I never wanted to leave her side after last night. Hell I didn't want to get out of her. I would have stayed inside of her forever if I could. But, she was already hesitating to be with me despite all the attractions the pleasure and even feelings so I decided to give her some space to figure it out. I meant I couldn't be the one feeling those tingles, I knew she felt it too.

Last night I saw that glimpse of her letting loose around me again, finally enjoying the moment. I could see it through her face that she wanted to forget the world for the night and so I took her out of this world.

I knew for the fact that there must be something stopping her from being with me. And, I was willing to find out why. I wouldn't stop until I found out her reasons behind it all.

She was the best thing that could ever happened to me. Nothing could ever top last night. A night with her was supposed to get her out of my head but it turned out to be the best thing that could happen to me. She was the best gift I could ever gotten.

My aim was to fuck her completely out of my system so of course I was going to take her as many times as I could before we stopped and I did just that.

But, we all knew how that plan didn't work out for me as I had never wanted anything more other than her. The moment I tasted her I knew there was no going back. I would never be able to stop. She was special and not liked any other women I was with before. There something more to her I couldn't even figure out but I wasn't willing to let go.

I was officially and shamelessly a sucker for Anastasia Rayne.

" Why do you look like that? " Matteo asked the moment I stepped my foot into his London hotel suite.

Liked one happy motherfucker obviously which was a rare thing since I had always been grumpy all my life. I never grinned so much in my life. I had been walking around the place with a huge shit eating grin on my face liked I had just won a million dollar lottery.

Fucking Ana was a key to my happiness. Obviously.

" Like what? " I asked cocking an eyebrow at him as I took the seat opposite from him in his lavish living room.

He narrowed his eyes at me for a moment while pouring me some of his scotch whiskey and giving me a slice of cheese pizza which I gratefully took because I was hungry as fuck. The only thing I could remember eating since yesterday was Anastasia. As sweet and as delicious as she was, she wasn't food and I needed energy.

" You fucked her, didn't you? You lucky bastard. " he suddenly smirked in amusement. I let out yet another small grin and he knew he was completely right.

I fucked her yes but it wasn't just sex, at least for me. It was the only thing that had been lingering in my mind for the last weeks I spent with her. She was worth the wait because holy shit. Words couldn't describe the feeling of having her with me under me and on top of me.

She was a delicate flower, fucked up, mysterious, a horny little delicate flower. And, I had never wanted anyone so much.

She was addictive. She didn't know it but she got me wrapped around her little fingers and under her spell bewitched by her beauty and her mind. Everything about her lured me in liked she was a fucking siren.

She was making me feel things when I shouldn't be trusting her at all. Sex with her was out of this world but there was something more to it. Something I had never felt with someone else before and I had been with plenty of women. Every thrusts I felt connected to her and even more attached, not only to her body but to her soul. Every kisses I was losing my mind. She made me lost my mind and I couldn't think straight.

" Birthday sex is always fun and you had way too much fun, didn't you? " Matteo asked pointing to my neck.

I shrugged knowing what he was staring at. My neck was covered with purple and blue bruises made by her. If he thought those were wild, he should have seen my back this morning.

And, god just acknowledging the facts I couldn't help but felt her warm mouth lingered on my skin sucking me and licking me liked her life was depend on it and her nails digging and clawing into my skin drawing blood marking her territory as I buried myself in her.

" Keep your nose out of my sex life. "

" Why? " the idiot asked making me wondered why did I befriend him in the first place.

I gave him a pointed glare and he shut his mouth almost immediately cursing me silently under his breath.

" Quit the glaring. You look just like your father when you do that. You know the man scared the shit out of me. " he grumbled and I smirked at him.

" Fine. Just stop making comment on my sex life. You're the last person I want to discuss it with. " I rolled my eyes.

" Okay. Just one question to help me sleep at night. " he asked and I sighed heavily before giving him a nod for him to go on with his question.

" How the fuck did you do it with a wounded shoulder? By the looks of it, you didn't settle for just one round. "

The side of my lips quirked into a small smirk before breaking into a full on grin at his ego feeding question.

I had the most beautiful creature on earth trembling and spread out completely naked on my bed across my sheet legs wrapped around me begging under me to please her. Why the hell would I care about my fucking shoulder? It was the last thing on my mind.

" A magician never reveal his trick, Matt. " I smirked raising my glass at him before taking a sip.

" Whatever. "

" But, really what are y'all status now? Enemies with benefits? Because the last time I had a conversation with both of you she was all about murdering you and me. "

Fuck. I didn't really think about that. We fucked. Too many times to count in one night. Yes. But, we were just living in the moment enjoying one another, we didn't really get to talk about the aftermath of this seriously. I meant we had a conversation in the bathroom when she told me we should stop and I shut it down immediately as I never wanted to stop. I did tell her how I wanted her but we never really got to talk about where we stood.

Because the conversation ended with me fucking her brain out against my shower wall.

" I guess we're just having fun. " I shrugged my shoulders and he nodded his head.

We were just having fun and screwing around. But, she would be damned if she thought she was anything but mine. Because she was mine. I wanted it all, both her body and her soul.

She was all mine. But, I never even thought she could be anyone's. She didn't want to be owned. And, maybe that was what I loved about her.

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