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.........I-I-need.....s-s-omeone.... Taehyung please.........s-s-stop this......d-don't leave me.......treat me better.....please......

I cried uncontrollably......I couldn't keep it in anymore.....

I cried for a while.....all the tears that were bottled up came out.......it hurts....why did it hurt so much???? It can't be.....am I f-a-l

I got up trying not to step on the broken glass.....I cleaned it up and went to my room.....

I got into the shower where I got ready for the day......i didn't care to dress up.....I didn't care to wear makeup.......what was the purpose anymore??? I can't do anything.....

I went downstairs where I decided to watch some k-dramas.....just to get my mind off things.....well at least try to......

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my phone vibrated on the pillow.....I picked it up and saw a message from Jimin......

I needed to go out......if I stay here whole day....my mind would only be on him.....I needed a break.....I needed some fresh air......

I put down my phone and turned off the television. I made my way upstairs where I changed into a my outfit....

After I was dressed I made my way downstairs.....i left the house and made my way to the bus stop.....

I arrived at the park safe and sound......I looked around for Jimin but I didn't see him.....so I decided to call him......

"Jimin where are you?" I asked

"Turn around hun" he said and chuckled

I turned around to see Jimin....a cute smile was plastered on his face....his smile was contagious....I couldn't help but smile.....

Before I knew it we were hugging......I missed him.......I missed my best friend.......

"Y/n what's wrong ???why does my cutie pie look like she's being crying?" He asked in a pout.

Did I look like I was crying????? I don't want him to know what happened....he will be pissed....

"Oh it's nothing....I'm fine" I said showing him a reassuring smile..

"I know there is something bothering you....but I won't force you to tell me...tell me when you're ready....okay?" He said as he cupped my cheeks.

"Yes" I replied and smiled

This is why Jimin is by best friend.....he is so gentle....caring and loving.....I don't know what I'll do without him here....he knows me better than anyone...he is always there for me...

"Let's go have some fun and put a smile on that face" he said as he tickled my sides.

"Where are we going?" I asked

"Let's go to the carnival!" He said excitedly....

"Sure!" I responded

He knows exactly what will make me happy.....he knows how much I love the carnival....I felt bad for not telling him what was happening.....this is the first secret I kept from him.....

The carnival wasn't far from the park so we decided to walk.....and get some fresh air....

"So..are you ready to tell me what's wrong?? What's making you have that sad expression on that cute face? Huh?" He asked with a worried expression on his face as he looked in my direction.....

"Uhhh...." I said as I looked down...

"Y/n.....you know you could tell me...."he responded

"Okay...but don't react okay....that the last thing I want to worry about right now...."I said as I stopped him from walking..and turned him towards me...

I took a deep breath and told him.....the entire story....everything that happened....all the things Taehyung told me.....I let out everything....all the emotions that were bottled up inside of me...I felt as if a huge weight came off my shoulder......I let out a deep breath...I was on the verge of crying.....my eyes were filling with water....I was trying my best for the tears not to flow.....before I knew it Jimin......took me into his embrace.....I was taken aback......

"Y/n...it's okay....I'm here....let it out.." he said as he rubbed the back of my head....

"I can't take it Jimin.....I c-c-can't" I said as I bursted our in tears and pulled myself closer to his chest......

"Shhh...it's okay I got you" Jimin said

As y/n told me everything that happened....I saw her eyes turning red....tears were forming.....she took a deep breath....I know she was about to cry.....I immediately took her into my embrace....I made sure she knew I was here for her.....How could Taehyung be so harsh???? I felt as if I could kill him right now....he probably sleeping with some hoe right now.....not even giving a fucking damn about his own wife....I was pissed....but y/n told me don't react.....the last thing I want right now is for y/n to be stressed about anything else....I will try to keep my cool....just for y/n...

J-j-imin I miss you.....I miss my old life......I miss my mom....my dad...." I tried to say as I tried to control myself.....

".....listen let's deal with this later.... let's push this aside for now....right now let's cheer you up.....let's make this evening the best one yet....okay love???" He said as he pulled back and wiped my tears.....

"O-Kay" I said as I wiped my face....

He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and we continued to the Carnival....

We arrived at the carnival.....

....he took me on every ride possible.....he never left my side....he held my hand on every ride....he made sure I was safe....his eyes never left me.....his smile never left his face.....he actually made me s-s-smile......I felt happy.....I felt loved.....he stucked by his word and made my evening the best...an unforgettable one....I didn't want this day to...............end.......but......I felt like I'm using Jimin as a........rebound........

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