scarlet's pov:

a wave of nauseas hit me as i opened my eyes , i stood up hurriedly and ran to the bathroom pulling the iv drops with me , i banged the bathroom's door open and kneeled on the floor in front of the toilet as i throwed up everything that was in my stomach , and sadly there wasn't much so soon i started heaving as tears threatened to fall from my eyes

"scarlet ???" i heard mateo call for me from the room

"here..." i called weekly as i stood up and leaned on the sink to wash my face

"Hey ! you okay there ?" mateo asked as he lent me a hand so i can stand up steadily , i washed my face with the cold water and then gurgled some water to wash the after taste and the smell , i nodded my head at him with a smile

" i am okay, i am getting used to it, help me to the bed please " i said with a small smile and leaned on him to help me walk as i still felt a bit drowsy

"where is kristian ?" i asked mateo as helped me sit down and took the iv out of my hand

"he is checking on ben with the doctor , he should be back soon so you can be discharged" i nodded my head at him with a smile , at the same time my stomach decided to make itself known as a sound of dying whale came from it , i felt my cheeks blush as mateo went into a full blown laughter

"seems like my nephew is making himself known , we better hurry and feed you sis !!" i smacked mateo on the shoulder as i scowled at him

"what are you both bickering about so early in the morning? " kristian asked as he walked in with the biggest smile on his face, he slowly leaned in and kissed me gently on the lips making me smile at him even more

"good morning my love " i said with a smile as kristian sat beside me and hugged me closer to him

" morning , so what's so funny ?" kristian asked mateo as he helped me fix my messy hair

"your wife's stomach is making sounds like a dying whale , so you better feed her soon man or..." i sent mateo a glare as i kicked him hard on his leg making him wince in pain

"see she's already this fierce ..." mateo said as he pointed a finger at me and took a step back

"are you hungry principessa ??" kristian asked with a glee in his eyes, i nodded my head as i hand nestled on my stomach

"starving . . ."

"hey are both of you ignoring me right now/" mateo screamed again

"can we go home ? , i wanna have breakfast with Noah " i said to kristian as i looked at him with plead in my eyes , he nodded his head with a smile as he stood up and helped me with him

"you got ben ??" kristian asked mateo as i wore my shoes , thank god i was still wearing my clothes from yesterday

"yeah i will take care of it "

"what's going on with ben ?" i asked with a frown

"i am bringing him home with us , i am already fixing a room for him with all the necessary equipment , but it's gonna take some time , so in the time being we can go home and get everything ready okay love? "

"are you serious ?? omg thank you, thank you , thank you ..." i said with a scream as i jumped up and down and hugged kristian , i felt his hands hold me tightly as he pulled me to him and with a stern voice he said

"no jumping , important cargo on board remember !" i nodded my head and laughed

"alright let's go !" kristian said as he pulled me with him towards the door with mateo laughing behind us

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"baby i am homeee" i shouted as i walked in with kristian behind me taking my coat of for me , and suddenly two tiny feet came running and with a slam Noah crashed into my feet making me stumble with him as he hugged me tightly , i felt kristian behind me holding me i won't fall

"are you okay ? did he hit you ? " kristian said with frown as he pulled me towards him to check on me , i shock my head with a smile as i bent down to hug the frowning Noah who had tears in his eyes

"hey baby ! how did you sleep ?" i said with a smile , as i played with Noah's hair

"i missed you mommy " Noah said with a pout as he hugged me tightly

" oh and mommy missed you too , sooooo much "

"and no body missed me ha?? i feel so left out " kristian said with a sigh making me and Noah chuckle

"i missed you too daddy " Noah said as he ran at kristian and jumped on him making kristian left him up and hold him on his shoulder

"come on let's go eat breakfast and after that we can play " kristian said as he dragged me with him to the dining room where a whole feast was ready for us on the table , my mouth started to water as i took a seat with Noah and kristian beside me , and all it took me was a couple of minutes to fill my plate to the prim , Claire and Noah were looking at me with shocked eyes only kristian was grinning from ear to ear

"eat slowly my love " kristian whispered beside me making me blush as i nodded my head.

the breakfast that i usually need a week to finish was devoured by me in half an hour, but god did i regretted it after i was done , i was barely able to move and Noah wanted to play and i couldn't say no to him which lead kristian to laugh at me and me ignoring him as i decided to just spend my day with my son . . .

