"Becca , open the door." Archer says while pounding on the other side of the door.

"F-Fuck off"

I take my bag and spray some cologne into the air, my wrist also some into my blanket. I put my head in between my knees and place the blanket in front of my face so I could smell the lovely scent.

I close my eyes and try to clear my head. Once I do I regulate my breathing and calm my heart.

I take the water out of my bag and drink about half the bottle.Once I'm back to normal I place everything back into my bag and head over toward the sink.

I splash some cool water on my face to get the red to go away out of my face. Once I'm done I snatch my bag off the floor and open the door.

I see Archer with his hands in his hair sitting out side the bathroom door. I act like I didn't even see him and walk over to the bed.

I take my phone out my pocket and dial MK.

"Hellooooooo" MK screams on the other side of the phone.

I pull the phone away from my head and wait till she's finished. "You done?" I ask

"Yeah, so are y'all there?"

"Yeah we just got to the hotel."

"Have you talked to him yet?" She asks

"Maybe a sentence." I say not going to tell her about my break down that happened a little while ago.

We talk for a little while longer. So I can ignore Archer for as long as possible then hang up saying our goodbyes.

"Bye, love you."

"Love you too"

I place my phone on the bedside table and look up to see the bathroom door closed.

While Archers in the bathroom I change into some sleeping shorts and a long black t shirt.

I take my blanket and stuff it under my pillow before laying down and turning on the tv.

Once he comes out I'm watching some tv show that I'm not really paying attention to anyways.

I look at my phone to see that my mom said good night.

I text her back and then head to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face.

Once I'm done I shut off the light and get into the bed trying to not touch Archer.

I lay down on my side facing away from him and very carefully pulling my blanket out from under my pillow and into my chest with the comforter over top my arm so archer won't see the blanket.

After a little while I hear a sigh and the tv shuts off. He moves slow trying not to disturb me .

I feel the tiniest touch of his hand on my waist then hear the softest voice whisper. "I'm sorry I wasn't there."

After a little while when I know he is a sleep I finally relax into the bed and fall asleep myself.

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The next morning I wake to the sunlight coming through the windows.

I open my eyes to see me and Archer wrapped up into each other.

SHIT

I try to very carefully get unattached from him but he has his legs over top of mine and his arm is holding me down.

I try to break free one more time but before I could Archers eyes popped open.

I snap my eyes closed and act like I'm sill asleep hoping he didn't see my eyes open.

I feel the lightest brush of Archers fingers on my check just going back and forth.

A piece of hair falls into my face and he automatically brushes it back.

"I know your Awake Becca" I hear in a raspy morning voice.

DOUBLE SHIT