《His Light, Her Darkness》Chapter 21: Guilt Only Extends So Far
Advertisement
I trudge back up the cellar stairs, annoyance coursing through my body like adrenaline.
She refused to apologise to me, what makes her think she has the right? She stabbed me, she hurt me, and I know she feels guilt and remorse. I can see it in her eyes, she was just about to say sorry, and then she didn't.
Something is holding her back. I need to figure out what it is so I can break her in, mould her, teach her to be mine, and accept being mine.
Her face is beginning to grow hollow, despite it being only two days since she ate. I feel bad, I feel terrible for denying her food, or a bed for her to sleep on, but she needs to learn. She needs to taste what it is going to be like for her if she doesn't just accept her fate.
I clench my fists. I feel awful. The past two days have been the most agonising two days i have ever experienced. Knowing that she is down there, just within my reach. I want to treat her, to spoil her rotten. I want her to know how much I want her. How much I want her to be happy.
Oh god.
What have I done?
I want her to be happy, but I have locked her down in the cellar with the prisoners, most of whom are decaying and dying. I want her to be happy, yet I'm denying her happiness.
My body is livid. I am such an idiot, blinded by my possessiveness.
Once I've reached the top of the stairs, I look back to see the gaze of Alistair. He is one of my best assassins. The man who killed Fredric for me. He's staying in my house for the time being with his pregnant wife while their place is renovated, which leaves me to boss him around whenever I want.
Advertisement
"I want you to go grab pillows and blankets, and take them down to Mia straight away." I command.
"Sure thing." Alistair says as he heads towards the laundry room where all of the pillows, blankets and household necessities are kept.
Rubbing my temples, trying to ease my headache, I head back towards my office. I do feel better knowing that Mia will no longer be so uncomfortable. Despite this change in heart, i still will be leaving her down there for another two days, because she does need to learn, but from then on, i will try to make her as comfortable as possible.
As difficult as that may be though, when she has such a disrespectful attitude, and is still prone to running away...
Maybe Alistair's wife; Hailey can make her feel more at home. It would do good for Mia to talk to another woman, and maybe when Hailey has her baby, I can introduce Mia to the idea of us starting a family.
Taking a seat in my chair, I look into my monitor, where I have surveillance of Mia in the cellar. Despite having night-vision cameras, it's still difficult to see her beautiful features, but I stare as she is curled up in the corner of the room.
I once again have the feeling of guilt wash across me, but it is quickly gone as I see Alistair arrive with the pillows and blankets, handing them to her through the bars. Mia stands, hesitantly and reaches for the pillows and blankets from a distance.
She looks terrified.
As quickly as he appeared, Alistair leaves, and Mia settles in the corner once again, placing the pillows down on the ground and huddling up on top of them, with the blanket wrapped around her tiny frame.
Advertisement
She looks so innocent, I could stare at her all day.
I'm interrupted from the screen as someone barges into the room. "Sir, my apologies for interrupting, but i have urgent news."
My head snaps up to one of my men; Richard. "This better be worth my time, or you'll be wishing i never employed you."
"Sir, two of our men were intercepted at the 'Circle' club, after deleting all security footage and records of you and Mia attending." Richard says. I don't notice as his body shakes slightly, intimidated at my glare.
"Intercepted by who?" I roar as I stand from my desk approaching Richard.
"We are unsure at the moment, but one of their men was shot by one of ours."
"Fuck!" I yell. "What part of me saying, 'do not engage under any circumstance' did they not understand?"
"If they hadn't fired, they wouldn't have been able to erase the records or get out without being seen."
This problem has just increased my head ache by tenfold, and I feel like at any moment I could just pass out at the sheer exhaustion my anger is causing me.
"I want the men who were responsible for this mess in my office within the next three minutes. And after you've brought them here, i want you to collate a file on everything that happened, and find out exactly who came looking." I ordered, turning my back to him as I heard him run from the room.
Why the hell are there people looking for Mia? My report didn't lie when it stated that she has minimal friends and family, maybe something was missed out. I swear to god, if there is some in her life who i don't know about, i don't know what the fuck i'm gong to do.
Me taking Mia wasn't supposed to be a problem. She was easy, almost too easy. It was like destiny that she had been placed in front of me by Dante that fateful day.
I'll be damned if I let her go so easily.
Taking a seat back in my chair, I look once again at Mia who has fallen asleep, bundled up in the blankets. She looks almost as if she's become a pillow, blending into her surroundings.
I don't know if i'll be able to keep her down there for the next two days, but i have to keep my word, otherwise she'll think i'm not a man of my word.
Within the next minute, two of my men come running into my office, closing the door behind them.
At least their punishment will take my mind off of things.
-------------------------------------------------------
Advertisement
- In Serial142 Chapters
The Side Character’s Hidden Boss!
A 20-year-old genius medical student transmigrated to a book she read during an experiment and became a female supporting character named Mo Li.
