"I have food poisoning too." Ethan mutters. "I have to go home."

He holds a finger up to the bartender and pulls out his fake ID that we got junior year and waits for him to head over. He's sweating underneath his shirt before he quickly glances back to our table where Maya and Maddie are sitting together.

"Come on." I smack him jokingly on the back and pull out my fake too. "It's not that bad, bro."

"Do you even see her dress right now?" He looks at the black sparkly material again that's outlining Maya's chest, letting out a groan when the bartender finally reaches us. "Scotch." He mutters. "Three shots please."

"Same." I tell him, and we pass over my parents card.

Truth be told I haven't been able to even look at Maya tonight with that red little number on Maddie. Her tits are spilling out over the top, almost coming out, and it hardly covers her ass. As much as I'm trying to calm Ethan down, I have to agree with him. It's hard as hell right now to not make a move.

"I'm going to fuck her." Ethan chuckles after the first shot, slamming the glass down with so much intensity, like he's finally made up his mind. "Yeah." He nods. "I'm doing it."

"And how do you plan on doing that with your parents at the air bnb?" I ask.

"They're wrapped around the toilet in their room." He chuckles. "It's like God is telling me this is the perfect time."

"Until Maddie finds out." I input, and Ethan sighs again.

"Dude, just take one for the team." He pleads. "Just distract her. We already ate. Just take her away for me, please."

He doesn't realize that he doesn't have to ask me twice. I've tried to control myself around her all night. Getting alone time is something I didn't expect this weekend, so I'll sure as hell take advantage of it.

"Fine." I sigh as if I'm irritated, taking the other two of my shots quickly. "But you owe me."

We head back over to the table, and I tap onto Maddie's shoulder. "Do you want to go for a walk?" I ask.

She looks at Ethan, then back to me.

"A walk?" She repeats. "Why would I go on a walk with you?"

"Can you just go on the damn walk?" Ethan mutters, and I see Maya twitch in her seat from the way he's looking at her.

He's definitely getting laid tonight.

"Um... okay?" She stands up beside me and follows me outside. It's cold out, so I take off my jacket to pass it over to her. "What the hell was that about?" She asks.

"He's making his move." I chuckle.

"No way!" She shrieks, and she quickly goes to look back inside the restaurant until I grab onto her wrist.

"Give them some alone time." I whisper, finally grabbing onto her hand. "Besides, I want alone time with you too."

I drag her away from the windows of the restaurant and onto the patio that has a bunch of twinkling lights. The restaurant is closing in thirty minutes, so there's hardly anyone around. We find a bench that's supposed to have a view of the canyon, but it's pitch black out. You can't see anything.

"I wish we could see the view again." She says. "It was so pretty at dinner."

"Yeah, it was." I agree. "I didn't know if I wanted to come this weekend. You know, because of all the drama that could happen if they find out."

She nods and stares down at her heels. The same red heels she wore the night I took her virginity.

"But I'm glad I did. The weekend is far from over, but this right here made it worth it. We're actually able to hang out outside of our bedrooms."

"Me too." She smiles, and I grab onto her hand again to hold it. "Did any college scouts reach out to you yet?"

The question is random, but I answer it anyways. "Matt Conway from Arizona state did, but it wasn't an offer. He said he was impressed with what he saw and he'd see what happens at the championship."

"Are you going to take it if you get an offer?" She turns to look at me now, and I suddenly understand why she asked. She doesn't want to lose what we have either, and as she awaits my answer, I lean over to give her a gentle kiss.

"Why wouldn't I?" I breathe against her lips. "It's a full ride, and it's only thirty minutes from you."

"But what about Penn State?" She furrows her eyebrows together in confusion, and I find the breath hitched in my throat. She actually remembered.

"What about it?" I ask.

"That was your moms favorite team." She explains, and I smile at how much she truly listens to me. "It's been your dream to go there, Cam. Why haven't you considered it? Have you sent them any reels of your previous games?"

"Do you want me to go?" I tilt my head to the side as I stare at her, but she immediately shakes her head.

"If I had the choice for you to pick here or Pennsylvania, you know which one I'd choose, but..." she sighs and looks down at her fingertips. "If the reason you haven't actively sought after Penn State is because of me then that's not okay, either. I want you to be happy."

She's breathing heavily now, and I don't know what to say. I don't want her to be hurt, but I also promised I wouldn't lie to her again.

"An offer from Penn State isn't going to happen." I admit. "I didn't send my reel in, and I haven't even told coach that I'm interested. Nobody knows that's my dream school except you, so Penn State surely doesn't know I exist."

"But if they did, and if you got an offer, would you take it?"

