Sid

I walked out of my study, in a grumpier mood than I went in. It was a hectic day at work, then what happened with Sof and the worst that happened with Sana.

Yup, the worst because I was frustrated as hell. I couldn't concentrate in my work, when I tried focusing on my work, her face would flash in front of me. And how desperately I wanted to make her mine. I was so insanely mad for her. I couldn't focus on anything either.

I walked into our room and heard some muffling from within followed by a loud groaning scream, "don't leave me. Please, don't give up on us" Sana yelped.

I ran into the room, "Sana. Are you ok, baby?" I asked panicking. I switched on the lamp and found her twisting and turning in her sleep, uttering something.

I pulled her in my arms, whispering some soothing endearments, "I am here, Sana. Sh...wake up, princess. It's a bad dream"

"Sid" her eyes were filled with unshed tears and when she saw me, she hugged me, weeping just like a teenager.

"Yes, baby. I am here. What happened? Are you ok, princess?" I asked, kissing her forehead ever so lightly.

Her eyes dreamily fell on my face, and she raised her hand placing it on my cheeks. She leaned into my hand, closing her eyes. I chuckled at this sudden fondness for me.

As if on cue, she jerked opened her eyes, and pushed me a little, realising what she was doing.

"Sid.. I...I...am sorry" she whispered, fixing herself.

"It's ok, Sana. Wanna talk about it?" I asked, nodding my head.

"Yeah...you...no..no..thing.." she blushed, turning scarlet red.

"Was it another wild dream of yours, was I fucking you?" I teased her just to lighten up her mood, but the way she stole her eyes, and started fidgeting with the duvet, nervously. My guess turned to be exactly true.

"Really Princess? Why are you so shy around me?" I said, raising her chin upwards by my forefinger.

"You...you..." She said nervously.

I chuckled pulling her in my arms, kissing her squarely on her lips. "You're so fucking cute, princess" I whispered against her lips, pecking her on her blushing cheeks.

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I stepped out of the washroom, in a towel wrapped around my hips casually walking in the room. She was still awake lost in her deep thoughts. I tiptoed towards her and startled her by screaming in her ears, "Got You"

She hit me with the pillow, telling some profanities. I was glad she was back to her normal self. I have always seen her in a cheerful mood and if ever she is numb, lost in her thoughts I don't really like it.

"Sid" she whispered, softly when I came and layed on my side of the bed.

"Yes, princess" I muttered.

"Why did you never give this marriage a chance?" She asked nervously.

I rose, knitting my eyebrows, "what do you mean?"

"I.. I was just wondering, if we were, you know.. I..let it be. Good night Sid. " She said, and turned around, sleeping.

I could hear her breathing, and even her thoughts were clearly all in the air.

She wanted to know, why I chose for a contract marriage rather than going with this one.

On the first place, I didn't want to change my life style, of a playboy. A fuck buddy specifically.

Secondly, I have had enough cheaters, in my entire life. Every girl on this Earth is after money. I know this from my personal experience. They all leave you for money. Love doesn't exist in real life. It's only in movies & books.

"I don't believe in marriages. I don't believe in love. It's better like this. I hope you're not taking anything wrong, nothing changes if I am being nice to you that doesn't mean I am in love with you or shit" I snarled into the darkness. I heard her gasping hearing my words. She nodded turned around and didn't utter a word later.

"But there's no harm in cuddling" I smirked just to tease her and it worked, cause she replied, "why would I let you cuddle me, your hands are full of germs" she said, I didn't miss her playful tone.

I felt bad, when I glanced at her and saw her face. She was devoid of her charm. Her eyes were shut and her always smiling face was fallen apart, a lone tear dropped out of her eyes.

"Sana? Are you ok?" I asked closing the distance between us.

"I am fine Sid. Just missing my mom" she whispered, her eyes pooled up.

