I looked up, my lips pounding, feeling swollen from tasting him. I had never done such a thing before, I was never comfortable before, with him I was, I didn't even have to think about it, I just wanted to do it, and quite frankly I enjoyed it. Wasn't he? Because he wanted me to stop. His hands grabbed my elbows, softly pulling me up to stand tall in front of him.

He looked at me with a smirk on his face, grabbing my hips to hold me in place. "I don't want to be selfish." He whispered before leaning in and placing his lips on my stomach, so softly yet so intense it was sending jolts of electricity to the most sensitive part of my body.

His smirk was telling me he indeed did enjoy it while I slid my hands around his neck, keeping his lips on my stomach, pouting them to touch my skin. "What does that mean?" I whispered, looking down at him, my eyes finding his, the way he looked up was enough to make my heart race faster.

"It means I want to pleasure you too, baby." Lukas whispered while kissing my stomach one more time, his eyes never leaving mine, his fingers eagerly digging into my hips. I want him so much, he's all I want. After his lips left my skin, he spun me around, almost making me lose balance, a squeal escaping from my core.

I stood between his legs, my back facing him as he still sat on the edge of the bed. His fingertips slowly moved over my hips to the side strings of my thong, his fingers hooking behind them; goosebumps spreading over my body like wildfire. He pushed the strings over my hips letting my underwear fall at my feet like a useless puddle. This were indeed pretty useless for what we were going to do.

Slowly and soft like stroking me with a feather, his fingertips moved up my knee to the inside of my thigh, his other hand holding my waist, giving me the notion to stay still like that. I felt the tingles and wetness between my legs as his fingers moved up the inside of my thigh, my core exploding when his fingertips suddenly rubbed my wetness, feeling exactly how much, he turned me on. "You're so fucking ready for me." He whispered before putting his lips to my spine, kissing the hollow of my back. I pouted when his fingers left me at the that pleasuring spot, only to put them on my hips, pulling me down to his lap, feeling his hardness touching me between my legs. I want it all I gasped when I felt it this close to me without rubber wrapping.

I leaned my back against his chest, his lips brushing over my shoulder as his hands slid up my back unclasping my bra before sliding the straps down my arms and letting it fall on the floor in front of us. His hands didn't hesitate to cup my breasts, massaging them with his palms. "You have no idea how perfect you are." He whispered in my ear as I let my head fall back against the crook of his neck. "Baby, there is not a single thing I don't like about you." He whispered, pasting his lips against the skin behind my ear while squeezing my breasts again, making me crazy with longing. His loving words made me melt like jelly and I wanted to say I felt the same about him, but he left me speechless, focused on his hands, on his movement, on his heartbeat beating against my back.

He surprised me by leaving my breasts, sliding his fingers down my stomach all the way to the inside of my thighs. "Lukas." I gasped, arching my back, eager to feel him inside me.

"Say you want me." He whispered with a husky voice; his lips pasted against my neck.

"I want you Lukas." I quickly replied, not even hesitating or carefully choosing my words. As soon as the sentence left my tongue his hands pulled my legs apart in his lap, making me feel his excitement against my wetness even more. One of his arms wrapped around my waist, keeping me steady on his lap. As he made it very easy for himself to access me, with every part of his body.

I was eager to feel his lips, so I titled my head to the side, my lips immediately connecting with his. I couldn't wait to brush my tongue over his but instead of giving me access he just smirked. "What?" I pouted against his lips. Instead of saying something I felt his hand move up from the inside of my thigh, meeting my wetness, rubbing them between my moist folds. I moaned against his lips when his fingers rubbed me, making me realize why he didn't kiss me back, I wouldn't be able between the moaning and groaning while he pleasured me so he brushed his nose over my cheek, his lips settling in the crook of my neck.

Other than his fingers rubbing my clit, making me feel things that made me gasp with pleasure I felt his hardness rubbing against the wetness of my entrance and all I could thing about was how it would feel to feel him slide inside. My breathing quickened as I grinded on his lap while his hand send me to heaven, rubbing and drawing circles on the spot that could make me come any minute. His breathing started to become heavy the moment I started moving my hips against him, feeling his hardness between the wetness that was only there for him.

His arm around my waist slid up, his hand now cupping one of my breasts as his other hand kept pushing me closer to an orgasm. With one of my hands I reached back putting it in his neck as he kept kissing mine. With my other hand, unable to hold back any longer, I reached down, grabbing the base of his hardness, a deep groan coming from the back of his throat as I did so. "I want you Lukas, I want you now." I almost begged him to have me as I pushed my hips up while rubbing his hard on further between my legs, almost sliding him inside, squeezing my eyes to stop myself in time.

"I know you want to. Fuck I want it too, it feels too good not to." Lukas groaned through his teeth when he almost entered me without protection. The temptation was too big and it was too hard to stop now, not wanting to ruin this moment and too excited to feel him without the rubber between us. Please I begged him in my mind to just feel it for a second, knowing he wanted it just as much. Please I begged again grinding on him again, another groan sounding against my skin. "We can't baby. One day yes, but not now." He whispered, suffering to push those specific words past his lips as it was against everything he really wanted.

"I know." I pouted my eyes gazing at his grey ones, knowing it was best not to do what both of us wanted most, almost relieved he was smart enough to halt it before we did something we might regret. As soon as he saw my sad pout both of his hands wrapped around my waist, turning us over and laying me on the bed next to him.

"Just lay your head on the pillow." He whispered, instructing me to lay higher up on the bed. While my head flopped down on his soft pillow Lukas grabbed a foil wrapping from his nightstand, unwrapping the condom and putting it on while I watched, something about the anticipation turning me on.

