This chapter contains knife play, blood play, some breath play, bondage

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Out of breath I did as he said, kneeling with my tied hands resting on the railing at the head of the bed. My legs where trembling under me now and my erection screamed to be touched so much that I thought I would shatter. Ash got up in the bed and at first it looked like he was about to untie me, but he just adjusted the ropes, making me tied to the railing instead. I whimpered as he let his finger graze the head of my aching cock.

"Ash, please..." I begged desperately.

He met my pleading eyes and smiled that devious smile and shook his head. He dug inside his jeans that where on the bed and then threw them on the floor. Then he leaned in close to me and held up his hand in front of my face. With a sharp snap a knife blade materialized. A stiletto. I stopped breathing completely in shock.

Oh god. Oh, my fucking god.

The sharp blade reflected in his eyes as he cocked his head and watched me closely.

"This is the second surprise," he smiled darkly. "Do you trust me?"

The automatic fear in me was just as huge as the immediate excitement. I was both sure and not sure at all. No experience in my life could measure up to this and I didn't know if I dared to take the leap. I looked at the gleaming metal blade. Felt the rush inside me all the way to my toes. I nodded. I couldn't even form the words.

"Hm... that makes me very happy," he mumbled, his voice cloudy. "You know why?"

Slowly he glided the tip along my jawline. The reaction to it came from so deep inside that the whole world swayed.

"Why...?" I whispered as the tip landed on my cheek.

"Because I like this."

Gradually the knife moved until the edge was under my chin and carefully he pressed it upwards, making me tilt my head to him. The gesture was simple, but it caused such a complete emotional chaos in my mind. Total exposure, desire, fear, safety. He licked my parted lips lightly and the pleasure was so intense that I let out a long moan.

Ash lifted the knife from my chin and held it up in front of me again, his sapphire eyes burrowing into me. There was such a deep danger in them that I just wanted to drown myself in. He continued moving the blade along my upper arm and I could hear his breathing getting heavier. The tip never pierced the skin, Ash held it exactly right, just at the edge of pain, but suddenly I wanted more. I wanted to feel it when it went further. Wanted to feel the pain. I turned my head to him.

"Go... deeper."

His eyes went dead serious.

"Are you sure?"

I just nodded. I watched him close his eyes for a brief second and exhale unsteadily, then he looked straight at me again and caressed my arm.

"You wanna watch when I do it?"

"Yeah..."

Then he started to drag the knife downward from my shoulder. The pressure wasn't much at the start, but became more prominent the further down he got and when he reached the middle of my upper arm, I felt the sharp pain as the blade broke through the skin. The dark red blood slowly seeped from the wound and a droplet started to glide down my arm. I inhaled deeply at the sensation, the feeling of the knife, the sight of the blood, this whole fucking situation. If he touched me now, I would cum in seconds. The realization was instant. I met his eyes and he barely looked human anymore. His eyes were glazed over and lips slightly parted.

"Lick it up," he half-moaned.

I held his gaze as I stretched my tongue out and slowly licked the wound, tasting my blood, and it made me lose every single inhibition left in me.

"Touch me, damnit, Ash... Fuck me."

It didn't take him one second to drop the knife on the floor and come up behind me. He pushed my legs apart and I heard him rip a packet of condoms and soon I could feel his hard cock gliding between my butt cheeks. He spit on his fingers and the sound alone sent shivers right down to my cock. One finger entered my hole and he started to stretch me, but I was way too impatient now. I had waited long enough.

"Fuck me now, I can take it," I moaned and rolled my hips to him.

Ash let out a carnal sound and smacked my butt hard.

"You little fiend," he growled and grabbed my hip. "Don't forget, you asked for it."

Then he forced his hard cock inside me with one solid push. Pain radiated out in every cell in my body, and I gasped loudly, tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't stop it, but I didn't care. I wanted him inside me. He put both his hands on my shoulders and started slamming into me with hard, deep thrusts. The feeling made my vision white out, he didn't even touch me but the orgasm was mounting like a tidal wave. Every hard thrust was like lightning in my body, and I was trembling uncontrollably.

"Y-you're not screaming," he groaned and grabbed the hair in my neck. "Am I being too nice to you?"

"Way too n-nice," I breathed, shaking.

At that he placed a hand on my throat, pushed my down with weight of his entire body and literally impaled me with full force. He fucked me ferociously, I wasn't prepared for the power in his assault and I screamed each time that spot inside me was pushed by his cock. It was like I was shattered into a million tiny pieces, his grip on my throat got tighter and I couldn't breathe so easily anymore, and he bit down hard on my neck with his teeth. The world exploded. I shook violently below him by the orgasm hitting me, the sheet getting soaked under me with my cum. I gasped for air, but Ash still held me in a chokehold and his cock spasmed deep inside me, enlarging as his release came.