8 868 - In Serial31 Chapters
The Goth, the Ghost, and the Jester
Jessica Rivers is best friends with a ghost. Greg may be an ill-tempered Scottish knight who's been dead for 800 years, but Jessica doesn't mind. She thinks being friends with a ghost totally adds to her gothic aesthetic. Jessica meets Greg during her summer job at 'The King's Rest'--a completely immersive medieval resort where everyone is in costume and over-sized turkey legs are served with every meal. It isn't long before Jessica finds herself falling for Allan, the resort's resident jester, but when Allan tries to exorcise Greg, she realizes that he can see ghosts too. From sword fights to ghost hunts, the trio must learn to work together. And while Jessica may be developing a knack for dealing with the dead, she's nowhere near ready to face the monster that's haunting Allan. New chapter every Monday!
8 208 - In Serial64 Chapters
The Billionaire's Proposal
Jane Hamilton is an ordinary waitress at Douglas Diner which no guy is interested in. Adrian McKeller is the well known billionaire who is loved by everyone, especially women. He also happens to be Jane's daily customer. What happens when he comes up with a proposal she can't deny? "No Attachments." "No Love." "And no questions about the past." Will they be able to survive? Will she be able to overcome the consequences of accepting...The Billionaire's Proposal? Read to find out.Highest Ranks #1 in generalfiction || 05.07.22
8 601 - In Serial99 Chapters
The Author Who Became A Villainess
Hyejin gets sucked into her own book she has written. There she became the villainess of her book who is destined to die in the hands of her own exclusive butler.Unable to escape her new life, she embraces it and decided to change her fate that she wrote, in hopes she won't get killed by her butler. It doesn't matter if her life becomes tough or messy as long as she's alive, she doesn't mind!....."Milady do you favour me or his highness more?""Of course you.""Then me or your brother?""...You?""Am I your favourite, milady?""...."Why is her butler suddenly acting this way? All she did was stop abusing him.PSA: there are some swear words in this bookThis is my own story! I did not copy from anyone. The characters are my own that I made as well. On Webnovel as well.[To be edited!]Highest ranking:#1 Butler#1 Original characters#1 Isekai#1 Anotherworld#1 Comedy#2 Female Protagonist#1 Reincarnation#1 Medieval#3 Author#2 Shoujo#7 Romance#23 Original#54 Slowburn#704 Love
8 184 - In Serial82 Chapters
Bleeding Roses
"I will accept your resignation but under one condition," said Vikram Singhal, playing with the paperweight akin to the manner he was playing with the woman trembling in fury."And why are you under the impression that I will respect that condition, SIR?"Shikha feigned determination, knowing that if Vikram Singhal wanted something, he would get it by hook or by crook. She knew that her words would merely count as feeble and futile efforts of a fawn to fight off the mighty lion and nothing more.Her shivering form and quivering lips had given away her fears to her predator. His pupils dilated with desire and a lethally addicting ecstasy as he inched closer every moment in fulfilling them."You cannot leave the company without serving your notice period, until and unless, you pay me a compensation of ₹3,00,000, and as far as I know it is not possible in your case to bring that amount. That leaves you with no choice, but to comply with my wishes," said Vikram. He smirked victoriously at her rattled form.She inhaled sharply, gathering every bit of strength remaining in her and hoped against the hope that he would not demand what she had imagined."What do you want, Sir?""You. I want you."__________Vikram Singhal, a ruthless and shrewd gangster, ruled the business world under the guise of a business owner and ruled the whole of Uttar Pradesh as a dictator, till he falls for the naïve and innocent Shikha Agarwal after a chance encounter. He seemed to have control over everything and possess everything he wanted, except her, and that only intensified his obsession and intrigue towards her. Shikha Agarwal, an orphan raised by her elder sister, thought of the world to be full of beautiful roses like herself, till the thorns of those roses surface as a certain Vikram Singhal. They were two worlds which had clashed because of his obsession, but will they ever merge to create one beautiful world for themselves?*Slow burn. Not a submissive heroine.
8 234 - In Serial53 Chapters
Until I Really Do
(Highest ranking #1 in historical)"I volunteer. I will be your wife..." When he rose a brow, she covered the distance between them, her jaw set. "In name only."He seemed to consider her words for a few seconds. "No," He finally said."What?!" Her pitch rose a notch, disappointment lacing her voice.Taking a step that brought him face to face with her, "If you must be my wife, Blondie, then you must truly be my wife -in name, and in body." He leaned forward, his warm breath tickling her skin as his eyes ran down the length of her. "Frankly," He raised his eyes back to her. "I want all of you. All, or nothing."____________________________________Sharon Annabella Freelance is the only daughter of George Freelance, the town's drunk gambler. Not only has he gambled everything away, but he has managed to gamble his daughter away also. Left with no other choice, Sharon must marry and learn to live with the man her father lost a bet to. Well, he can have her but he will never possess her heart. That, he can bloody bet on! __________________________________Mathew Steiner, in a desperate attempt to be independent, leaves the comfort of his father's wealth, moves to a small town, and buys a mansion he cannot fully afford yet. When Mathew's only hope of paying fully for the house is dashed, he is faced with two options; return to his father, a failure or, get his hands on his inheritance left by his grandfather. There is only one problem with option two; he must find a wife to do so. Copyright © 2016-2017 Lily OrevbaAll rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher.
8 223

