scarlet's pov:

"Noah isn't my real son..." I felt my body stiffen as i heard kristian talk , i didn't know what to do i felt him go quit beside me I took a deep breath as i summoned all the courage i have in me to turn around , and when I did I saw kristian sitting beside me on the bed while he was staring at the wall opposite of us his face was void of emotion as if he was in deep thoughts , slowly i reached my hand to his face and touched him hoping i can bring him back from the place he was hiding in ... I felt him jerk as if he just realised i was beside him

"bad memory?" i asked in a whisper

"a nightmare" his eyes was almost dead as he said while he looked at me , i felt scared for a moment , how bad can this memory be that he turn like that , he was going back to the person i first saw when i met him , by a reflex i stood up and sat on his lap slowly hugging him and inhaling his smell , i gently patted his back as i heard him take a deep breath

"Noah... Noah is my brother's son " i was speechless i didn't want to move so I wouldn't alarm him , and i felt him hug me tighter as he spoke slowly

"my parents, and Matteo's and my brother and his wife , they all died almost 6 years ago , Noah was only half a year back then and after they all died i adopted him as my son so he can have a normal life away from all the pain ... Noah is my whole life , he is all i have left " i could hear him sob as he talked making me feel more and more pain for him , god how hard it must have been , losing all his family members at once , i let out a sob as my heart felt the pain

"i am sorry , it must have been so hard on you all these years " i pushed myself back as i stared at his teary eyes , he gave me a small broken smile as he wiped my tears away

"your not gonna ask me how they died ?"

"do you want me to ask you ?" he gently shock his head

"No... not today "

"then I will wait "

i stared at his beautiful eyes , he was looking at me with a bit of pain and a lot of different emotions i couldn't take my eyes of off his , i was sinking deeper in his brown eyes , those mesmerising eyes , i saw him come closer to me his deep brown eyes staring at mine his eyes filled with love and a hint of desire , he wrapped his hands tighter around my waist as he pulled me so my chest was on his , i trailed my eyes on his features as i devoured every part i can hoping i can memorize every detail , and with every moment passed the hunger and lust in the air grows deeper and deeper ...

finally he pressed his lips to mine as i wrapped my fingers in his hair pulling him closer as his mouth entangled in mine , his lips devouring mine as we hungrily kissed and god how much i love his kiss in my lips , i felt him trail his teeth on my bottom lip as he bit me gently making me gasp in surprise as he used that second to deepen our kiss , it took me a second to regain my control over my body as i was melting against his from the moment of weakness

i ran my fingers against his his brown golden hair as he grasped my waist tighter , lifting my oversized hoodi slightly and grazing my skin with his slightly cold finger making me shudder and slip out a moan in his mouth , i heard him groan as pushed me back slightly

both of us were breathless as we looked at each other with hunger in our eyes , i took a deep breath inhaling as much as possible as the smell of lust in the air was growing stronger , i felt his thumb on my lower lip swiping it gently while still staring at me wit those lust driven eyes

"we should stop " he whispered as our foreheads touched

"why?"

"i want to do this probably , i want to take you out on a date first*principessa , i want you so much gattino , you can never understand , but i want to do it the right way " with each word he said i felt my heart beat stronger and stronger , i was falling in love with this man so fast that it scares me , i nodded my head slowly as i smiled at him , i was still sitting in his lap , straddling him but i couldn't find a better place to sit in , he felt safe and loving , and this man was gonna be mine , i saw him smile gently as he slowly and tenderly kissed the tip of my nose

"come on princess lets go to sleep we have a long day tomorrow " i nodded my head as i pushed myself gently on the bed and beside me laid kristian hugging me from the back making me melt in his embrace

"hey Kris"

"yes!"

"i would love if Noah can call me mom " i felt him smile as i blushed hiding my face in the pillow

"thank you principessa for everything ..."