"my ... parents have been trying to contact me " the room went quiet both kristian and mateo were silent , kristian was obviously shocked but mateo was probably confused

"since when ?" kristian broke the silence with his icy cold voice , i looked at him with tears in my eyes

"two weeks ago , after we came back from Spain , i received a call from an unknown number and when i answered they just hanged up " i felt his hand slide on my bare leg rubbing it to stop it from shivering under the blankets

"tell me everything that happened up until now scar!" kristian said with a calmer face as he held my hand to reassure me that everything is okay , i nodded my head as i started telling him everything

"after we came back from Spain , we had the press conference in the hotel about our engagement , right?, do you remember when i left to use the toilet after it ended ?"

"yeah , me and mateo waited for you in the car "

" that day while i was leaving the toilet a woman in a black hoodie gave me a slip of paper and ran away before i could have asked her anything , on the paper there was some writing about a meeting place and time for the next day and there on the same paper were the words i miss you " my voice broke as i remembered the paper that i couldn't have the heart to throw it away

"you didn't go , did you ?" kristian jumped forward as he pulled my face into his hands and stared at my teary eyes , i shock my head as i sniffled , i saw him let out a breath and so did mateo

"i knew that it was my mothers hand writing , but i couldn't trust her , or trust the person who gave me the note , so i just ignored it , but for the last two week , notes like this are everywhere , unknown numbers are calling me and sending me messages and i just..." kristian hugged me tight as i cried in his hands like a child , his embrace felt warm just like a home , a home i never had .

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i hugged scarlet tighter as she sobbed on my chest , and with every cry she let out i felt my heart break a bit more , i hated these people for playing with here feelings like this and i was gonna make sure to make them regret this , i looked at mateo who was staring at scarlet with sadness , i looked him in the eyes and gave him the signal to go and start taking care of this mess , he nodded his head and left , leaving me alone with scarlet , i gave her a couple of seconds to calm down and slowly she pushed herself of off me and smiled

"i am sorry , i probably look and sound like a mess " i rubbed her messy hair and chuckled

"you do , but you're my mess " i leaned closer and kissed her gently on her rosy lips , tasting the salty tears that had made their way there , i felt her kiss me back as she circled her slim hands around my neck to pull me even closer than we are , but kissing gently wasn't enough for me , it's never enough with her , i prayed her teeth open with my tongue pushing it to wander inside her mouth , she tried to fight me back and take control but i was to engrossed in our kiss than to give her way , i felt the pleasure of our kiss shock me to my core as my hands started to wonder all over her body

but in second i was brought back to the reality of our situation that we were in the living room with Noah in his room alone above us and that scarlet was still feeling unwell , even though it pained me to do so but still i pushed scarlet away gently and took a step back to breath and calm down my emotions and hunger .

"what's wrong ?" scarlet asked as she looked at me with her puppy eyes

"nothing , nothing is wrong mi amore , it's just your still feeling unwell and we are in the living room so we have to stop before i lose control " scarlet laughed out loud and god did her laughter sound like heaven bells in my ear

"it's actually good that we stopped , i can't have you lose control now " she said with a nervous giggle

"what do you mean ?" i asked out of curiosity as i moved her to sit on my lap

"i am out of pills , i need to pick some " a blush crept on her face as she mumbled the words and played with my shirt buttons , i looked at her angelic face and i couldn't help think again about the thought that has been creeping into my mind every time i saw her take her pill

"about that , i wanted to talk to you about something " , i said as i played with one of her locks and pulled her face to look into my eyes

"what is it ?"

" lately i have been thinking , maybe we don't need the pills ..." i said slowly as i tried to read her face for any reaction , she looked at me confused

"i mean , maybe we should let nature take it's course without protection "

"but then... we do it a lot kristian , i could easily get ..." i smiled at her serious face hoping she would understand what i mean and how i feel

"you want to have a baby ?" she asked me with shock all over her face , i felt my heart tremble anticipating her refusal that is gonna shatter my selfish wishes

"i do , and i know that it's selfish of me to ask you like this and i want you to know that there is no pressure . if you don't feel the same we could just..."

