Austin was fast asleep next to me. He forcefully stayed over. I told him not to I didn't want him to stay here with me but that angered him which got me another hit this time on my shoulder. Which now hurts...a lot...

I feel uncomfortable with him in my bed. I'm definitely going to burn these sheets. Austin has his arms wrapped around me. I hate this I really hate this a lot.

It's already 3:00 AM. I haven't been able to sleep I haven't been able to sleep these last couple of days actually. And if. I have slept it's only been for two hours at most. These past days have been awful for me...

I can't sit with my friends. He won't even let me wave at them when we pass by them! I feel trapped again like I use to feel when we were together. He's always been abusive. He's always been like this...well not at first...

He was perfect when we first met. He acted like an angel but in reality he was a demon. I didn't notice it at first until later in the relationship when it slowly got more abusive over time. And I couldn't do anything about it. The only reason I was able to get away from him is because my Jayson, Nick, Liam, Rose, Natalie all found out. I manage to send them a message and they told my parents. Who thankfully helped me.

I don't know where Austin took my phone. I haven't been able to use it since he took it from me the first day. I asked him about it and he just completely ignored me.

I try to get out of Austin's grip but he tightens it. I let out a silent sigh. This is frustrating...

Get waken up by Austin. "Get up!" He says shaking me. I rub my eyes and slowly get up. Austin let's put a frustrated sigh. "Hurry up go shower and get changed we have to go get breakfast then I have to take you to class" he throws my school uniform at me and leaves my room slamming the door behind him hard. What's got him all mad and frustrated?

Why do I care? As long as he doesn't take it out on me like he used to then I don't care. I get out of bed and grab my clothes he threw at me and head to the bathroom making sure I don't do anything to get his attention on me.

As soon as I make it to the bathroom I quickly put the lock on it. I never lock the door...but I don't feel safe with him. I rather go the safe route. I quickly undress and get into the shower. I don't take my time showering. I try to shower as quick as possible. As soon as I'm done I get out and dry myself putting my uniform on.

I brush my teeth and my hair. I get out the bathroom and go into my bedroom and grab my bag. I put my books I need in it for the day.

"What is it Wilson? You already got me pissed off, I don't need anymore of your crap," I hear Austin say. There's that name again...Wilson...I swear I know that last name from somewhere. But where...?

I hear him groan and under his breath he says some curse words. I put my bag on my shoulder and walk to him carefully. He seems mad, like really mad. "I...I'm ready...to go..." I say watching my tone around him.

He rolls his eyes at me putting his phone into his school uniform pocket. He grabs my hand tightening his grip. I wince making him look at me and shaking his head but continuing to hold it at this grip.

We head out of my dorm and go to the dining hall. The stares of people have died down a little but their whispers haven't. I hate their still gossiping about this.

Once we get there to the dining hall we get in line to get out breakfast. Austin picks out what I get to eat. I try to tell him if he could put more food on my plate but he tells me to be quiet. I don't have a choice on what I get to eat. I look down at the floor sadly.

We go to sit out usual table in the corner alone and away from everyone else. We sit down and he places the trays down. As I eat quietly I watch as everyone else smiles and has conversations with each other.

I look for my friends at the table I would normally be sitting at. Everyone is there sitting happily. Avery and I make eye contact she smiles happily at me. I look away quickly and look down at my food.

Seconds later I hear her voice, "Hey Carmen! Why don't you and...uh...him come sit with us! We all miss eating with you!" I look up at her and turn to see Austin. I'm really hoping he says yes. I give him beginning eyes.

"Go away kid, me and Carmen are trying to eat together here peacefully. Go back to where you came from. You're whole presence is annoying the hell out of me." he says rudely to her. Avery's expression goes from joyful to sad real quick. She simply nods and walks away sadly back to the table.

I take a bite out of cut up watermelon Austin got for me. This is just really depressing. I feel so caged in.

I hear footsteps getting closer and closer to us. I side eye Austin to see his expression to turn serious and to stone. He looks mad for some reason. I look up to see Zane standing there angrily as well. I gulp...why...is he here?

"What the hell is your problem dude!" Zane yells getting the whole attention of the cafeteria. Peoples eyes are on us three now. People are intrigued.

"I don't have a problem here. What makes you even think that? The only problem I see is you here interrupting our breakfast." Austin says snarking back. He's still seated which makes Zane tower over him.

"Oh yeah definitely no problem huh? You just made Avery cry! She was just trying to be nice to you guys!" He says slamming both his hands on the table. I look to see Casey trying to comfort her by rocking her.

Austin scuffs at Zane and just shakes his head.

"Go apologize to her right now..." Zane says sternly looking him dead in the eyes. He looks like he's just waiting for Austin to make a wrong move so he can pounce on him. There's a look in his eyes...a very...very furious look.

"And what the hell are you gonna do if I don't? I only told her the truth." Austin says standing up and getting face on with Zane. They're both now face to face together. Neither one looking away from each other. Zane still manages to tower over Austin with a couple inches. That look in Zane's eyes keeps growing bigger and bigger. He's just waiting...he's hoping Austin makes a bad decision.

"I suggest...you move away from me..."Zane tells Austin. Austin gives him a sly look.

"What...are you mad? Mad that I won't apologize to your little friend over there...or..." he stops and then looks at me.

"Or are you mad...I took your bitch from from you."

Austin says kind of proudly in his voice.

Oh he's really messed up there. Zane gives him a wicked smile. "You've really messed up there,"

Zane grabs Austin from the collar and throws him to the wall hard. Austin try's to get up again but looks like he's in pain from what Zane just had done to him. Zane picks him up once again from his collar and curls his hand into a fist and aims for Austin's nose. Zane's fist hits the bridge of Austin's nose very firmly. It seemed like Zane was waiting to do that for a cool minute now.

Austin's nose began to bleed and his blood dripped down his nose and onto his uniform. Austin pushed Zane off of him making Zane take a couple steps back but Zane still held his composure. People started to crowd around us to watch.

Austin grunted and look at Zane. He wielded his arm back and fisted his hands. He punched Zane right in the stomach making him groan in pain. Zane shook his head and went in for Austin.

It was as if Zane only saw red. He grabbed both of Austin's arms and threw him onto the table. Austin quickly grabbed a plate and threw it at Zane but Zane managed to dodge it. Zane laughs a little, "I'm really going to enjoy this..." he has a devilish smile on him.

Zane gives Austin a blow to the side of his head which makes Austin all groggy. Zane grabs Austin's hair and pulls it roughly. He whispers something to Austin but I don't manage to hear him.

"Fuck...you..." Austin says barley even managing to say that. Zane slams his head into the table hard.

"I dare you to say that again. DO IT!" He says. Austin coughed up some blood. "Fuck..." he says.

But before he can say anything the whole crowd disburses and the head mistress come walking with fire in her steps...

"All three of you in my office now!" She yells at us. Fire blooms in her eyes look at the three of us.

Zane smiles and let's go of Austin letting him fall.

Well this sure isn't gonna end well...

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