Its almost lunch time and no one is really home right now so i asked the kitchen staff to not make lunch for just me. Im just taking the cookies out of the oven right now.

Once im done, i grab Grayson and walk back upstairs to search for job opportunities. Once ive opened my laptop i start thinking about how i literally dont know what id be passionate about. Well except for baking.

As im scrolling, i see that there is a little shopping strip near by and it actually has a cafe. Ill have to ask Nick about this.

I glance at Grayson to see him asleep again making me grin. Sleepy baby. I pat his stomach and soon feel myself drifting off.

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I wake up to a small giggle sound. I look up to see Grayson wide awake, pating Nicks bare chest. I take a deep breath and smile at the cute sight.

"Hi" i say, my voice low and sleepy. He looks over at me and grins. "hi baby" i coo.

"Morning baby" Nick husks, i roll my eyes and snuggle closer to him.

"You didn't have lunch did you?" he asks me. I whine. "The kitchen staff tells me stuff i want to know." he kisses my head. Grayson yawns and reaches towards me making my heart so warm.

I grab him and hold him to me and slowly feel him fall asleep.

I get up and put him down in his room. When i come back, Nick isnt in the room. Eh.

I go into the closet to change my clothes, taking off my dress im left in my black lingerie. I hear a sharp intake of breath and turn to see Nick. I grin.

"fanculo bambina vieni qui" he growls and i walk over to him, teasingly.

(fuck baby girl come here).

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Its almost dinner time now and im really tired. Probably because i haven't really eaten. Well that and our activities. I kind of want pizza but i also kind of want Chinese take out.

When i was living in my apartment, i used to order chinese take out every other night. It was my favourite activity.

"I want noodles" i murmur into his neck. Im laying on top of him, his arms around my waist. he hums.

"Noodles? like Chinese?" he asks. I love it when he's even a lil clueless cuz its not something i get to see often.

"mmhmm" i hum. "and egg rolls and orange chicken and rice" i say and he chuckles.

"ok" he says humorously.

Does he think im fat? Im not that hungry i was just craving them. I should tell him that.

"N-no we can eat at home" i say getting out of his hold, grabbing my robe, suddenly feeling insecure.

Nick sits up, looking at me.

"Why?"

"No reason, i was just taking names of everything that came to mind." i say, looking towards him.

Im very confused right now. I know somethings wrong i have no idea what though.

"Aria" i call her. She's acting a little off. "Baby, whats wrong?" i ask her.

"Nothing im just not that hungry anymore, i uhm, i-ill go take a shower now" she mumbles, waddling to the bathroom. What?

I think over the brief conversation we had trying to figure out what happened and suddenly, it clicks.

Damn babygirl youre cute.

Im done with my shower, im in the closet. I pick out grey sweatpants and a long sleeve black shirt so i feel a little more secure. And hot, but ill live.

I walk out into the room drying my hair but stop in my tracks when i see the little sitting area.

The coffee table has a lot of chinese food on it, i also see a pizza box.

I feel arms wrap around me and his warm face presses to the cold skin of my neck. I hear him inhale.

"Babygirl" he husks, his voice deep making me melt against him. "why dont you love me?" he asks making my heart drop. what?

I turn around quickly and look up at him. He has a small frown on his face making me frown as well.

"What?" i hold his arms.

"you just arent comfortable with me and it sucks" he almost pouts.

"i am comfortable with you Nick, why would u say that?" i ask him. he raises an eyebrow. I realise what he's saying and my face heats. "i just dont want u to think im fat" i mumble.

"baby when have i ever made you feel like that? Im sorry if i have mi amore" he says.

"no you didn't, im just not used to eating alot so my body asking for more is weird i guess" i tell him. He nods and hugs me.

"I fucking love you babygirl, and i love feeding you" he says into my hair.

"i love you too"