You're sure." I check once again, "I won't hurt you?"

Astrid chuckles at me and shifts her body so she's sitting on my lap with her legs draped over me.

"I promise baby, the doctor gave me the go ahead for gentle..." she pokes my chest playfully, "non strenuous sex." My trousers tighten instinctively and I look into her mischievous eyes.

"Gentle hmm." I tease and lift her up into my arms as I stand from the sofa. "That I believe I can do."

Astrid twists her body so her legs are wrapped around my hips, her core pressing against mine. Reluctantly, I gently lower her to the floor as I hear Eira stirring from her nap.

"She'll want feeding, Vi." Astrid explains and walks up the stairs ahead of me. I hold back and watch her behind swing deliciously as she walks. These kids better understand that their mother is mine tonight.

"Hello my little snowflake." Astrid coos over my Eira. "Does my baby want her mummy." She teases as she scoops her daughter up and settles herself down on her rocking chair.

"We all want you baby." I play as I lean nonchalantly against the doorframe and watch my wife feed our daughter.

Liam is dozing in his room, Maggie is sitting in there with him, she rarely leaves his side especially if he's crying.

"Vi... later I promise. I want all of you."

My mouth is left hanging open at her filthy words but before I can even react she turns her gaze back down to the chugging Eira.

Swallowing hard, I physically have to force myself to leave the room before I pull my daughter from my wife and show her just what I've been dreaming of doing for so many fucking months.

Luckily, after so many fucking months of waiting my self control is impeccable. I want my son so I go into his room and find his big grey eyes looking at me inquisitively.

Eira looks like me, her eyes are Hansen through and through and I love that. Liam has his mother's eyes but I can already see he is becoming a mini me as well, I'm a very lucky man.

"Hey my little warrior. You happy to see daddy?"

"Yes." His answer is slightly intelligible but I can just about hear his answer, Liam has been speaking more and more now and I know the time is coming when he won't shut up.

Not that I'd ever want him to do that.

Leaning over his cot, I wrap my arms around him and look down at him, in his little arms. His hands rest on my chest, his chin on my shoulder.

Bouncing gently,

I look at Liam and he gives me a slightly less gummy smile. The corners of three or four teeth have come through now and many more are making their presence known to Liam and to Astrid and I.

Liam grizzles slightly and I realise I've been so lost in thought I haven't been listening to his body language or baby talk. He's not in the mood to be held.

"Oh, oh my little warrior it's ok. Papa is putting you down now."

I set his chubby bottom down on the play floor and sit opposite him. He looks at me expectantly and starts to roll around on his back.

"You want toys or me?" Liam makes a gurgling sound that I know all too well I sigh heavily and stand back from the floor. I take Liam with me.

"Guess you wanted the changing table didn't you Lee."

He giggles and looks at me with a mischievous glean to his eyes. This child can be such a demon when he wants it.

After wrestling with Liam for about ten minutes I finally get him cleaned up and we settle back on the floor to play with his felt animals.

"Vi?" Astrid calls for me from Eira's nursery.

"In here baby."

I hear the padding of her feet and soon her hand has dropped down on my shoulder. Turning I smile up at my beautiful wife and take her hand in mine.

Eira is leaning against her chest but craning her head to look around the room. She's still far too young to smile but I always feel that when our eyes meet she's smiling at me in her own way.

Astrid walks around me and slowly lowers herself into my lap. I instantly wrap my arms around her and stroke my daughter's cheek softly all the while keeping a careful eye on the devious Liam as he entertains himself.

"I love you Vi- you do know that right?" I smile and kiss the top of her head, I love the way she always wants reassurance from me and for me.

"Of course I know baby."

I stroke her arm gently and she twists her face around enough to look at me with those enchanting eyes.

"I'm looking forward to tonight Vi."

A gasp escapes me as I practically jump in surprise at her boldness and naughtiness.

I let my fingers trace down to the sides of her body. I begin to tickle her softly and she squeals and writhes in my arm.

"You little minx, you're going to pay for that later." I almost growl into her neck before biting at the soft skin playfully.

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Slamming the door to the cabin I have to resist the urge not to pounce on my sexy wife.

Gentle Vidar, only gentle allowed...tonight.

"Vi?" Astrid calls from upstairs, "everything ok?"

"Of course baby, Eira and Liam are with my parents and I'm ready to devour you!"

I stand on the threshold to the stairs and lean against the wood, my hands are clutching at it as I attempt to restrain myself until my heart has stopped thudding in my chest.

"I'm ready too Vidar! Now where's my hunky biker?"

The tone of her voice will forever surprise me, it's like there's two sides to her. One is the quiet, shy and gentle woman I love with all my heart. The other is an insatiable vixen that I'm still just discovering.

"I'm coming, ready or not."

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Nervously I tug and pull at the little outfit I'm wearing. I was really anxious about tonight and seeing as though I have no female friends beyond Lila- who I'm definitely not talking to about fucking her son- I had to resort to the internet.

