Sometimes at some point we all go through the situation when we have made up our mind to give up on everything. But remember that this is the turning point when you have to decide whether to get up and motivate youself or to be in the grief of not achieving anything.

Our flight landed and we were back to India.

It was evening time.

As soon as we came out of the port entire place was surrounded by the media.

They all surrounded Mr. Shergill and put a series of question in front of him.

"Mr. Shergill when did you get married ?"

"Who's your wife ?"

"Have you married one of your girlfriends."

"What is the secret behind all this news and you haven't disclose it in public."

He wasn't replying to anyone just trying to move towards the car.

"Is this your wife with whom you were in the cruise."

And then all the highlight was on me as they shot questions towards me.

"Ma'am are you Mrs shergill."

"What is your relation with youngest billionaire of India."

"Have you been to Amsterdam for your honeymoon."

"Or are you one of his mistress."

"Why is Mr Shergill hiding from the world about his married life."

I was feeling so uncomfortable since I have never been in such kind of lime light and even I don't want to be.

Now I can feel how celebrity might feel when they are questioned by this stupid media.

I hate attention of people. And thank god I was wearing a mask and sunglasses.

I wasn't able to move.

He protectively encircled his hands around my shoulders and dragged me towards the car.

Will he be angry since now evryone knows that he is married.

But logically it's his fault. I had no idea but he must would have than why he spoke in front of everyone that I'm his wife when he didn't wanted to disclose it.

We sat inside the car.

"Driver let's go" he said.

I was feeling so much suffocated.

The media was still following us like mad people.

"Are you ok Sona". He kept his hand on mine while asking.

I looked into his eyes and it was all showing just concern.

"I'm okay Mr. Shergill." I told him assuringly.

He was still looking at me worriedly.

"Its just I'm not used to all this media stuff."

"Its okay relax." He rubbed his hand on mine.

I nodded in reply.

We reached our place.

We were welcomed by Mrs Rose.

"Welcome both of you."

"Thankyou Mrs Rose."

"I'm glad you both are back now. This place doesn't feel home without both of you."

"I missed you too Mrs Rose" I smiled at her.

"What shall I make for both of you. You both must be hungry."

I looked at Mr Shergill for a reply.

"I would prefer Something light"

"Okay. And you Sona."

"Same would be ok."

Okay you both go and freshen up then come downstairs.

He went to his room and me obviously to mine.

I know you are dying to be next to him.

Why this stupid brain has to disturb my mental peace.

Ahmm ahmm that's why you are not peaking into yesterday's flashbacks right.

Its not like that.

You want him Sona. And you do know that you have started liking him..

Who are you my grandmother.

I'm a part of you so i know.

Just remember how you were kissing him.

No

Kissing him without any denial and you were all in your senses.

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He pinned me towards the wall.

And again with this closeness it feels like my heart will pope out of my chest anytime.

"What are you doing just leave me Mr shergill."

But he didn't

I was shivering due to his breathe that was doing magic to me but my mind didn't want him any near me but my heart was fluttering at his mere breathe.

.

"Wh..at..." before I could speak.

"The thing you said before. He asked me

So now he is angry just because his lie was caught by me. Seriously he was lying to me since morning and i was engulfed in shame.

And here he feels he got hurt his manly ego. Wow Mr Shergill.

"Okay I'm so...rry I just wa...nted to conf..ront you not h..urt your ego." I told him.

"Say it. My name."

What the ....

Is he for real.

He made me this much nervous just to call him.

"Mr. Shergill leave me."

"Not my surname. I'm talking about my name."

He really has some mental issues and i started leaving from the side but then he closed my space of escaping by bringing his hand on both sides and now his face was near the crook of my neck.

"Just say it Sona once please." He spoke softly in a pleading voice.

"Ani...rudh." I spoke nervously in a low voice.

"Again" what's with him. Has he not heard his name before.

"Anirudh."

And as the words left my mouth i felt his lips on the crook of my neck and he kissed me there.

And now a jolt of high voltage of electricity passed through my entire body.

And i just closed my eyes because and i was getting weak on my knees just by his lips on my neck.

And then again he spoke partying is lips from my body and i was missing his touch and i opened my eyes

"Other things i might would have lied in order to tease you but the kiss...."

He came in front of me while looking into my eyes then my lips

"....I told you under the fountain was true that we shared yesterday."

He was looking into me.

Why the hell was i getting so much weak in my knees as if my legs were converted into some jelly.

I closed my eyes trying to remember yesterday's events but there was no clear memories of yesterday. I wasn't able to remember anything.

"Open you eyes Sona." He spoke tugging my hairs behind.

And i obliged at once as his breath was fanning around my face.

And the next word he spoke made feel those intensifying sensations in my stomach about which I cannot even describe.

He touched my lower lip with his thumb and caressed it slowly.

"Since right now you are sober can I just kiss you." He spoke softly.

The first time he kissed me i was under the influence of that spiked orange juice.

Second time I was under the influence of alcohol.

But this time I wasn't and neither was he.

And i so fucking wanted to kiss him and close our distance.