"i do " i heard her say as she looked at me with a smile

"you do?"

"hmmm, i feel the same , i want to have a baby , but ..." the smile that was gracing my face faded as i heard her say the word but..

"but what ? " she looked at me with guilt in her eyes as she fumbled with her shirt's edge

" what is it principessa ?"

"i . . . i really don't want to wear a weeding dress while i am fat " my whole body relaxed instantly as i heard her words

"then let's get married right away "

"what ? we can't do that "

"yes we can , i can prepare the best wedding you want for next week , it can be as grand and big as you like , anything you want , we will get it all ready right now , all you have to do is be there and say yes ! " a huge smile covered her face as she stared at my eager face with stars in her eyes

"alright , let's get married next week , but i want a small ceremony with just me , you and our families " i nodded my head as i stood up and held her my arms and kissed her even deeper

"ti amo mia principessa*"

"ti amo mio Principe* " i putted her down gently so she can stand up on her own , her hands were still around my neck as she stared at me

"good news i see " a voice came from behind as i turned around i saw , Adam , jack , and mason stare at us with smiles , i smiled at them back

"uhm , good news indeed "

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" i will never get used to a smiling kristian " Adam said as he slumped on the chair opposite of us

"yeah me neither " jack said " anyway what's the good news?" i smiled at him

"we're getting married . . . "

"we know. . . we were there when he proposed like a romantic idiota*" mason said with a sigh as he looked at me like i have lost it

"i mean we are getting married . . . next week "

"WHAT?!" the three of them asked together with their eyes bulging out and mateo who was walking in while drinking water , he shocked .

" what the hell guys ? when did you decide that ? "

"omg scarlet are you pregnant ? is that way ?" jack asked as he stood up and pointed at my very much flat stomach , i gasped at him and kristian started laughing

"no way , i just checked her up , there is no way she is pregnant . right scarlet ?" mateo ran over frantically as he stared at me

"i am not pregnant guys . and kristian stop laughing " i smacked kristian on the head as i saw the four guys look at us in wonder

"oh thank god , i though i lost my touch , a wrong diagnoses is worst than death to me " mateo breathed out a sigh as he sat beside me on the couch

"wait a second if you aren't pregnant , then why the hell are you rushing into things ? " mason asked as he filled another glass of water and gave it to the still shocked mateo

"for no reason..." i said as i shrugged my shoulder

" we are planning to have a baby , that's why " kristian said as he hugged me from my shoulder , I looked at him shocked , mateo beside me chocked on his water again and started coughing , the guys in front of us were all smiles like idiot

"who is your best man ?"

"who is gonna be the baby's godparent?"

"at what hotel are you having the wedding ?"

the guys started asking questions like crazy , if i didn't know better i would have thought they were fangirling like teenagers

"i am going to check on Noah " i said with a sigh as i stood up and walked away from them, the guys laughter was heard all the way to the Noah's room , i chuckled at how amazing and cute they are , they made me forget all my worry and pain in seconds .

i reached Noah's room , his door was half open , half closed but it was weirdly quiet inside , i sneaked a peak and found him asleep on his bed with the tv on playing in the background , i walked slowly in the room and turned the tv off , i sat beside him on the bed and covered him with the throw blanket , his angelic face was rosy from the warm room it was gonna be winter soon , so we have the heater working in some rooms for precaution , i opened the blanket and went under it , laying down next to Noah and hugging he gently in my embrace , i breathed his childish smell and felt all my worries disappear , i looked at his small face again and for a second i felt taken , I can't believe that such an angel calls me his mom

slowly as i stared at his beautiful face and as his small hands hugged me back I let sleep take me away into a must needed nap ...

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"baby.. scar" i opened my eyes to see both Noah and kristian staring at me and giggling , i stretched my hands a bit and smiled at them

"hey..."

"hi mommy " Noah said as he kissed me on my cheeks and giggled again

"so sleeping beauty, you need to get up dinner is ready " kristian said as he leaned forward and kissed me on my lips , i nodded my head as i looked around for my phone to see the time

"what time is it ?"