I closed the gap between us, engulfed her in my arms, kissing her forehead ever so lightly, I whispered, "it's ok. I will take you to meet them soon"

"Thank You so much. It really means a lot" she whispered, her glistening eyes met mine and she smiled, a huge genuine smile. Her lips looked plumpy and pink, tempting me to have a taste. My eyes were glowed to her lips for too long, and without thinking I took the initiative.

Kissing her lightly, just peck , but when she moaned, as if she got her oxygen. I coaxed her lips in a kissing pulling her into me. Her hands were roaming all over my naked chest and my hands were interwoven in a hot and steamy body, touching and squeezing her lusious breast.

She moaned louder when my hands touched her waistband, "please stop me Sana. Stop me" I whispered.

"I don't want you to" she moaned into my lips.

My groin was hard as rod, I pushed her into the mattress, kissing her neck, licking and sucking it thereafter. Her breathing increased, moaning like a maniac, this made me realise it's her weakest spot. I sniffed her. Fuck! She is delicious!

"Sana we shouldn't..."

"Don't Stop please Sid." She actually begged.

And that's it. I tore her top, kissing her hungrily all over her chest, sucking and licking my trails back towards her neck. Pulling her PJ's off her body, I entered a finger, she was not expecting it, because she rose higher up on the bed, gasping for my touch. "Sh...princess, calm down." I massaged her clit in a circular motion.

"Please fuck me already" she yelped, sexually frustrated by me.

I chuckled, "getting wild, my doll" I whispered, taking out my sweatpants, sprinting my loin out.

Her eyes widened at the sight, and her mouth opened slightly, "it..s huge. Will it fit in...?" she whispered licking her lips.

"I will be careful, don't worry, princess" I kissed her forehead.

"Sana, are you sure about this, baby?" I asked one more time.

"I've never been any surer, Sid. Just do it" she whisper yelled.

I obliged with my wife, and thrusted into her, my breath caught up, when I felt a restrainment.

Fuck! Virgin.

"Sana. You are a virgin?" I asked astonished.

"Were" she whispered gritting her teeth in pain.

Fuck! Fuck! I took her virginity. Shit I took her innocence. No no....

I was about to take out my penis, when I felt her nails gracing my butt, pulling me further into herself. "Don't Stop, Sid. Please" she begged. I nodded and obliged her demand.

Thrusting into her, deeper but gently. She moaned loudly, her eyes were shut and she was uttering some profanities like, "please don't stop. Deep. It feels so good" I felt the best too. I pleasured her with all my might. Until she was screaming my name with pleasurable pleas.

She came after a few more thrusts, loudly, satisfied and proudly.

I thrusted one more time pouring myself into her, satisfied and contented.

*****

I woke up at the beautiful sight where my wife was snuggled into me lovingly.

Her face , in my neck and she was wrapping me in a tight hug.

It was a great night. I had never felt like this before ever. I mean I had my share of women alot. But the way we made love to each other yearns me into something deeper. I had fucked women earlier but never ever made love to one. Her soft hands, her soft lips kissing me . I could just zone out into another world just thinking about her.

I looked at the beauty beside me adorably. She looks so pretty. Her lips are apart from each other a little and I just want to stuck my tongue into that pretty mouth of hers and make love to her all over again.

But...she must be sore from last night.

Oh! Fuck... She was a virgin.

How could I do that to her.

I wasn't known of the fact that she was a virgin. As soon as I entered her there was that resistance and she was so tight.. ohhh god...

I closed my eyes, moaning at just the mere thought of her tight pussy and how good we were together.

Oh god , she must be sore.

I groan and gently placed her head on the pillow. Kissing her forehead I grab a pillow and placed it where I was sleeping.

I made my way into the bathroom and run a hot bath for her. I decided to go get some orange juice for her from the kitchen.

Entering the kitchen, I remembered how we heatedly started the kisses and then couldn't take our hands away from each other.

Everything around me reminds of her now.

Fuck dude! I am pretty messed up for the rest of my life. I never could love anyone else like I loved her last night.