I looked into his so deep black orbs. He looks no less than a Greek god for surety. His height, his hairs everything was so perfect about him. And here he was asking me for a kiss.

Shouldn't it be the other way I thought.

I always knew it that you are a huge pervert disguised in a form of an innocent girl.

Remember we both are same stupid brain.

He was still looking at me and was bout to blackout so as a reflex i just quickly nodded and that was the permission for him to cross boundaries between us and his lips touched mine and again those fireworks started in my stomach.

And as soon as his lips touched mine the flashback of the fountain and the kiss we shared were crystal clear.

I was only able to match to his height because i was wearing my stilletos and he didn't had to bend his neck much.

At first he kissed me slowly like i was some delicate flower and even though I had kissed him twice I still didn't had any idea how to kiss someone so i was just following his leads and then his pace increased with more of our needs to devour into each other.

And then he stopped after few minutes. We were still in the lift. I was breathing so heavily due to which I was heaving so fast.

He picked me up in his arms and then came out of the lift and opened the door of our suite.

Then after closing it he made me stand against the door.

I closed my eyes as my breathing was still so uneven and yeah ofcourse I was feeling so shy. I was remembering his wet lips touch on mine, his taste was still on my lips.

It was a different feeling and my heart was not taking any step to slow down.

I was just thinking all this when I again felt his lips on mine and his hands encircled my waist. If it wouldn't have been for his strong firm hold on me I would have melt down the very next second.

My hands travelled to his hairs from his shoulders and chest. I was gripping him so tightly afraid of falling that if he will leave me i surely will fall the very next second.

And our lips were still moving in a sink.

He then made a bite on my lower lip.

And i moan escaped my lips and with that he enclosed me more to himself kissing me like a beast. Ofcourse it hurts like bitch but then also I needed him more.

He was still nibbling on my lips trying to ask me something but i wasn't able to understand. And of ofcourse I could feel blonches on my lips.

Then he pinched on my waist and my lips parted its way and he entered his tounge in my mouth. And now he was kissing me hungrily and all I knew was i was accepting all of him and just responding to his intials.

I don't know for how long I stood there and we kissed each other then he picked me up in his arms and took me upstairs towards the bedroom.

I kept my head on his chest and i could hear his heartbeat.

And suddenly I was feeling all shy again and this silence was making it more awkward.

He made me sit on the bed.

I looked towards him and he had a smirk. God whenever he has this evil smirk I feel like punching him because like always some fishy creepy thoughts might be going on in his mind.

I raised my brows to his smirk.

"I'm confused about which Sona do I prefer more sober, Sona or drunk Sona."

And my jaw hung low at his statement. How could the beast ruin the chance of teasing me. Ofcourse not.

I didn't replied so he continued to speak.

"Both have their own perks you know.

Drunk Sona she is so bold and forward.

And sober Sona is all shy and naive."

"I started getting up nervous and hesitant because of his statement and started going towards the washroom."

He held me by my arms and dragged me towards him my back was facing his front. Just the sound of our heartbeats in a rhythm could be heard. He encircled his hands around my stomach and brought his lips on the crook of my neck.

His breathe was doing magic on my bare neck.

"Mr. Shergill leave me."

I started wiggling in his arms.

I can't bear the torture anymore.

"But i like both of them" he said making me pause.

And then I turned. Does he like me.

Did I heard it right. I looked straight into his eyes.

Thank god the lightings were dim otherwise I would have died if he would have seen my flushed face.

He then again attached his lips with mine and the kiss made by brain paralyse again it stopped working and about the kiss I recriprocated it with the same zeal since the power to think anything was long gone.

Then he picked me up and put me over the bed carefully.

We were still kissing each other and i don't know how and when did he manage to remove my heels, his shoes blazer and his shirt was half open showing me his workout glory and now he was hovering all over me.

Breaking the kiss he started started sucking my beauty mark above my upper lip and on my chin then again kissed my cheeks then down towards my neck, collarbone.

And then a moan escaped my lips when he found my sweet spot and he was nibbling licking it there.

And then he stopped for a second looked into my eyes which didn't had any hint of denial.

He kissed me on my shoulder collarbone neck everywhere again and my heartbeat was increasing as he was descending.

His hand travelled back to the zipper of my dress. He opens it half ways and suddenly I was feeling all self conscious.

But there was no way back.

Maybe I too didn't want to go back.

He kissed me near my cleavage nearly where I'm having a beauty mark and sucked me on that spot and a moan escaped my lips.

He again brought his lips near to mine and kissed the hell out of me.

His hand was still caressing my back where the zipper was open.

He went to my neck and kissed me near my sweet spot and as an anticipation I moaned again that made him go crazy.

He opened the entire zipper of my dress

And i turned myself as if protecting my naked self from his gaze and i was clutching the front portion of my dress tightly which could get losse anytime due to the weak grip of my hands.

But this in turn gave him the excess of my full bare back to him.

He started kissing my neck from backside.

His hands caressing my back making circles and making me a moaning mess.

He started kissing me all the way down there as if he doesn't want to leave any inch of me which wasn't touched by his hand or lips.

