I wake up and jump out of bed rushing to the bathroom. I throw up last nights delicious dinner and dry heave.

Soon I feel a large hand rubbing my back making me let out a sob. He tries to lift me but i resist.

"No" i growl at him.

Im so mad at him. How is it fair that only i suffer and we both have a baby. If i didn't love him so much i would hit him.

"Ria, come on the floors cold baby" he says. I still sit there but this time he just lifts me up on his own. "Look at me my love" he says. I shake my head stubbornly. He holds my chin and lifts my face. "Im sorry baby love. You wanna go back to bed?" he asks gently. I nod.

He's used to this. It's been a week since the incident. And my morning sickness is off charts honestly i dont know how he hasnt left me yet.

He helps me brush my teeth and then into bed. Ugh.

I help her into bed then get in beside her. She's whimpering and letting out soft sobs breaking my heart.

"Im sorry im so mean" she mumbles.

"no babygirl, you arent mean, its ok sì? I love you baby" i kiss her head. She snuggles closer and soon, her breathing slows. Shes asleep.

I gently turn and grab my laptop. I try to work from home as much as i can. She still gets scared being alone which makes my blood boil.

The boys have been really helpful with work, they cover me outside which allows me to stay in alot.

~

I hear her soft mewls letting me know she's waking up. Soon she looks up at me making me smile and put away my laptop.

"Bon giorno baby" my voice comes out hoarse, probably because i haven't spoken in 3 hours.

"What time is it?" she asks. Damn her voice is small compared to mine.

"noon" her eyes widen. I smile, leaning down to kiss her. "how are you feeling?"

"Ok" she says softly. "I want frozen yogurt" she tells me. I grin.

"Okay" i pause. "I was thinking we could do something fun that you want to do"

"Oh" she sits up. "I wanna go to the movies." she tells me.

"Ok" i kiss her lips but as i pull back, she pulls me back in for a longer kiss then pulls back giving me a naughty smile.

Fuck.

She begins to get up but i pull her back gently making her straddle me, giggling.

~

We just got done at the movies, it was boring torture but i could tell she had fun.

"Frozen Yogurttttt" she squeals, bouncing around in the parking lot.

I shake my head.