scarlet's pov :

"oh your finally here we are starving !!" Adam who was already sitting on the table said as both me and kristian entered the diner room

" I am glad to see you are doing okay scarlet" mason smiled as he gave me a small hug making me kristian scowl and push him away as he pulled a chair for me to sit beside him and Noah , i sat down and smiled at the guys around the table

"sorry for worrying you guys , I am fine now "

"that's good , but maybe you and kristian should take it easy for a while , you know until your all better " mateo smirked as he started putting food in his plate , making me blush

"shut up mat " kristian growled as he exchanged his already packed plate with my empty one , i looked at the plate and i could feel myself cry inside , it was full , mixed with green vegetable and red meat , I gathered my courage and looked at kristian with the puppiest eyes i could pull

" don't think about it , your not gonna get up unless you finish all of your plate so you can take your medicine "

"but it's to much..." I said as I stared at my plate again, all of a sudden two small hands game me a fork , I looked beside me and saw Noah sitting in his chair while holding a fork and staring at me with his pleading eyes

"Mommy eat " I felt like his big eyes were looking right through me , I nodded my head and with a smile took the fork from him and started digging in like everyone else , through out the dinner jack came over and sat with us , it was an amazing dinner with the guys , it felt like a big family sitting together , and i couldn't feel more happy , after the dinner , all of us sat together in the living room , i caressed Noah's head that was laying on my lap while his feet were on Kristian's beside me as he talked with mason about my work and the program for next week, i stared at Noah and started thinking about my debut and all the changes that is happening with me lately and how happy i have become in a couple of months and among all this happiness a blurred picture of my past made me frown as I remembered 'them '

"scarlet.. scarlet " I heard someone call me as I was daydreaming , i snapped out of my thoughts and looked beside me and found kristian staring at me with concern in his eyes

"yes ? what is it?"

" we have been calling you for a while ,what's wrong ? are you not feeling well ?" kristian asked as he pulled my hands in his to rub them making me smile in process

" I am fine , i just spaced out for a second , what is it? why did you call me ?"

"are you sure ?" mateo asked at he tried to feel my forehead

"I am sure , stop it guys " i said as pushed Mateo's hand off

" I am okay , now again what were you talking about ? "

"we were discussing your schedule , starting tomorrow you will only have the practice for the songs other than that you only need to rest , i will get everything ready according to our plans "

"what about the dress fitting and the photo shots , and all the other stuff ..."

"nothing important , mason can handle everything " Kristian said as he gave me glass of juice

"but i am okay , mateo already said that its fine as long as i don't do anything extreme , right mat?"

"i think its better if you rest for a while scar , lets get your red blood cells to a good count and after that you can do what you want okay !"

" i agree scar " jack said as well

"you guys are making a big deal of this "

"it's better than you having an asthma attack or passing out again " I looked at Mateo's eyes and saw some fear in them just like Kristian's , i breathed out a sigh and nodded my head with a smile , guess i will have to do what they say to make them feel better

"alright , we will do what you guys suggest "

"good " kristian smile as he kissed my hand gently making everyone stare at his smiling face

"ughhh I feel so single right now " i heard jack say making everyone laugh out loud almost waking Noah up

"well guys i am leaving , good night , and yes scar the pictures will be up tomorrow I will send them for you " mason said as he left with Adam too , making me all nervous

"I am going out , I will be late , so goodnight ,and if you need anything please don't call me bye " I laugh as i waved bye for mateo while kristian just sighed with worry

"i am gonna get Noah to his bed " i said as i pulled Noah up to hold him , but kristian stopped me as he stood up and held him in his hands easily

" i will take him , you go get ready for bed you need rest principessa "

" va bene " ( okay!) I nodded as kristian took Noah up to his room , after staring for a while i stood up and walked to my room too , i took a fast shower and changed my clothes wearing a short and one of the hoodies I stole from kristian that look like a big dress on me , as i sat down in my bed no matter what i did i just couldn't feel comfortable , it felt like something was missing , i stood up and stared at the clock it was already 11 pm , i took a deep breath and opened the door , and started walking towards Kristian's room and in my mind the only thing i was thinking was the fact that i want him ... i need him ...

right when i reached the door , i lifted my hand to knock on the door but before i could even touch it , the door swung open and behind it stood kristian with his upper body naked and his hair almost wet from the shower making me gobsmacked as i gazed in his eyes

"hey..."

"hey .."

"what are you doing here? " kristian asked

"I ... I don't know , this is stupid i should go , goodnight "

" No wait " a hand pulled me back making me crash in Kristian's hard chest , i saw him staring into my lips with his Adam apple moving up and down , getting me all hot and breathy ,

"I really want to kiss you !" i said as i circled my hand around his neck

"then kiss me "

and for the first time ever i took the initiative in pulling him down with my hands around his neck and crashing my lips on his for a tender kiss ...

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TO BE CONTIONUED ...

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