We don't waste time to even turn on the lights. We're making out blindly in the dark as we try to find the way to my room. My hands seem to roam everywhere on her body, and she's moaning blissfully as my hands travel to her favorite spots.

The spots that only I know.

"Cam." She breaks the kiss, panting heavily before she says, "I want this."

"I know." I nod. "I want this too."

"No." She shakes her head, and I would give anything to see the expression on her face right now if it weren't so dark. "I mean I want you. All of you."

You could hear a pin drop on the staircase right now from the silence as I try to calm myself down. I'm so ready that it's agonizing, but I also don't want to rush her. She could just be in the moment.

"Mads..." I trail off, letting out a groan when she tugs at my curls. "After what happened tonight with Mark are you sure you want to do this? I don't want you to regret it."

She kisses my lips again, and she meant it to be quick, but we just can't seem to stop. I press her up against the wall of the staircase, my lips never leaving hers as I begin to loosen my tie.

It lands on the stairs as we continue to my bedroom. I finally find the zipper of this damn dress and hear it fall to her feet. I feel her skin now. That soft, silky skin, and the familiar smell of pure vanilla floods my nose.

It's Maddie.

It's her.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

We leave her dress on the floor and finally we're able to make it to my room. I don't turn the light on. My lava lamp provides just enough of a glow as she falls down onto my bed, and I'm now able to see her in just a black lace bra, matching panties and a pair of red high heels.

"Oh, Maddie." I pick up her leg and begin to unfasten one of the buckles of her heels. A part of me wants to leave them on, but if she's serious about this being her first time then I want her to be comfortable.

As my fingers try to unhook the buckle, I kiss up her leg, getting completely distracted when I get to her inner thigh. I can hear her breathing change, and I drop the leg I'm currently holding so that I can sink in between her thighs.

"I guess we're leaving the heels on." I mutter and bury my head between her legs.

I have no patience to tease her, no patience to wait. I want her. All of her. Right now.

"Yes, Cam." She arches her back ever so slightly, her thighs wrapping around my head.

I suck, lick, bite and kiss her clit over and over again, making her come all over my face twice before she throws her head back and lets out a loud sigh.

"Oh my god." She moans. "I missed you."

I allow her to take a few seconds to regain her bearings so that I can strip myself of the suit. She eyes me greedily, her teeth tugging on that swollen bottom lip as I finally take her heels off and toss them to the floor with a loud thud.

Damn, she's sexy.

When I'm completely naked she wastes no time and pulls me down on top of her. My knee accidentally hits her leg, and we both laugh from how impatient we are.

This is her first time. I've never taken another girls virginity before, and suddenly I feel myself become nervous.

I want to make this special for her. I want this to be a night she'll never forget.

Deciding to slow things down, I kiss her lips gently, tracing my fingertips on her thigh as she holds onto both sides of my face.

I entwine my tongue with hers, and it only makes the kiss grow deeper. Her body is squirming beneath me, and it's taking everything I have not to just get right to it.

I pull away and scan her eyes. Those beautiful, blue eyes before I ask, "are you sure you want to do this?"

"More than anything." She immediately replies, and it's enough for me to believe it.

I move off of her to open up my side table and grab a condom. Maddie is smiling from ear to ear, and it's making me feel that sensation again. Like I have way too much happiness that it's just overflowing.

I slowly roll it on and crawl back on top of her. The smile that was just on her face has faded, and now she looks nervous. Almost as if it just hit her that she's about to lose her virginity.

"Are you-"

"Yes." She says. "I want you, Cam."

I don't realize I'm shaking until now, and I feel like a complete and utter idiot. I'm acting like this is my first time for crying out loud, but in a way it is. I've never loved anyone before while doing this. Sex with Maddie is more important than any other time I've had.

She grabs my chin to look at her. "I love you." She reassures, and it's like that's all I needed to hear.