I stare at her intensely, loving the blue of her eyes, loving the way her lips are parted right now, loving how we can talk about life and it doesn't feel weird. It's natural, the conversation always seeming to flow easily.

"Yeah." I reply honestly. "It's my dream school. I love you so much, Maddie, but I would take it, and I'd try to find a way for us to work too."

It wasn't the answer she wanted to hear, I know it wasn't, and she blinks away tears as she stares out into the darkness. "I wouldn't blame you." She nods. "Your mom would be proud as hell for getting in there to begin with. Why didn't you send in a reel, Cam?"

"The fear of not being good enough." I shrug, and I'm comforted when she moves slightly closer towards me. "Getting a rejection from there would probably break me. It'd affect my whole career. I'd rather go with someone actively seeking me then take a shot and get hurt."

"But they haven't even seen you play yet." She adds, and I have nothing to respond to that. She's right. "You're more than good enough, Cam. It's more than just skills. You have a passion for the game, and it's obvious every time you go out on that field. The guys look up to you. I know my brother does. You were born to be a leader, and I have no doubt in my mind that if Penn State saw your reel they'd think the same."

I kiss her before I think about it any longer. If Ethan comes out then so be it, he'll know. I don't care anymore.

It's filled with so much love that she can't even say anything. She grabs onto both sides of my face and brings me towards her, and finally I'm able to play with the lace on her dress like I've wanted to do all night.

"Penn State isn't going to happen." I pant, scanning her eyes. "I'm going to take the scholarship to state if I'm offered, and I'm going to be close to you. It'll make up for not getting into my dream school. I'll have my dream girl instead."

"Oh god." She rolls her eyes and erupts into laughter, smacking me gently on the shoulder. "Did you hear that corny comment come out of your mouth? Or was it just me?"

"I'm being serious." I tell her. "I'm going to go to college here, and you'll go to your dream school that's only ten minutes from here. GCU, right?"

She nods, unable to hold a smile back.

"You'll go to GCU, I'll go to State, and then maybe I'll go pro if all of my dreams really come true. You'll never have to work a day in your life if you don't want to, and you can just be the sexiest trophy wife anyone's ever had."

"You have it all figured out, don't you?" She sighs and crawls into my lap finally, hooking her arms around my neck. "It sounds perfect, Cam, but a part of me hopes Penn State notices you. You deserve to get into your dream school."

"You think we'd be able to do long distance?" I gulp, because I don't want to know the answer. She and I both know the odds of that working out are slim, but I couldn't help but ask the question.

"I think that's something we talk about if it happens." She suggests, and although I want to keep talking about it more I decide to just keep quiet. I want this night to be a good one, not a night that ruins what we have.

Deciding to change the subject, I trail my fingertips up her thigh and lean into her ear. "Because I couldn't tell you earlier..." I say lowly, my hands brushing against the lace of her panties. "This dress gave me a lot to think about during dinner."

"Did it?" She asks innocently, and she's doing it on purpose. "What did it make you think about, Cam?"

"You." I respond, placing soft kisses along her neck. "It took everything I had not to take you to the bathroom."

"And what would you have done?"

I grip tightly onto her dress, staring down at her tits that are pushed up just for me.

"I'd bend you over." I say sternly, and finally, her tough demeanor begins to come down. She swallows hard, and she shifts on the bench. "I haven't had you that way yet, and right now..." I kiss her neck again, hearing her gasp when my hand grasps her pussy. "It's all I'm thinking about, baby."

Her dress is over her waist now, but nobody is out here, and I want her. I want her badly.

I don't get the chance though because she immediately stands up and quickly pulls her dress down, her cheeks flushed as she holds her hand out to me.

I thought she got cold feet and wanted to head back inside, but when I grasp onto her hand she has that devilish smirk on her face.

"Lead the way then, Holden." She points to the restaurant, and I look at her in awe.

Is she serious?

Maddie Davis?

Is she seriously going to let me fuck her in a public place?

"Oh, Maddie..." I chuckle and drag her to the door, peering inside to see if Ethan and Maya are still here.

They aren't, which is unsurprising.

Maddie doesn't even notice though as I weave her in and out of the wait staff, making a complete beeline for the girls bathroom. I can tell by the look on her face when I glance back at her that she's thinking about me and only me right now.

Just what I want.

"It closes in ten minutes." I remind her as I start to un-do my belt, pushing her back into the biggest stall they have. All of the other stalls are empty, and as soon as the door locks I bring her in front of me, pushing her stomach up against the now locked stall.

I rip my jacket off of her and tear the dress up over her ass, finally awarded with what I've been picturing all night. The black satin panties feel smooth against my fingers as I trace the outline of them, and I feel the goosebumps rise on her skin.