While I was gripping my dress front portion tightly.

His hand travelled from the back inside my dress towards my stomach caressing my naval.

"Fuck" I heard him cursing.

"Stop me Sona right now otherwise I won't be able to later on."

He was still caressing my stomach sending butterflies and shocking waves and planting kisses on my entire back..

Here I was all a mess and how could I have stopped him when the feeling of need were mutual.

As i didn't sent and taking it as a yes he flipped me

His dark deep black orbs met mine and their shade grew even more darker and it was all showing how much he needed means then giving me a peck on my lips was about to take my hands away that were holding my dress together just when his phone started ringing.

He made an irritating face showing like who the fuck made these cell phones

But then also he didn't bothered to pick it up.

And brought his face near my neck kissing me there nibbling my skin marking me as his. The painful sensation yet the best one was giving me butterflies as this all experience was new for me.

But again his cell started ringing.

He was not listening to the call and engulfed in kissing me.

"Mr. Sher..gill it mi..ght be ur..gent"

"Fuck whoever it is better it be urgent."

He then picked up his mobile after taking it out from his blazer then went out towards the balcony after looking at me for last time as if memorising me.

And here I was lying on the bed.

God what might would had happened.

I went towards the washroom.

Dropped my dress and my upper body was all cover with dark purple and brown marks.

My lips were all red and swollen. I was looking a mess.

I changed my clothes and wore something light and comfortable.

Then went out of the wardrobe section he still hasn't arrived

I went to bed and don't know after how long i was up waiting that he would come i drifted to sleep.

Next morning when I woke up we had a flight to attend and we didn't spoke much about since then.

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I took the bath and after drying up myself and my hairs changed into cotton trouser and camisole.

Then i went downstairs as i was really feeling hungry.

No no not hungry for food but to see him.

I so wish to murder my inner conscience sometimes.

I went downstairs and since no one was here so i went directly to the kitchen.

"Mrs Rose let me help you."

"No no Sona everything has been prepared already you go and sit I'll serve you the food."

"Okay Mrs Rose but let Mr Shergill come first then we can eat."

Actually dear he had asked to bring his food to his study room itself since he is bussy.

So I took his dinner there only.

My smile dropped at her statement and i knew she could see the sadness in my eyes as much as I tried to hide it.

I ofcourse wanted to eat with him.

And now I feel like i had lost my appetite. But then taking into consideration that Mrs Rose had made food with so much love i decided to eat a bit.

"Its ok Mrs Rose I'll have it here only but please join me i don't want to eat alone."

"But dear."

"No but if you won't eat than I'll also not eat."

"Ok dear." She laughed at my childish behaviour.

We both ate and talked alot about my Amsterdam.

After dinner I gave her the pouch that i had brought for her from Amsterdam.

Yeah I brought a hand bag for her since she does so much for us. She has been serving Mr shergill since so many years.

It was a small token of love.

"What is it Sona"

"This is for you Mrs Rose. A small gift. I hope you will like it."

"Ohh dear there was no need for it but thankyou."

I smiled at her.

You take some rest now dear you must be tired. Goodnight.

Goodnight Mrs Rose.

I went upstairs lied on the bed but sleep was very far away from me i had such a weird feeling of restlessness in my heart.

But here Mr Shergill he doesn't even care about you Sona and you are just thinking about him.

Argh this thing is irritating me more.

And then don't know how long it took and when i drifted to sleep.

.

It was Sahil's call. This idiot has to always call me at such time only.

I went to the balcony and picked up his call.

"What is your problem man. Can't you even see that it's late night and you shouldn't call someone this much late."

"Don't tell me i disturbed you in the middle of your pleasure deeds."

"Shut the fuch up Sahil why you called this much late."

" Your irritated and frustrated voice is telling me surely that you were in middle of something when I called you and of ofcourse it's not late Because here in its India 8:30 pm which is not a late time my friend."

"But you should remember that your friend is not in India right now" i mocked.

"Yeah yeah he is on his honeymoon" and he started laughing.

You know that very nicely that I'm here for business work.

"Yeah and you took bhabhi (sister in law) with you for a business tour." He said and again started laughing.

"Stop it. Now tell me the what was my pleasure that you disturbed me this much late night."

"Actually we are in bit trouble Ani. Someone has leaked our launch of new product to our opponent competitior. And we will have to change all our plans and strategies otherwise we won't be able to maintain our current positions in the market."

"Do you have any doubt on anyone." I enquired. I don't think except our key managerial personnel and legal team knew about it.

"Don't know but it could be someone working under Mr Dixit. Because we have shared the details with him only since he was the team of our legal firm department."

That fucker and again those flashbacks played in my mind. How my wife was ready to sleep with him.

And here i was getting attracted to her.

Its all because maybe I'm sexually frustrated since the time of my marriage i haven't been into all these stuff

"As if you want to be. Have you forgotten it is not possible anymore and not even in your hands to take out Sona from your head and heart man." My conscience spoke.

No I won't let that happen ever.

"Ani are you there."

Yeah yeah I was just thinking something.