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I woke up before y/n....As I opened my eyes my eyes met with her face....we were inches away from each other....I scanned her features....what am I doing to her?? Why was she willing last night???....Im not the right guy for her...I will only hurt her and cause her pain...in the end

I opened my eyes to meet taehyung looking at me....our faces were inches away from each other...I had my hand on his chest.....

I quickly removed my hand....

"Sorry.." I said as I moved away...I got up in shock and pulled the blanket up to my eyes.....I remembered what....happened....last..n-night.... why did I do that???he probably thinks I'm so easy now...and easily fooled...ugh what even y/n...

"Oh babygirl don't hide now" he said as he smirked at me and walked to the bathroom.

As he went into the bathroom...I ran my fingers through my hair...why did you do that y/n??? Did I really just lose my virginity to this fricken asshole???

I was about to leave the bed when...Taehyung came back out....

"Why are you still here MAKE ME BREAKFAST!" He said as he shouted at me...

I flinched...wtf is wrong with him??i thought he doesn't want anything from me...

"I thought you said-" he cut me off and said

"JUST DO AS I SAY Y/N!"

I rolled my eyes...I was about to get up from the bed when I felt a shark pain between my legs....

"Ouch!" I exclaimed silently...

I felt as if I couldn't walk....he destroyed me...

I held onto the sides of the bed and got up slowly....I threw on my robe and slowly walked down the stairs....I looked as if i was cripple...my legs weren't mine at all today....

I arrived at the kitchen and I prepared the breakfast....I laid his breakfast on the countertop and waited for him...I thought he said he didn't want anything from me???what is his problem??....

After a few minutes I saw Taehyung walking down the stairs....

"Tae...breakfast is ready" I said pointing at the food with a smile...But in return he just rolled his eyes as he began walking towards the front door... WTF!

I ran up to him and grabbed him by his wrist and said...

"You told me prepare breakfast Taehyung!"

"And can i not change my mind?? he said as he pulled his hand harshly out of my grip..

"Why are you acting like this...." I said grabbing his wrist back...

"What is wrong with you!? stop touching me!" He said as he pulled his hand away again...

"ARE YOU JUST GOING TO FORGET WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT!" I shouted at him...

His eyes grew furious...he looked at me dead in the eye...his breathing increased...

He made his way towards me as he grabbed me harshly by my shoulders....

"Ouch!" I grounded in pain

"Listen bitch! I DON'T LOVE YOU AND I NEVER WILL! YOU ARE JUST MY TOY AND ONLY MY TOY! UNDERSTOOD?!" He shouted at me

I just nodded in response and looked down...

"LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU BITCH!" he said as he tighten his grip on my shoulders...Tears began falling from my eyes...... as I stuttered to say

"T-t-Taehyung please...."

"Don't Taehyung me....I FUCKING HATE YOU!" he said as he pushed me to ground...

As I fell to the ground...he stormed off and slammed the front door....why does he have to be like this??? Can't he just be nice once???

Ugh Why does he hate me so much.....what did I ever do to him....

I hugged my knees and sobbed to myself silently.....when will he change...???

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I raised my head to the sound of my phone vibrating on the countertop...I got up and saw a message from Jimin...

JIMIN

As I messaged Jimin my vision was completely blurry from all the tears....

...ugh he wants me to go a party.....I'm not even in the mood...why did I even agree???ugh I just can't say no.....i snapped myself out of theses thoughts and realized I should go have some fun....I should care less about Taehyung right now...I need a break from this.....I needed a break from him.....

I got up and wiped my face from all the tears....I upstairs and into my room where I took a shower and got dressed into something comfortable as I'm going to be home all day until I have to get ready to go with Jimin

After I was finished dressed....I made my way downstairs where I made myself macaroni and cheese for lunch....It was already 12 pm....

...I got my food and planted myself on the couch in front the television where I decided to watch my favorite k-dramas until it was time to leave....this was the only way I could kill time in this house....

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