both were breathing heavily especially you

Your chest was keep going up and down, you again look at his face and tears started falling from your eyes

"I hate you" you whispered

And he smirks at you

"I LOVE YOU TOO LOVE" jimin whispered

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Tbc~

And yes, I am going to have summer vacation in a few days, so I will try to update a little sooner + long chapters

Love you all💜💙💜💙