《Scars between us✔️(JJK•FF)》Reluctant
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Before I could say anything I felt his body press against mine. His hand snaked around my body while the other one was on my cheeks. In a matter of seconds, I felt a soft touch on my lips.
It took me a moment to process what was happening. As I froze in my spot, I understood. He was kissing me. I quickly tried to push him away. I used all my strength and might. But nothing worked. He was holding me very tight and my body got weak in his touch. This is what I have been missing for the past few years. The emptiness lingering in me had a sense of fulfilled wishes.
I missed him. I missed his touch. I missed the way we used to hang around. I missed the way he used to protect me, love me and take care of me. I really miss him.
I didn't realise but my tears started to fall silently. Thinking of the memories made me feel hollow. A coat of ager took over me suddenly as I moved to get him off me. All in vain. This guy is bipolar and that is for sure.
My eyes were open and I was studying him trying to enjoy the kiss until he felt my warm tears brush against his skin. His eyes shot open and his grip on me loosened in shock. I took this chance to shove him away from me. As much as I wanted to kiss back and continue, I could not...it didn't feel right at the moment. Not until he knew everything and begs for forgiveness. It was not fair.
'I have gone through enough, just mere a kiss cannot solve everything. I am better than this I encouraged myself mentally but a part of me remained weak, causing me to break into silent sobs.
He himself was thrilled by his actions. His eyes widened and his lips slightly parted. He was looking at me with a blank expression. I looked at him with eyes sparkling with tears. He was frozen to his spot while I kept sobbing.
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He slightly shook himself signalling he was back to his senses. He looked at me with a worried look and then spoke.
"I-I" He stuttered
Before he could say anything, I cut him off
"Just leave," I said softly feeling drained.
He looked at me and I looked away.
"Y/N I-I am s-sorry. I d-didn't mean to" He said while stuttering.
Returning a cold gaze. I uttered
"Leave! And don't come back!" I said sternly.
I started to walk away but he held my wrist. I yanked his hand away and quickly entered the washroom.
Y/N walked away and quickly entered the washroom. She locked herself inside and let out silent cries.
While on the other side of the door Jungkook kept knocking, saying sorry to her but she wouldn't budge.
Y/N instantly got annoyed at Jungkook's repetitive actions. She got very reluctant and screamed.
"JUNGKOOK JUST LEAVE ME ALONE WILL YOU!!" She said
Jungkook sighed and frustratedly grabbed his hair. He thought it was of no use and finally decided to give in. He started walking towards the door. He left with banging the door behind him.
Y/N heard the door bang and immediately came out. She looked around the room to check if Jungkook was still there. She checked outside the door and saw no one. She came back in and sat on her bed. She was silent for a while. She was trying to hold back her urge to burst out by distracting herself with the melody of silence.
She could not hold back anymore. Her eyes watered as a sparkling drop of tear fell from her eyes. Her head dropped on the palm of her hands as she went through the process of breaking down.
She kept on bawling until someone entered the room. She looked up and was a little taken aback by allowing the person to see her in this state. The person spoke.
"Hey, are you alright? I saw what happened"
I was really baffled over what happened today. I couldn't understand what was going on with my mind at the time, I missed Y/N. It hurt a lot more when she pushed me away. Why is it so hard to accept the fact she cheated on me? She keeps saying she did not but as much as I want to believe it, the photograph keeps flashing in my mind.
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I should get some refreshment. I guess the bar it is.
"Hey, are you alright? I saw what happened" The person said
"Yeah, it's okay... Why are you standing there come in?" I said welcoming the figure standing by the door
"Yeah," She said awkwardly
"So what's up?" I said wiping the sprinkles of water on my face
"You sure you okay?" She asked worriedly
"Yes, Irene! I am fine. Just going through some emotional breakdown" I said slightly laughing
"Hmmm.... anyways how are you doing?!" She said going back to her original self
"I am doing okay," I said
"Where is Kai?" I asked
"Oh him... He is on a date with his girlfriend" She said
"OH!" I said
"I have something to tell you," I said sitting straight
"Really? What is it? What is it?" She asked curiously
"Well... you know how Jungkook's friends were once my friends..but they became mean after the incident between me and Jungkook," I said
"Yes and they are very rude to you" She pouted
I chuckled at her cuteness. I said
"Yes, those rude guys! Came to warn me to stay away from Jungkook. I showed them the video you showed and they got really upset and guilty. But we decided to come on civil terms."
"Oooh. Does Jungkook know??" She asked
"Nope. I kept a condition that Jungkook should not know about this and he has to find out the truth by himself. Anyways, since you helped me I want you to meet them" I said
She looked shaken at my sudden request. She went blank for a while.
"Irene," I said
"....."
"Earth to Irene," I said clicking my fingers
She blinked her eye and came back to reality by screaming.
"YOU WANT ME TO MEET THE POPULAR GUYS?!?!?!" She said
I covered my ears and gave her a confused look.
"Oh sorry... actually they are very popular and I have never spoken to them so they might think I am weird." She said awkwardly making me laugh
"You are so cute! It's ok it will be alright" I said smiling and she smiled back
2 WEEKS LATER
I came out of the hospital and finally, I am free. I came back to school and of course, received those disgusted looks. Apparently, in front of Jungkook, rest of the guy still bully me. For some reason Jungkook has not been demeaning me anymore. I decided to ignore that.
Irene has met the guys and she blushes every time she talks to Hoseok. I ship it. Hope they get together.
I, Irene and Kai have become very close. Kai keeps talking about his girlfriend while we both uninterestedly listen, leaving him blabbering to himself.
As usual, I entered the school and received glares from everyone. I went to my locker and started to take my things as I am emptying them. As there is only one week left till we depart.
The hallway was becoming tranquil as people were leaving to the ground to witness the ongoing football match which is held every end of the year. All Jungkook's friends and he are a part of the team. They are in a bunch of talented guys I must say. I never go as if I do, I very well know what's going to happen.
As I was busy making my locker, someone tapped on my shoulder.
"Yes, Irene?" I said just turning my head but my eyes remained on the locker
The person tapped again. I turned around thinking it was Irene or Kai
"What's wro-" I immediately stopped when I saw who it was
"Hey...how are you? I heard you are leaving for abroad after school ends"
(EDITED)
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