I entered our room, where my girl was sleeping so peacefully. I placed the orange juice beside the beside table.

Then, gently I kissed her forehead. She winced for a mere second but fell asleep again.

Oh...baby...she looks so cute.

"Sana, ." , I kissed her lips gently and she winced , fluttering her eyes open she smiled at me, adorably.

"Wake up sweetheart" I said kissing her again.

She immediately responded and deepened the kiss pulling me into herself.

I moved in beside her into the bed kissing her neck and lips again.

"Sid. I missed you. " She whispered softly as if murmuring it to herself.

I smiled and honestly replied, "I missed you too, sweetheart"

"So, Sana. I think you should drink some juice. I have run a hot bath for you. It will ease out the soreness." I say kissing her nose.

She smiles and nods lightly.

I don't know what has gotten into me but the moment I loved her last night something changed me.

After we both bath together in bathtub for nearly an hour and another love-making session we were now sitting in the living room with our breakfast in our plates with a smirking Joana surrounding us.

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's PoV:-

Honestly speaking I never would have thought that Sid could be such a sweetheart. He always acts so mean yet yesterday he turned out to be sweetest person of my life.

I was presently sitting beside Sid having breakfast prepared by Joana a few minutes ago. She seemed to smirk at us. Whenever she tried to make an eye contact with me I scurried away my eyes hiding her the fact that I did it last night.

I glanced at Sid licking his lips and thought how he licked mine last night. He noticed me staring at him and smiled making my cheeks warm up, turning face into deep red.

I pulled my eyes away only to see that smirk on Joana's face . She was staring at me noticing my every move. I hurriedly turned my eyes into the food trying to ignore everything around me.

As I took a bite, I felt a hand near my mid thigh and flinched Sid's hand. I turned my eyes towards him and he playfully smirked at me, winking me.

I turned my eyes seeing Joana who was giving us gruesome smile. I narrowed my eyes at her and she turned her head away instantly, chuckling.

I then felt Sid inching my dress up little by little. When he touched me there I moaned a little. And regretted it immediately.

Turning into a beet root red colour I pushed away my plate and stood.

Ready to leave for the day.

"Where are you going?" Sid asked.

" Oh, Sid. I am going to leave for a photoshoot I have today. For work you know. " I replied sarcastically

"You are adamant about this job ? Why can't you leave it and enjoy yourself a little at home" he said in polite tone.

"Sid. I have always wanted to be a photographer. I am learning alot at my job. And Ryan is really the best photographer.. I am learning alot from him" I say calmly.

"Oh....So, it's about him?" He snapped.

I gasped and same as Joana did.

"Not in the mood right now. Sid. Please not again"

I barged out of his direction and saw Joana hurriedly leaving the room.

"They all are my colleagues and Ellie was there with us. I knew her before them. " I tried explaining calmly.

"You know what Sana you can do whatever you feel like. I won't restrain you from having friends. And anyways it's not a real marriage. So, you do whomever you want I won't say a word but let not media or dad to know anything" he said furiously raising his voice a little.

I felt my eyes burning with tears and just nodded.

I am not going to cry in front of this arrogant person and satisfy him.

I wanted to say something or better yell at him but didn't know will I be able to speak without giving in my tears or will I be able to form any words for what he just said.

I am not his wife , forever. I... I thought we did make love last but....but...I was wrong it was just fucking.

I just gave him my everything last night and he has to say his mean words now.

I stormed out of the penthouse without saying anything. Once I am out in the lobby tears started flowing down. I made my way towards John only to see Joana and him talking about something, most definitely, about us. Joana grabbed me and pulled me into a hug.

"Oh Sana, I am.." she started but I cut her off.

"Please Joana don't let anyone else know about us no one. " I plead.

John asked, "studio?" and I simply nodded.

Joana and I rode together, John dropped me at my studio and she just patted my cheeks, making me vulnerable

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