A/N: Hello Lovelies! A lot of you were asking for a double update. I wrote a super long, super hot chapter today, so I gift you the double update. Enjoy xxx

"Shit." I curse as I climb off the bed. Of course she's a virgin, I had figured as much but here I am thinking with my dick and forgetting all about her. Man if she hadn't stopped me I was so caught up I would've just taken her, I could've hurt her.

"I, I'm sorry, I should've told you I just, god I'm such a loser." Molly whimpers as she stands up from the bed.

"Molly it's not you..." I start, but she interrupts

"No it's fine, I get it, you can let yourself out, I understand." She says turning away from me

"Molly." I say firmly as I put my hands on her shoulders and turn her to face me

"Relax, it's fine. I just, I struggle to control myself around you and I don't want to do anything you aren't ready for." I explain as she chews on her bottom lip, speaking of controlling myself.

"I like you Molly, a lot. But I don't just want your body, I care about you, I don't want to push you if you're not ready."

"Really?" She asks, why does she seem so surprised by that?

"Really. I guess I just assumed because you have an ex." I shrug

"I didn't sleep with him, he... He didn't really care about me." She says looking down. I hook my finger under her chin and tilt her head back so she looks into my eyes

"Well I want to take care of you." I assure her. Now I'm finally admitting my feelings I don't need her asshole ex making her insecure.

"And I think we should tell Addy about this." I add but she shakes her head

"I don't want to disappoint her. What if we tell her, she's disappointed in me and then this doesn't work out anyway?" She asks

"She'll be more disappointed you kept it a secret from her." I sigh, I don't want to play games, I want Molly to be mine.

"Can't we just, give it a little time, make sure you don't get bored of me, then we tell her." She pleads

"I don't like this." I reply

"Please, I don't want to let my family down again." She begs, tears forming in her eyes

"What happened that makes you so afraid of your family? It can't be that bad." I ask

"It's complicated. I messed up big time, shamed my whole family, I don't want to do that again. Please, can't we just give it a little time?" She asks, her hands on my chest as she looks up at me with those bright blue eyes.

"Fine." I sigh, I'm whipped already, she's going to be the death of me

"But only a couple of weeks, we spend time together and then we tell Addy. But I'm not keeping it from Nonna, she's been bugging me about it for too long." I add

"Deal. Nonna talks about you constantly when I see her." She giggles

"But I'm being serious about us Molly, I'm not messing around, I know you're young but I'm not, I'm too old for games." I say

"I don't want games either, I want to have something real to show my family, show them I'm not the idiot I was." She replies. What the hell happened? She thinks her family think so badly of her, but surely she couldn't have done anything so bad, hopefully she'll feel comfortable talking to me about it soon, so I can help reassure her.

"Can I kiss you now?" I ask

"Yes please." She smiles. I lean down until our lips meet. She's mine, I'm not letting her go, fuck the age gap, fuck everything else. I've never felt this way about anyone before, we have so much in common, she's so sweet and smart and funny. My Nonna loves her, although she's the first girl to meet my grandmother, but I can see us playing music together with Nonna in the future. My ring on her finger, my baby in her belly and finally I can do a property tattoo on my woman. My fingers tangle in her soft hair as I groan against her lips, our tongues tasting each other.

Her fingers play with my hair as I move my hands down her body and over her hips until I lift her into my arms again. I turn and sit on the bed so she's straddling my hips. My lips move from hers, along her jaw and down to her neck. I chuckle against her skin as she moans softly, but my chuckle turns to a groan when she grinds against me

"Did I do something wrong?" She gasps as she looks down at me

"No not at all." I smirk. Damn, she really is inexperienced, I can't help but feel like I'm taking advantage of such an innocent girl

"You're sure you want this?" I ask as I brush a strand of hair from her face, she bites her lip as she nods, her cheeks tinting that cute pink

"I've not felt this way about anyone before, I'm just nervous that I'll do something wrong, or I'll be bad at it, I bet the girls you normally take to bed know exactly what to do." She sighs as she looks down, her cheeks a deep red

"I don't care about other girls." I say as I lift her head to look at me "The only girl I want is the one right in front of me. Don't be nervous, I like that I'm gonna be the only man to touch you."

She bites her lip again and I pull it from between her teeth with my thumb

"And don't feel like you have to do anything you don't want to, tell me to stop, I think you're worth the wait." I smile

"Really?" She asks before wrapping her arms around me and resting her head on my shoulder

"Man your ex really was an asshole wasn't he?" I ask and she nods against me. I sigh as I pull her close, just feeling her in my arms is enough, of course I wanted to fuck her, but I can wait until she's ready.

"I should go." I say as she pulls back "Come into work early tomorrow, see if we can't get a few minutes alone before the others arrive."

She smiles before climbing off my lap and I stand from the bed

"Thank you." She says as she wraps her arms around my waist

"What for?" I ask as I look down at her

"For being so kind." She smiles and I lean down to kiss her one last time before she follows me outside. I watch her in my mirror as I ride out onto the road. She's mine.