"7 pm " kristian said as he pulled me up and helped me look for the phone

"where is the guys ?" i asked him as i stood up and helped Noah of the bed

"they left , mateo is already waiting downstairs , he can eat a whole cow from hunger , these were his exact words so we need to hurry " kristian said as he opened the door for us and we went down to have dinner together , it was like a habit already , the four of us at the table in the dining room eating dinner together and talking about our days and i loved it.

after an hour we finally finished the meal and mateo decided to take Noah out for ice-cream , leaving me and kristian sitting alone in the dining room , i looked at him as he looked through his phone with a frown

"something wrong ?" i asked him as i took a sip of my coffee

"no my love just some work " kristian said with a smile " i asked mateo to get you a new phone number , that way no one can contact you other than family and friends , alright ?" i nodded my head and smiled " and i already contacted my friend for the wedding dresses , tomorrow we can go to see them together "

"nope thank you , i will call donna and go with her , you're defiantly not coming "

"oh and why is that ?"

"it's bad luck for a groom to see the dress before the wedding , that's why " i said as i stood up and winked at him , i heard him laugh as he pushed his chair and walked behind me climbing up the stairs , a thought popped in my mind , i stopped moving in the middle of the stairs which made kristian stop behind me and look at me weirdly

"kristian i have an idea !!"

"oh really ? what kind of an idea?" i turned around and looked at him , i used my left hand to play with his grey tie chicly and used my tongue to wet my bottom lip as i bit on it slowly

"i was thinking , maybe me and you can..." i stopped talking as l pulled him towards me with his tie making our lips almost touch

"can what ...?"

"maybe we can... not sleep together until the wedding night ?" i said with a smirk as i pushed him away and ran towards the room as fast as possible , i heard run behind me as he groaned , i entered the room and slammed the room but a second later he was behind me inside the room , i stood behind the bed laughing and he was standing on the other side , he looked mad with a big , evil smirk on his face

"you think , we should do what now ?" he asked as he started approaching me slowly , i took a step back and whispered in a very low voice

"i think we should... not sleep.."

"i dare you to finish that sentence again my love " kristian said dangerously as he took another step towards me until our chests were touching , heaving up and down , i looked up at his dangerous eyes , they were hungry full of lust and love , i took a deep breath ready to speak again but the next thing i felt was him slamming me against the wall as he kissed my hungrily

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his tongue inside my mouth was driving me crazy as both of his hands were taking of my blouse and i did the same , i hated the barrier between us i wanted his clothes off , i wanted to feel him and feel his skin on my hands .

he started kissing my neck making me moan in pleasure as he moved down reaching for my already naked chest , i felt his teeth graze my already hard nipple

"oh god " a moan louder than before escaped my lips as he started playing with my breasts , pulling and kissing my nipples until i was driven crazy , my limits were already being reached so i pulled hi face up towards me and kissed him again as i hurriedly unbuckled his pants .

his pants fell on the ground with his boxer , sitting his already erect penis out , i looked at him and whispered

"i want you inside me , now " and in a second i was up in air my legs circled around kristian waist as he thrusted into my like crazy until i reached my climax screaming his name , and he groaning my name .

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we laid on the bed naked and breathless , side by side both of us tired or at least i was , the monster beside me was already playing with my hair like usual

"how the hell do you have so much energy after having three rounds ?" i asked with a chuckle as i laid on his chest

"i have enough stamina for another round principessa , what do you think ? "

'"god i worry about my future " i said with a sigh as i kissed his chest right above his beating heart

"nothing to worry about mi amore as long as you have me " kristian whispered as his hands held mine , after a second of quiet i felt his hand slide down to my stomach and settling there , i looked at him and saw him staring at it with a smile just like an idiot

"what ??" i asked with a chuckle

"you think you're already pregnant principessa ?" kristian said with the biggest smile ever

"god you're crazy " i laughed at him as he hugged me closer

"Uhm crazy for you"

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