(Renmen POV)

I was pleased with the gentle kisses that Nicolas was adorning my neck and a soft moan slips out my lips. Nicolas has a determined look while unbuttoning his shirt, and suddenly butterflies flutter in the pit of my stomach. I look at his eyes and they were clouded in want. I gulped at the intensity of his eyes, they were ready to devour me.

My hands clenched on the soft sheets of the bed. I consider my current position which was on my back, my legs open which allowed Nicolas to be planted between them. I could feel his symbol of desire rubbing against my own bulging crotch.

This also caused me to let out a wanton moan. It was surprisingly loud and I immediately covered my mouth with my hands. Seeing me cover my mouth from embarrassment irritated the man on top of me.

"Renmen, if I'm going to give you pleasure you cannot continue to silence yourself. I want to know if I'm pleasuring you and I most definitely want to hear those sweet sounds that come out those delectable lips of yours. Ok?"

I softly whispered my agreement to him. After he made his statement he took my hands away from my mouth. He then softly bites my neck, which made me bite my lips in anticipation. I whimpered in need of him when he was rubbing our hardened erections together. He was teasing me and he knew it, he was smirking at my reaction.

I pouted at him, my bottom lip slightly sticking out. In return, he gently bites my bottom lip and tugged at it, then releasing it with a kiss. His large hands slipped under my shirt, while simultaneously tugging to pull off my pajama shorts. I slightly tensed at his actions, and he noticed it. He stopped and focused his attention to me.

"I need to know now Renmen if you truly want this. I won't hurt you, I just want to satisfy your obvious libido. I will stop anytime you want me to, it will be hard but I will. Tell me Renmen, are you honestly ready for this?"

He was being so gentle and patient with me, I loved it. I really thought about his question and my body already knew the answer. But I also was thinking about the consequences, like what if this happens and Nicolas wants this to be a regular thing or something. Or what if Nicolas really cannot control himself, can I really trust him? Will he stop if I said so?

So many thoughts were through my mind, mixed emotions of anxiety and want was quite overwhelming. I finally decided that, I could care less. I felt like if I don't try to relieve this pulsing and foreign sexual heat, I will regret it.

I need this growing crave to go away and it seems that the only person that can get rid of it, is this man between my legs. I looked at him and I mumbled with the answer he was waiting for.

"I need you Nicolas."

He smiled and kissed my hand while his eyes were still fixed on me. I took in a sharp breath when he managed to swiftly take off my shorts and shirt. I was exposed and vulnerable in my underwear to him and I was fine with it. The cold air made my nipples stiffen and they harden even more when Nicholas started rubbing them. I was so sensitive, because that earned him a loud whimper from me.

He was elated and continue to play with them, biting them and kissing them. Nicolas started to kiss down my stomach, a trail that left me slightly giggling. His kisses were tickling me. I was suddenly yanked away from the amusing kisses that directed my attention. Nicolas' hand was rubbing my pulsing erection through my underwear, and I spread my legs wider in response.

I was embarrassed with the small wetness seeping through my underwear. When I saw Nicolas throw my underwear on the floor, I instinctively tried to cover the proof of my gender. When Nicolas saw this he just chuckled at my sudden action.

He looked at me and dove in for a kiss. This time I tried to respond to his kiss by following his movements, but my clumsy efforts prove that I lacked experience. But the kiss distracted me and my hands stop covering my embarrassment. Nicolas then spoke.

"You don't have to hide anything from me, love. Everything that I witness today is beautiful, so don't be embarrassed I love every part of you."

I nodded and I tried to relax. But what Nicolas did next gave me a jolt of ecstasy. His large hands that weren't completely soft starts to pump my shaft. Pre-cum was oozing out my hardened penis continuously when he started rubbing my tip. Then my body twitches when his tongue made contact with the slit of my cock, licking it. I had to comment when he did that.

"W-wait Nicolas are you going to put it in your m-mouth? Y-you don't have to, it's fine."

"Shhh Renmen just relax and enjoy, don't overthink."

His nonchalant response did ease my sudden surprise. So I lay back down, my eyes were closed and I held a steady breath. I cried out in pleasure when Nicolas warm mouth engulfed me. What he did felt so enjoyable that I ran a hand through his soft dark hair. I let out a silent scream when he started rubbing my balls at the same time. It's crazy how something so dirty can feel so good.

He continued his repetitive motion of sucking my cock and rubbing that drove me to release my pent up desire. I had to tell him, so I don't release my semen inside his mouth. As if Nicolas knew that I was ready, he stops his intimate actions. I burst out with a satisfied moan.

To say I was exhausted, would be an understatement. Nicolas smiled brightly at my content expression. He then kissed me, and I could taste myself on his lips. And it made me feel even more filthy, but I was not complaining. I hear his smooth voice speak.

"Wow Renmen I'm so happy that I was able to create that beautiful expression on your face. Well, let's continue, we are almost done."

"There is more Nicolas? I thought..." He then cut me off, before I could continue.

"If you want to stop right now, we can. I mean there are so many ways I can give you pleasure Renmen."

I was so tired from everything. But my curiosity got the best of me and it gave me energy to have the desire to experience more. I wanted to know what else Nicolas can do to make me feel good. Wow, who would have thought I would actually be wanting more. So I decided to go along with what he had in mind.

"I'm fine with continuing Nicolas."

He smiled at me. He then went to get something out the bottom draw. In his hand was lube, the label was clear and obvious. When I hear the sound of the lube opening, I had to double think. Was I ready for this? Can I handle it? I think I can.

Suddenly I felt a sharp coldness make contact with my bottom. I didn't realize he was at my entrance already. I immediately tensed and made a noise of protest when his finger that was wet with lube started to enter me. I could feel his finger slip through the tightness of my entrance and it made my eyes tear up.

"Renmen please relax. I'm taking it slow, it will hurt more if you don't relax. Damn, you are incredibly tight."

He added more lube and continued to finger me. His one finger was starting to become bearable, but when he slipped his second finger I felt a great amount of suffering. I threw my head back and softly screamed in pure pain. When he noticed my massive discomfort he tried to comfort me with sweet words.

"It hurts so much Nicolas, please. I-I can't."

I wanted the pain to just quickly go away. The pain eventually started to fade and what I felt next was unforgettable. Nicolas' fingers somehow hit something in me that caused my toes to curl. When I released a long moan, I could see Nicolas smirk.

He deliberately kept on stroking and hitting that spot. It sent a stream of pleasure throughout my body and I was on the verge of releasing what I had restrained within me. I'm so glad I wanted to continue this intimate act. I never felt something like this and now I understand why sex is worth all the crave.

Nicolas continued to roughly finger me, while his other hand held on my waist tightly. I didn't want it to stop. He was driving me crazy. One of my hands was holding on to his shoulder, while the other hand tightly clutched the bed sheet. My legs were trembling, while moans and whimpers escaped my mouth. The man that was providing pleasure whispered into my ear.

"Does that feel good baby? Tell me you like it when I do this to you. I want to hear you Renmen."

"Oh Nicolas yes. I-I like it, it feels so good. Mmm, don't stop...I think I'm going to...."

I didn't care how needy I sounded. Or the fact that this whole naughty scene of Nicolas plunges his fingers inside me, made me even more horny. All I did care about is getting to experience such great pleasure this night.