"principessa don't forget your medicine " a hand above my head reached for me as i laid down on the couch with Noah laying on top of me making kristian frown , he wanted to tell Noah to sleep beside me because i am pregnant but i stopped him , i was hesitant about telling Noah , i wanted to make sure that my pregnancy was one hundred percent stable before i tell the news , kristian gave me a worried look before resigning and letting out a sigh and walking away with the half drunk cup of water

"mommy what's wrong with daddy ?" Noah asked me as he looked at me with his big watery eyes

"nothing baby he was just calling for me so i can help him with something , let mommy go help him and when i am done when can play some more okay ?" Noah nodded his head with a smile , after i helped him sit comfortably at the couch , i stood up and walked towards Kristian's office where he was sitting with the same guy that i saw in the hospital yesterday , i knocked at the door and waited for him to let me in , since there were a guest i didn't want to look disrespectful in front of him .

"come in " i opened the door and walked in , i saw kristian staring at some file while the man in front of him was probably waiting for him as he sat down on a chair

"hey , are you busy ?" Kristian's lifted up his head to look at me , he signalled for me to walk over

"my love meet Alanzo , he is the head of the security team we have right now , he will be staying over for the time being " Alanzo looked at me with a small smile as he nodded his head towards me , i nodded my head back at him

"is there anything i can help you with ? you look busy ?" i asked kristian as stood beside his desk

"uhm, it's okay , jack had everything covered for the last couple of days so there is nothing important i am just looking over some files " kristian said as he closed the file in front of him before i can see it making me frown in processes , Alanzo stood up and gave a small smile as he said goodbye and left the room to go finish some work

" where is Noah ? " kristian asked me as he pulled me to sit on his lap

"he is watching tv , about that , i actually wanted to talk to you about it "

"what is it ?" kristian asked as he pulled a stranded hair behind my ear

"i was thinking of not telling him about the pregnancy yet , let's wait a while longer okay " kristian frowned

"why not ?"

"i . . i am just worried , what if something happens and we lose. . . " i felt a lump in my throat as tears welled in my eyes

"principessa nothing well ever happen everything will be fine " kristian said as he hugged me tighter with his hand around my waist

" i know, but still i want to tell him when my pregnancy is more stable , i really don't want to give him another fright " kristian nodded his head with a small smile

"we will do what you say , but we will have to set some rules first " i chuckled at how cute this was

"rules ??"

"yes, rules " kristian said with a nod

"alright , what's your rules my dear sir "

"well first , your not allowed to lift Noah up, or let him sleep on top of you as you always do . . ."

"but . . .

"no buts , second rule , no heavy lifting what so ever , no leaving the house alone , and you need to eat all three meals , got it " i nodded my head with reluctant

"and last but not least , i beg you be as careful as possible , when you go up and down on the stairs make sure someone is with you ,and if your gonna shower and i am not home tell someone before you go in, can you promise me to do that please ? "

"got it , i promise you to follow all the rules my love " i nodded my head with a small smile as i leaned forward and kissed my man gently on his lips making him groan in pleasure , after a minute i pulled back and just as i was getting up , my eyes fell again on the file on the desk

"kristian . . . ? "

"uhm!"

"what is in the file ?" i saw kristian frown as he tried to reach for the file that was in front of me , but he was a step to late as i pulled the file from his reach

" what are you hiding kristian ?" i asked him as i stood up and walked behind the desk

"scar. . .just give me the file "

"No! " i said as i opened the file with a smirk , but the moment i opened it , i felt my whole world blackened as a thousand pictures of the person in my memory fell on the floor making me gasp in fear

pain

and denial

"this must be a joke . . . "

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to be continued

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