He looked at me from head to toe, subtly biting down on his bottom lip, his eyes dark and filled with yearn, yet his touch soft and gentle as he lowered himself down between my legs, his manhood pressing between my legs, his tip waiting at my entrance with blissful pressure, a hand on either side of me supporting his eight. I wrapped my legs around his hips pulling him inside for a torturing inch, but before completely entering he looked at me, a smolder in his eyes that made me melt. He leaned down kissing my lips with the most care in the world, softly brushing his lips against mine before deepening the kiss with his tongue. He pulled back, the glisten in his grey eyes even more present than before as he observed my face and tucked a blonde flyaway behind my ear. I might love him. I could see it in his eyes that I wasn't just somebody to him, giving me the sign to pull him inside completely his hand grabbing his blanket, filling his fist and he pushed in and out of me like it was the first time, both of us gasping for air. He bit his lip again, trying not to make too much noise, only making him look even sexier than he already was, his tattoos almost shimmering in the golden glow that lit up his room.

I wove my hands through his hair, loving the messiness of its appearance while he kept moving in and out, his mouth parting more with each stroke, clenching the sheets in his fist as we found our rhythm. I felt every rim of him against the many of mine, intensifying this moment only we shared, getting to know each other's bodies. Still worked up from grinding on his lap I was already close, arching my back to get him to go deeper, to let him know this was beyond magical.

His grey eyes glared at me, observing every muscle twitching in my face. "I'm not going to last long Baby." He warned me but he had nothing to worry about because I could already feel the pressure build, tingling to the point I couldn't hold back any longer. "Yes, baby!" He said burying his face in the crook of my neck as he quickened his pace, going deeper than before. "Fuck, yes!" He groaned against my skin, as I tightened around him, my muscles stiffening as I gasped for air, my fingers pulling at the roots of his hair to keep it together.

"Lukas!" I gasped as my orgasm was longer and more intense than I expected, pushing my head against the pillow as he went even faster and deeper and as soon as I moaned his name I felt his groan against my throat, his hand clenching the sheets in his fist as he spasmed on top of me, small moans escaping from his throat as he tried to catch his breath.

"That was..." He exhaled, his breathing fast and heavy. "That felt amazing." He whispered, pecking a few sweet kisses at the spot his head was buried seconds before, his body completely relaxing on top of me.

I tilted my head to the side, meeting his gaze before brushing my nose against his. "I agree." I breathed, still dazed by what had happened, what I had felt, what brought us even closer each time we did it.

"I could lay here all night, but I would probably suffocate you and that we do not want." He smiled, slowly rolling off me, still trying to catch a breath. He quickly cleaned himself before rolling back on his side, swinging his arm and leg over me to cuddle, his lips softly touching my cheek. He pulled back a bit, just to gaze at my eyes, his still gleaming with joy accompanied with a generous smile on his lips. I reached up, tracing his jaw with my index finger and now felt like the right time to tell him how I felt. How I really felt, that I have feelings for him that went beyond liking someone but then I chickened out, too scared he might not feel the same way. Maybe now is just too soon...

"Lukas..." I whispered against his lips, the tip of my nose touching his as I rolled on my side too, facing him, his arm and leg still pulling me into a hug.

"Mmhh..." He hummed, his voice soft and tired, almost cracking, his eyes closed either enjoying this moment or already falling asleep. "You're a good person. Just never forget that." I whispered as I watched him open his eyes to meet mine, a smirk pasted on his full lips.

"I'll make sure to keep you around so you can remind me of that." He smiled, leaning in to kiss my lips, gently and softly before caressing my cheek with the back of his fingers. Does that mean he sees me in his near future, or am I just hoping he does? "Do you have class tomorrow?" His whispered, his voice sounding exhausted.

"Only in the afternoon, but I'm grabbing an early lunch with Mia tomorrow." I whispered back, enjoying the way the back of his hand was running up and down my arm, my skin still hot and sensitive.

"Fine, I'll set the alarm at nine if that's okay." He whispered while getting out of bed to find his phone in his jeans that was sprawled on the floor somewhere. I watched him every step of the way, adoring how messy his hair looked, how his tattoos almost glistened in this type of lighting, how he looked so tempting walking around his room without any clothes on.

Once he found his phone, he crawled back into bed setting the alarm but when his phone buzzed he scoffed, throwing in one of his typical eyerolls. I could see he was scoffing at a text message, but I couldn't read who it was, my curiosity getting the better of me.

Looking over at him, debating whether or not to answer I felt something at the pit of my stomach, bubbling curiosity boiling a special recipe with a hint of jealousy maybe. "Who was that?" I carefully asked, instantly making him look up and lock his phone.

"Nobody Bells." He said, putting his phone on the nightstand. Even a nobody is a somebody... Helloooo. I looked at him with a troubled expression, frowning my brows at him like he was hiding something from me. "Seriously?" He asked, knowing he should just be able to be honest to me and maybe also a bit surprised by my sudden interest in his inbox. "Someone from class not worth answering." He tried to defend himself, laughing at me frowning my brows and pouting my lips at the same time. "Baby, I didn't even answer." He shook his head with a smirk on his face, evaporating every one of my concerns.

"I just want you to be honest Lukas." I said, letting the pillow swallow my face so I could hide the sudden shame I was feeling for being so damn nosy. Isabella, don't worry, he won't hurt you!

"And I am." He said, his eyes gleaming with adoration as he stared at my worried expression. "Come here..." He said opening his arms for me to scoot over towards him. I turned around to my other side, being his little spoon before he pulled me even closer to him, his naked skin radiating with warmth while he snuggled his face in my hair. "Don't worry about those things going through that head of yours now." He said, kissing the skin behind my ear. "You're my Snowflake." He whispered in my ear and with that I was reassured I meant more to him than I thought I did, giving me the confidence I needed to completely trust him with my heart. He had it, all of it and he better not break it, cause it would break me.