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Wang Feng had wanted to escort me back but Min would not allow it. When we arrived back, I knew Min wanted to ask how I was feeling, but seeing that my eyes were red from crying, he didn't ask. He quietly patted my head and told me to rest well.

Left alone, I set the box the emperor gave me on the table and went to bed. Lying down in bed, I could still see the sunlight through the windows. It was barely passed noon but I was exhausted. Closing my eyes, I tried to rest my heart. When I felt a shadow over me, I sat up, pulled the jade stick from my hair and swung hard.

A pair of strong hand easily grabbed my hand and took the phoenix jade stick from my grip. Before I could react, lips were on mine while his free hand was wrapped around my waist. I pushed at his chest weakly and kept my lips shut. When I couldn't breathe, I opened my lips in a sharp gasp. My eyes widened as his eyes staring into mine while he slid his tongue inside. It felt long, slick, hard, and hot - his tongue. I never tasted anything like this. My tongue was pushing against his, trying to force it out until he tilted his head and tangles his tongue with mine.

His hot soft lips were sucking and his teeth were biting against my bottom lips ever so gently. He was breathing hard against my lips, while I was gasping against his. He pulled me flushed against his long, hard body and sealed our lips together, silencing my soft moans with his mouth.

My eyes stared into his until finally, I closed them. My hands no longer pushing at his chest, instead, they were touching his neck and cheek. My fingers slid across his smooth hot skin and shiver as I could feel his Adam apple moved each time he swallowed. My lips were moving against him. I was lost in his taste. I was hungry and thirsty. I never knew what a kiss was. I never knew it could be so wet, so hot, so incredible. When he suddenly ended the kiss abruptly, I found myself giving out a soft cry.

"Lan" Wang Feng held me so tightly against him, keeping his lips hovering over mine. "From the moment I first saw you, I knew you belong to me"

I was trembling as he spoke. His hot breath fans my wet lips because of how close he was to me. Staring up at him, I didn't resist as his lips to capture my lips once more. This time, I opened up for him and greedily took his tongue. Hearing his pleased groan, I suck on his tongue as he sucked on my lips. My fingers touched the hot skin of his neck and cheeks before I thread my fingers into his soft silky hair. Wang Feng had let me touch him and chuckled with his tongue inside my mouth as I cling onto him, my fingers tangling into his hair.

"So sweet... Lan is a quick learner..." Wang Feng groans against my lips.

I moaned and melted as his tongued wrapped around mine, pulling it into his mouth. I shivered as I had my tongue in his hot mouth. Saliva was dripping from my lips but Wang Feng greedily drinks it until I all I could do is cling onto him.

"Lan" Wang Feng nearly growl out my name as the kiss was consuming us.

We had been so lost in the kiss that when someone knocked the door, I froze. Wang Feng held onto my shaking body as if he was protecting me against the enemy.

"Mei-mei" It was Min.

I was shaking so hard as I covered my swollen lips with trembling hand. Wang Feng held me tighter. Min walked off when he thought I was asleep.

"Lan"

His voice made me pulled away, but he didn't allow it. After the kiss we shared, he would not allow me to pull away from him. When I realized what I had done, that I had hungrily kissed him, I felt ashamed. I wanted to run away.

"Calm your heart" Wang Feng held me firmly to his heart as he whispered gently.

"This is a mistake" I said sadly. "You don't belong to me"

When he cupped my cheek, I felt tears threaten to fall as I saw his soft eyes and kind smiles.

"I will asked your grandfather for your hand"

My heart beat wildly as my eyes widened with shock. How could he want to marry me after seeing me for only 3 times? Rou Hong hadn't wanted me even though I had been with him for years.

"No, no" I pushed at his chest. "You don't belong to me"

"My sister is already fond of you" He spoke gently as if my panic was adorable to him. "I know my mother and father would be as well... My grandmother already spoke highly of you"

I wasn't listening to his words. Instead, I kept pushed at his chest. My cheeks were flushed as he kept talking softly against my cheek and ear.

"How it that no one manage to capture you yet...?" Wang Feng spoke against my ear before placing soft kiss on my blushing cheek. "Your grandfather and cousin kept you hidden well"

Kissing my cheek again, I let out a soft cry making him chuckled softly. He was clearly enjoying seeing me flustered.

"Y_ You can't do this" I pushed weakly. "Please_ Please go away"

When he nibbled at my lips, I unconsciously moved against him. It had been so natural that when I realized I was responding to his sweet kiss, I pulled back sharply.

"So adorable" He chuckled as he kept tight hold of me. "Lan, do you know how lovely you are?"

"D_ Don't tease me" I pushed his wet lips that were too close to my cheek.

"How could anyone be so adorable...?" He kissed my fingers before kissing my cheek again and again.

I was frantically trying to pull free, but this man not only manages to seduce me with a kiss, he is able to hold onto me without effort.

"This isn't right" I cried softly. "H_ how could you treat me like this..."

Seeing my sadness, he finally stopped and held me to his heart once more.

"This is the first time for me..." Wang Feng voice was like a caress. "Lan, I truly adore you... my heart wants you, I swear"

I wanted to believe him, but I couldn't.

"Why are you so afraid?"

I couldn't answer.

"I will go for now" He kissed my forehead and said gently. "Make no mistake; I will come get you soon Fa Wei Lan. Prepare yourself to be the wife of Wang Feng"

When he let me go, I almost cried for the sudden loss of heat and strength. Staring at him, I watched as he kissed the phoenix stick before putting it in his robe. I watched as he left through the window. Touching my wet swollen lips, I felt conflicted. How is it that I could be so shameless that I allowed myself to respond to a man's kiss. I didn't know anything about Wang Feng. I didn't know what he liked. I didn't know what he didn't like. And yet, after meeting him a few times, each time for a fleeting moment, I allowed him to take my lips thoroughly. I let Wang Feng take my lips completely.

You don't belong to me Wang Feng.

In tears, I knew I was getting myself into a similar path - the same path that ended my life is sorrow and pain. When I swore that I would never be a fool, I had already become a fool. Wang Feng, although I know nothing of him - the one thing that was engraved in my memory was that he love his wife. He ever only took one wife. In two years, he will meet the beauty that would move many men in the nation. In two years, Wang Feng would meet this beauty and fall in love with her. If I marry him, in two years, I would be toss aside.

You don't belong to me Wang Feng.

I covered my face as tears continue to fall. If I let Wang Feng consume me, not only will I go mad when he forgets about me, my soul will completely break. When Wang Feng meet the one who he truly belong to, where could I run to? When he sees her, what could I do? Staring at the window that Wang Feng left through, I knew what I had to do.

You don't belong to me Wang Feng.

I will destroy this feeling before it destroys me. That was the only thing I could do. All this time, I realized that I hadn't grown strong at all. All these year, what I been training for? To have easily fallen like this, I was still so very weak.