"Oh shit, fuuucck, Jamie..."

He pumped hard and deep into me those last thrusts, focusing on his own pleasure until he slowed down and released his hold on my throat and I could breathe normally again. He pulled out and the weight of him disappeared from me, but then I felt his hands caressing my back. I sighed loudly and he bent over me to release my hands from the ropes. My body was entirely wrecked, and the bliss was complete. I tried to move, but I was shaking so much that I just fell into a heap on the bed. Ash grabbed me softly and pulled me up to his chest and I reveled at the warm closeness to him. Leisurely he caressed my cheek and smiled at me.

"That was fucking amazing," he marveled.

"I didn't think it was possible to cum without even being touched," I said fascinated. "But apparently it is."

"If you're horny enough," he grinned. "And you clearly were. I have never seen anybody react the way you did. It was... really something else."

That I could agree with him on. I had no idea that I would react that strongly to the knife. Or the blood. A tiny voice in the back of my head popped up, repeating that I was definitely sick in the head.

"It just feels a little weird to like it," I said.

Ash turned my face to him and looked me deep in the eye.

"Did you get forced?" he asked.

"No, but–,"

"Then there is nothing wrong with it. We're adults, we can do what the hell we want to each other as long as we both consent to it."

I remembered the look on Ash's face when I had told him to go deeper.

"You like it too, right? You didn't just do it for me?"

"Hey, if you only knew how excited I got hearing you say that you wanted me to cut deeper," he breathed and almost seemed to get turned on just by thinking about it. "I didn't wanna say anything to you, I wanted it to come naturally if you wanted to. If you didn't want to, I would have never said anything about it. But... you seemed to like it very much. That has never happened to me. You are... I don't fucking know what to say. Are you for real?"

He laughed, but I could see the look of utter wonder in his face. Did he really think so? I was inexperienced, he had to show me every time.

"You don't feel it's a pain that I'm a total newbie in just about everything?"

He vehemently shook his head.

"That just makes it all so much more fun," he said. "I get to be there exploring with you. If I could feel anything it would be gratitude."

"Gratitude?" I grinned.

"That I get to be the one showing you. That you let me show you. And that you're open to it. You're letting go of control more and more, you know that?"

It was true, I suddenly realized. It wasn't something I had thought about, it had been gradual somehow and I liked it. A strange form of freedom.

"I... like it," I said quietly.

He playfully grabbed my wrists and held them firmly.

"I know," he smiled. "And I guess you noticed that I was a bit... rougher with you tonight?"

I nodded. He certainly had been rougher, but I hadn't disliked it. On the contrary.

"You wanna explore that too?"

Something buzzed inside me. That stupid voice was there again telling me it was all wrong, but I didn't listen anymore.

"This feels fucking nuts, but yeah, I do."

"It's not nuts at all, it's exciting," he said. "But then we need to agree on some stuff first. I don't wanna harm you for real, I mean harm you in a way that you don't like, neither physically nor mentally."

"You mean safewords?"

He cocked an eyebrow in surprise.

"Hey, I'm not that ignorant," I grinned. "I've heard of green, yellow and red. They'll work, won't they?"

I heard the eagerness in my voice. What was I getting myself into really? Embarrassment burned my cheeks. Ash stroked a finger across my heated skin.

"What's so embarrassing?"

"Hell, everything, really. Me getting off on someone dominating me, that a guy does it, that I like when you treat me like that, say stuff like that to me."

"Stuff like you are a good boy who sucks my dick so willingly with your pretty little mouth?" Ash said with his wicked smile.

"Damn it, Ash," I groaned, but my cock reacted in an instant.

He laughed out loud, and I could see how he enjoyed making me blush like this. Courage swept through me, and I grabbed his hand.

"This is what happens when you say stuff like that to me," I said and placed his hand over my semi-hard cock.

Ash eyes smoldered and he moved his hand up and down my shaft. I let out a low moan and pressed myself against him. But he just started to grin.

"Do you want me to force you to return to the party with a hard-on or are you gonna ease down?" he purred.

I blinked. Didn't he want to? But he seemed to notice my worry.

"Don't think for a second that I don't want to fuck your ass into pieces, but I think it's time that you get to experience the feeling of holding it back. I think that will do you some good, kitten."

He looked at me teasingly and got off the bed.

"Take some deep breaths, then you and I will go inside and be social for a while."