Whilst initially I couldn't believe that lingerie could be anything other than for the man to enjoy, as I look at myself in the mirror now I feel confident and dare I say sexy.

I just hope Vidar likes it.

Judging from the way he's attacking the stairs like they're his prey, I sincerely doubt this outfit is going to stay on for very long.

Taking a deep breath, I turn and find Vidar standing behind me. I jump slightly, he must have moved so fast to get there so silently and swiftly.

"Vi..." my voice comes out more nervous and shaky than I anticipated, in my head it was sultry and alluring but I just sound nervous.

"Astrid baby, fuck I- I can't..." His voice comes out all strained and tense, husky and ridiculously sexy. That's what I was going for but I failed horribly.

"You're so fucking sexy."

A blush colours my chest and cheeks as I take a few wobbly steps towards the man I love.

He swallows hard and closes the space between us, he's breathing as hard as I am.

His hands dip gently down to my hips and he lightly tugs me into him until our chests are pressed together, so are our hips but I'm trying desperately hard not to think about that right now.

"I-I'm nervous Vi." I finally admit the words that have been weighing down on me today as the evening crept ever closer. It isn't that I don't want this, but it's a big deal for me. My first time.

"I'm nervous too." His response surprises me and I'm guessing my face shows him that. He gently leads me over to the bed and sits me down. Then he kneels down on the floor before me.

"Why are you nervous?" I finally ask him after waiting a few seconds for an answer.

"Because I love you, I don't want to hurt you and I want this to be the best experience for you that it can be."

My nerves immediately begin to calm, I should have never doubted my Vi. A tiny voice in my head was telling me that it wasn't going to be about me but rather Vidar. But now he's nervous, nervous about making it good for me.

I love him more than I ever thought possible.

Vidar clears his throat and smiles at me gently before standing so he can sit next to me on the bed. The weight of him causes the mattress to dip and I slide slowly into the indent he has made. I lean my head on his shoulder and his hand sneaks around my waist until he's stroking and tracing the patterns on the lace.

"You wanna tell me why you're nervous?"

Nodding my head gently against his shoulder I move my hand to hold his thigh before talking.

"I-I'm nervous because it's my first time, my first time with you and I want it to be special. I-I don't want it to hurt and I want it tobegoodforyou."

I mumble the last phrase as I feel unbelievable self conscious, but it's true. I'm terrified that I will be so bad at all this that Vidar won't want me anymore.

Vidar's hands slip under my thighs and I squeal as I'm thrown onto his lap. I find myself straddling him and his hands grip at my laced bottom. I suddenly feel less nervous and a heat is roaring in my core.

"First of all, I want your first time to be as special as I can make it and I promise I won't let this hurt you, not even a pinch of pain."

I blush and lean my face into his chest, I prefer having these kind of conversations without eye contact, it saves my blushes.

"B-but how can you promise that?" A deep chuckle reverberates through his chest and into my ears, it's music to my soul.

"Astrid baby," his thumb lifts my chin for his chest and I find him staring down at me with a lustful gleam darkening his eyes, "I have my ways."

To emphasise his point, his palms drift up to cup my breasts, his thumbs rubbing over my hardening nipples. A light gasp escapes me and I take his point.

"Oh." I giggle and hide my face in his neck, breathing in the soothing scent of him.

"And one last thing my darling." His hands leave my chest to caress my back and goosebumps tickle my skin at his touch. "Anything and everything is good enough with you."

So reassured I feel that I let my lips trace kisses over his neck. A low groan dissipates from him and I feel him start to shift on the bed. We roll and suddenly I'm beneath him.

One of his legs pressing between my legs to keep them open. He looks down at me and I feel so loved and cherished.

"Are you still nervous baby?" I love how reassuring he is with me.

Boldly, I shake my head and I watch his eyes darken with a wanton desire.

"Well then... this needs to go." His hands find the top of my lace outfit and he grips the seams and rips it open.

"Vi! That was expensive."

"I'll buy you a hundred more baby." He growls before kissing his way down my chest until he finds my nipple.

His lips surround the sensitive bud and I gasp and arch my back into it. Until I panic.

"Wait Vi! I'm still breastfeeding."

He gives me a wicked smirk from inches above my nipple before blowing hot air down onto my skin. I'm so sensitive from his touch that I let out a soft little moan.

"I know you are."

I really should have expected this from Vidar, he's been making jokes about this for weeks- especially since the breastfeeding has caused the girls to grow as good few cup sizes. Vidar hasn't taken his eyes off them in recent days. Men will be men I suppose.

His kiss finds my nipple once again and he gives me a firm suck that causes me to explode in a moan of surprise.

He pulls back up to my lips and gives me a steamy kiss, I'm a panting mess by the time he pulls away.

"Astrid baby, I wan-I need you so fucking bad."

"I need you too Vi."