"So damn sexy." I mutter, and then I give her ass a loud smack. Her knees slightly buckle, but she gains her composure again and whimpers when I kiss down her back. I bite gently, giving her little hickies down her spine and work my way back up until I'm close to her ear again. One bite onto her earlobe and I know she's ready for me.

I have a condom in my wallet thankfully, so I quickly put it on and waste no time at all. I reposition myself and slip inside, sighing excessively when I feel how wet she is. She's so tight, and it feels so damn good.

Looking at her ass from the back while I'm inside of her is hot as hell. I bring her chest up against my back, one hand to grasp her breast, the other to gently grasp around her throat.

I've never had a girl who I want to make the sweetest love to and fuck the shit out of at the same time. It's hard to be gentle right now, but I think she... likes it?

"Cam, yes." She throws her head back against my shoulder, and I grasp slightly tighter around her throat.

"Yes." She's hardly able to whisper.

Sweet fuck.

I fasten my thrusts, seeing her ass recoil against me. Her breast is huge and warm in my hand, and I honestly don't know how the hell nobody has ever sought after her before this.

My girl is innocent, she's smart as hell, but she's fine as fuck, and so damn dirty for me at the same time. She truly is every man's dream.

"You have to come, Maddie." I say firmly against her ear. "Someone could come in and then we'll have to stop. You don't want that, do you?"

She moans and shakes her head, and I release her breast to give her ass another smack. It's turning red for me now. Such a fucking turn on.

"Fuck." I laugh in disbelief and smack it again, loving the way she's taking my hits like a champ. She's loving it. She likes it rough.

I take it a step further and grab a fistful of her hair, my other hand still around her throat. I can see her face now, and her eyes are rolled to the back of her head.

I'm pounding so hard against her skin that that's all you can hear in this bathroom, and soon I feel her pussy tighten. I go harder, deeper, and finally those walls of hers release just what I need to put myself over the edge. She came so much, and I let go of her hair to grasp onto her ass as I come, my legs shaking for the first time ever.

I'm taking forever to calm down. I can't seem to catch my breath, shaking my head in disbelief as I watch her put my jacket back on.

"Wow." She fixes her dress and turns to face me, her back resting against the stall. "You weren't kidding, were you?"

"Not in the slightest." I chuckle. "Who knew you were so dirty, Maddie Davis?"

She watches me buckle my pants back up, and that cute little grin is on her face. The innocent one. The one where she doesn't even realize how hot she can get when she's turned on. She becomes a whole different person.

Her curly blonde hair is going all over the place from me tugging on it, her eyeliner is smudged, and her dress is slightly twisted. She looks like she just got fucked, and I'm proud of it.

"I'm only dirty for a certain someone." She shrugs and unlocks the stall, waiting for me to dispose of the condom in the trash can and wash my hands.

"Oh yeah?" I ask. "And who might that lucky guy be?"

"You wouldn't know him." She giggles. "He collects Pokémon cards. He doesn't play football."

I reach out to pinch her ass, and she scurries away out to the parking lot before I have the chance to do it again. She's laughing like crazy as I chase after her, and when I finally catch up to her I throw her over my shoulder, her ass completely in the air.

"Cam!" She's trying to breathe, but she's laughing way too much. "My underwear is showing!"

"Good." I tell her, and I grab onto her ass again. "Easier access."

The car is still there, but Ethan and Maya are nowhere to be found. I grab my phone out of the pocket of my jeans, Maddie still over my shoulder while I read the text from Ethan.

Keys are in the car. Taking an Uber back to the air bnb. Convinced her to get in the hot tub!!

Another text was sent from him an hour after that.

The string bikini finally came off!!!

I can't wipe the smile off my face when I finally put Maddie down and shove the phone back into my pocket. I'm not going to tell her anything until he tells her, or Maya. It's not my business to share.

"Ethan and Maya took an Uber." Maddie says as she reads her own phone. "She said the date went really well!"

We clearly got two different texts.

I nod, a smile still tugging at my lips as we pull out of the parking lot and head back to the house.

Who would have thought Ethan and I would have gotten tied down this year? Well, Ethan and Maya aren't official yet I don't think, but it's only a matter of time.

Leaning over to put my hand on her inner thigh, Maddie's face lights up like a little kid on Christmas, and it's so damn cute.

"I love you." I tell her. "So much, Mads."

"I love you too." She half-sings, placing her feet up onto the dash. She's never looked happier. I don't think I have either.

I don't care about what anyone has to say anymore. I don't care if anyone finds out. I'm in love with this girl, and I want the whole world to know it. Including Ethan. Including her parents.

He made his move on Maya, so I'm going to tell him about Maddie this weekend. That's it. It's final.

When we leave the Grand Canyon I want there to be no more secrets. Just she and I.