Dear diary,

Everything is going according to my plan, it is happening as I thought, now I have to make jungkook hate y/n more

1 month ago when I came to know that Jungkook is after a girl, I got very angry that's why I asked some of my special people to get information about that girl and when I Got information about that girl ground slipped under my feet

That girl was the one my father left

For a few years, my parent's relationship is not good, they quarrel every day, even my father had said that I wish I had not left my first family

And he had also mentioned y/n many times and when I came to know that he was looking for her, my anger was in the seventh sky

I did not want my father to leave me, that's why I have to do all this and talk about jungkook, I feel somewhere that he has got the feeling for that girl but I have to erase his feeling immediately

That's why I started telling many bad things about y/n to jungkook but he didn't believe me at all so I had to do that rooftop drama

But I will have to make some effort to get that girl out of the university, if I do not do this, then my father will come to know about that girl someday

And I absolutely don't want my dad to leave me for that girl

*A/n pov*

After writing all this in her diary, she puts her pencil on the table and closes her diary, yes whatever happens with Lisa, she always writes all these things in her diary

She gets up from her study table and goes to sleep in her bed

*Meanwhile you *

You were watching the view outside the window of your hostel room, the cold air was coming into your room which was giving you great comfort

The light of the moon was telling you that you are not alone in this darkness and next to it small shining stars were encouraging you

you close your eyes and try to feel the things around you

Whatever happened to you today in the university you did not want to think about all those things

But that boy NamJoon you met today was still on your mind

He left a big question box on his way and took the key with him.

you touch your cheeks with your fingers where that guy kissed you

A little smile comes on your face but it doesn't last long

You know that the days ahead of the university are going to be hell for you. When you were in school, many children had abused you, but then you had friends of your orphanage with you but today you are alone

Sofia is with you but you don't want to put her in danger

You have to fight all these things alone as always

But we can't fight forever in our life and when you get tired a voice comes from inside you which will automatically tell you that you should stop now and leave all these things behind

"I wish I could disappear," you said

you close your window and go to your bed and lie down

You close your eyes and try to sleep but you were repeatedly turning sides and you could not even sleep

but after a few minutes, you finally fall asleep

*Meanwhile jungkook*

Jungkook was sitting on the balcony of his room with a bottle of wine in his left hand and some photos in the other

He takes a sip from his bottle and then looks at that photo

He was thinking of burning that photo but his hands were not supporting him.

"Why y/n Do you enjoy playing with the feelings of others?" He said

"Lisa was right that you are trapping me in your trap for my money" he uttered

"And when you thought Lisa would take me away from you, you abused her," he said

He starts drinking all the wine from the bottle at once looking at your photo

A drop of tear falls from the corner of his eyes touching his cheeks

After spending a month with you Jungkook know that you are very beautiful from inside as well as from outside

But whatever you did to Lisa today, jungkook's faith in you has been broken.

When jungkook was young, his mother had died in a car accident, then jungkook had become very lonely, he was always silent and wandering in his thoughts, his father could not pay so much attention to him because he was always busy with his business.

Jungkook did not even talk to anyone but all this changed when little Lisa came into his life, little Iisa made Jungkook his friend and they both always started playing together

Lisa was the daughter of jungkook's father's friend and both jungkook's father and Lisa's father were business partners

Iisa also had an elder brother but he was completing his studies in foreign countries.

Jungkook always considered Lisa as his special and dearest friend who helped him a lot in his dark times but Iisa never considered Jungkook as her friend, she considered jungkook more than a friend

Jungkook always tries not to bring even a tear to Lisa's eyes, but seeing what you did to Iisa today, jungkook's soft corner for you is completely over

You were the first girl for whom he had gone against Lisa

He wipes his tears and looks at your photo again and then tears it up

"Just you keep watching, how I will make your university life hell y/n," he said

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To be continued~

Love you all💙💜💙💜