I bend down to kiss her forehead and support myself onto my elbow, placing myself at her entrance. "I love-" I suck in a sharp breath when it starts to go in, unaware of how good this would actually feel. "Oh, shit." I breathe out heavily before I look down at her again.

Her face scrunches up in pain, so I immediately freeze what I'm doing. This is so much more difficult than I ever thought it would be. All I want to do is keep going. My dick is throbbing around her tightness, and she's so wet that it almost completely slipped inside.

"It's okay." She says, biting hard onto her lip. "I'm fine. Keep going."

I nod and push further inside, letting out another moan and rest my forehead on her shoulder. Her fingertips scrape gently down my back as I give her my full length, and finally I hear a moan from her. Finally it's making her feel good.

"Keep going?" I repeat, and I feel her nod again.

I slowly push in and out, and I'm glad she can't see my face right now because I'm about to come. I can't come because I want to finish her first, but my god she feels incredible.

"Oh my god." She sighs, and finally her hips start to move with mine. She's getting the rhythm down. Such a fast learner.

It's like our bodies were meant for each other. We are perfectly in synch as her hips roll with mine, my jaw dropped open from the feeling. I can't speak, I can't think, all I can do is focus on how amazing this is. How I will never, ever forget this night.

"Cam, it feels so good." She pants, and I nod, still unable to speak.

I'm going to come.

So quickly.

I am fighting so hard to wait her out. I can tell she's close because I can feel her begin to stiffen, so I try everything in my power to get her there.

"Baby, you feel so good." I say, my voice muffled into her neck. "Fuck, I'm going to come."

Her fingers wrap into my hair as I pick up speed, her soft moans turning into screams of pleasure.

She's so loud.

I love it.

I love her.

Finally, I'm awarded with her orgasm. Her eyes roll to the back of her head, her legs completely wrapped around me, and when I feel her wave of wetness I completely lose it.

"Oh, fuck!" I call out, biting gently onto her shoulder as I completely still inside of her, filling up the condom to the rim I'm certain.

I don't even want to pull out of her. If it were up to me I'd stay just like this, but I need to make sure she's okay.

Her face scrunches up in pain again when I pull out, and when I roll onto my back I still can't say anything. I'm just breathing heavily, completely at a loss for words.

Hands down that was the best sex of my life.

"How are you?" I turn my head to look at her, and all of my fears go out the window when she's got that adorable smile on her face.

"I am..." she giggles as she attempts to search for words. "I mean... I thought I knew what it would feel like, but...." She shakes her head. "I don't know what I thought, but it was a thousand times better than I imagined."

Leaning over to place a kiss to her cheek, I stand up from the bed and strip the condom off of me. I filled it up completely - unsurprisingly - so I wash my hands off in the bathroom connected to my room after I toss it into the garbage.

"Was it okay?" She asks. "I mean, was I okay?"

"You were the best." I admit, and she arches a brow up.

"Of like... anyone?"

I bend down to kiss her lips once more and open up my dresser to get us both changes of clothes.

"You've set a new bar, baby." I chuckle, but quickly select new wording. "Not that anyone else will have the chance to beat the bar you set, I'm just saying you were the best. Hands down."

The answer seems to please her enough because she stands up beside me and wraps her arms around my waist.

"Good." She grins, and she's about to say something else until she eyes the sheets on my bed, her cheeks going a bright pink. "I'm sorry..." she trails off.

Her virginity is all over my sheets, a bunch of red staring back at me.

Rather than make her feel uncomfortable, I grab the change of clothes from my dresser and pass it over to her. "Here." I say. "Take these. Go take a shower and relax and I'll clean this up. Are you sore?"

She nods, grimacing as she shifts her weight from one foot to the other.

"Okay, just go take a shower and I'll grab an ice pack for you too. Maybe that'll help."

She turns to head towards the bathroom but comes back to give me another kiss to the lips. "Thank you, Cam." She says sweetly, and I feel my chest tighten in response. "I wouldn't have wanted to lose my virginity to anyone else."