Baekhyun's eyes widened at Y/N's statement as she stomped out of the room. Jungkook just stared at the figure with a blank look as it faded away into the corridor.

"This is going to be very difficult" Namjoon blurted out

Jin glared at his obvious statement.

"I will go talk to her" Lia said suddenly marching forward.

Everyone looked at her with a hopeful look but Jungkook. He had a blank expression on his face, staring at the door.

Lia went forward and knocked on the door. There was no response so she just decided to enter.

She walked into the room searching for the figure. Her eyes landed on the girl by the bedside bawling her eyes out. Lia felt terrible for not being there to support her friend when she needed it the most. For judging her without any proper explanation. Tears weld up in her eyes as she stepped forward.

She kneeled down behind her and rubbed her back.

"It's okay. Let it out" She whispered

Y/N burst out crying as soon as she heard the voice. She needed someone who can understand her point of view in the right sense. She hugged Lia's waist, crying. Lia felt terrible for the girl as she hugged her back as a sign of comfort.

"It's okay" Lia said.

"Why am I so pathetic?" Y/N said while sobbing

"You're not pathetic Y/N... You never were. It's fate that is pathetic" Lia replied

"I cannot go near anyone...I cannot show my face to anyone. Jungkook was right I am a slut" Y/N said crying her heart out

"Don't say that Y/N! You know it's not true!!" She scolded

"No no I am.. I can never go near anyone...I am disgusting.." She said

"I am tainted..."

Lia shook her head at the degrading comment Y/N said for herself. She rubbed her back while shaking her head.

"It's not like that Y/N. You're not disgusting or any way your describing yourself dear. Trust me Jungkook thinks the same way too. He would give up everything just to make you happy again" Lia explained

"But I cannot. I can't give up and let of everything he did and the places he sent me. It's not that easy. Not once did he think, n-not even once that this could all be a lie, he just... believed it. What does that show? He thinks of me that way. That I am small disgusting slut, which proved to be true" Y/N spoke in a broken voice

Lia shook her head trying to stop her from saying such things but Y/N's breathing started to get uneven with her increasing crying which started her panic attack. Lia ran to the drawer and took out the inhaler. She immediately went back to Y/N and gave her the inhaler. Y/N's breathing went back to normal as she calmed down with dizziness still visible in her eyes. She helped Y/N up and tucked her into the bed. Y/N knocked out soon.

After an hour, making sure Y/N was asleep, she left the room quietly with a heavy heart. She closed the door lightly and came out only to be met by curious eyes.

"What happened?" Yoongi asked

Before she could answer, she burst out crying. Irene immediately went up to her and hugged her. She kept on crying feeling guilty.

After she calmed down they all brought back their attention to her. Jungkook had a very depressed look on his face.

"She has lost her confidence on herself. She thinks she is disgusting and tainted and does not deserve showing her face to anybody." Lia paused while crying

"S-She thinks she is not worthy of coming near anyone..and that you were right about her being a slut. She is mentally traumatized by the guys raping her. She is in a horrible state" Lia whispered while speaking to Jungkook.

"She-She thinks you never tried finding out that she never did it cause that's how you think of her. A small disgusting slut" Lia said to him in a somewhat bitter tone.

Jungkook felt this tears flow from his eyes like a wave. Her dignity is crushed and that's why she does not find herself worthy of anyone. He did this. It's his doing. He ruined her in every way possible without realising the consequences. He cursed at himself for his stupidity. How could he not once try to find out whether it was her or not? How could he believe some lying bastard over his precious flower? He indeed was undeserving of her. But he was never giving up on her. He can't function without her. She was right, he is selfish. However, that's how humans live. They make a difference between their needs and wants. Thy choose what they want and flick away the ones which are fine not being present. But they always keep the thing they need in priority. Just like that she wasn't what he wanted. He needed her

"What is she doing now?" Jungkook asked in a whisper.

"She is sleeping. She had a panic attack" She whispered back

Jungkook nodded and went towards the room. He twisted the knob and opened the door and closing it lightly making sure not to make a sound.

He walked forward and was met with a sleeping Y/N curled up in sheets. His heart broke. He sat beside her and started to run his fingers through her hair as tears scurried down his eyes. He kissed her forehead.

"You're so strong and I am so proud of you. Don't put yourself down that way please..." Jungkook whispered

He took her hand in his and his eyes stared at the girl with guilty yet loving eyes.

"You're so beautiful babygirl... You're so beautiful!" He said as crying as he kissed her hand.

"I am so sorry for hurting you this way. I am really sorry. I really am.." He whispered again

He kissed her cheek and got up. He did not want to leave but he knew he had to or else she would freak out. Placing kiss on her lips he quietly left the room.

It has been a week since I remembered everything. Jungkook had not come by or came near for these days. I also did not have to face him since break was going on. But university starts from today and I was getting ready to go there.

I came out of my room to be met by the tantalising smell of breakfast. I walked forward without any enthusiasm and entered the kitchen.

"Good morning chubs!" Baekhyun chimed

"Good morning" I replied in monotone.

Nothing seemed exciting. I felt like a curse living in here. I was nothing but just a burden to everybody.

"How many classes do you have today?" He asked leaning on the counter of the kitchen

"Three" I answered

"Here have some more" He said serving me more of hash brown

I refused but he insisted. I finished my breakfast knowing my classes will start soon.

Me and Baekhyun head downstairs using the lift.

As soon as we reached the basement my eyes met with a pair of brown eyes but I looked away instantly. I can feel the gaze still. But Baekhyun started to go in that direction and so I had no option but to follow him. Our car was right beside him.

"Okay Y/N I have some work to do and it goes in the opposite direction. Is it fine if I drop you off to the bus station?" He said apologetically

"It's fine-" I was cut off by a voice speaking

"I can take her!"

My head jolted towards him with widened eyes. I looked at Jungkook and he gave me a soft smile. I returned my cold face.

"Excuse me?" I asked

"I can take you. My car is empty anyways and we are going to the same place" Jungkook said with a convincing look.

I looked at him crossing my arms. I eyed the car as bitterness took over. I felt somewhat insulted at his offer.

"Oh why? Do I look like a beggar to you who does not have enough money to catch the bus? Oh wait that's how you always looked at me. Sorry I forgot. But just to inform you 'sleeping' with guys earns me enough money yeah?" I said cocking my eyebrow. I saw him open his mouth but I cut him off

"AND! Since you're such a gentleman and prefer to stay away from low class and characterless girls such as myself. I would like to consider your situation and not ruin your expensive car by riding on it. Not to mention "clean" car. I might have germs on myself you see." I could see him clench his jaw with every word I said. I was getting on his nerves and it was satisfying.

"So I'll take the bus thank you. See you Baekhyun" I said turning away

"Then I shall take the bus too" Jungkook said making me look at him

"Oh why? Do you not have your own car?" I asked mocking

"Oh no it's fine sometimes taking the bus is a good option" He said with a smile

I clenched my teeth together and bid goodbye to Baekhyun before turning away to leave. I heard footsteps behind me but I did not stop.

"Wait for me!" Jungkook said coming beside me

"What's your problem?" I asked angered

"Nothing" he replied shrugging

"Then why are you following me?!" I growled

"Cause I don't want to loose you again"

Sorry ☹️ if it was not good enough

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